I See You've Reached My First Post, I Hope The Journey Was A Pleasant One

i see you've reached my first post, i hope the journey was a pleasant one😊

BUT I LOVE COOKIES AND CREAM TOO (cockies too- maybe idk wodnekdjdj)

BUT IM GLAD I MADE YOU BLUSH HEHEEH i take it as a privilege😌

[11:18 pm]

the whole room is dark, except for the faint glow of your phone. you lay in your bed, scrolling through absolutely random trivia reels. cheol's laying beside you, one arm thrown across your waist as he cuddles into the heat of your body. he should have been sound asleep by now. but he's only halfway through there, being pulled back to wake by your questions.

"cheol?"

he hums back, voice thickly layered with sleep.

"what color do you think i am?"

the room turns silent. you wait for a moment.

"cheo-"

"blue. you seem like blue to me."

"why blue?"

"cause, to me, blue means calm, peace, and secure. like i dont have to worry about anything. like i can let down all my thoughts to rest for a while. and you feel like all those things to me."

you just hum back in response, the next question thats displayed on your screen preventing you from thinking over his words.

a minute passes before you ask again, "cheol?"

"...yes, love?"

"what icecream flavour am i?"

a beat passes before he replies, "you're cookies-n-cream. because you're soft and sweet, with a little crunch at times."

you hum yet again, registering his answer.

"plus, its your favourite," he adds, which brings a soft smile to your face.

you turn your attention back to your phone, searching for the next question.

"cheol...?"

"love.... how about we go to sleep now, and i'll answer all your questions tomorrow?" he asks, looking at you with eyes drooping with sleep.

you just smile and nod, turning off your phone and keeping it aside before you get back into bed. as soon as you lay down, seungcheol's quick to snuggle into your side, his face nuzzled into your neck, his breaths tickling you. you take a look at the sleepy man with you before closing your eyes.

.

.

"cheol!"

"yes, my love?

"...i love you."

he doesnt respond immediately, but you feel him smiling into your skin, his breath hitching for the slightest of moments before returning to normal as he mumbles back.

"i love you too, dear."

this.

when it hits that i don't have to compulsorily write anything or that I don't have to pressurise myself into posting something that feels mediocre to me, it already feels so much better and helps me look forward to any new ideas that I may have.

still reaching that phase where I allow myself to take breaks, and relax and not worry about not having posted.

please take time to feel better <33

heyyyyyyy 👉👈

yeah i'm just gonna go ahead and start off by apologizing for going m.i.a. again unannounced </3

i once again (surprise, surprise) got into a mood where everything i wrote just felt blah, i was pressuring myself with deadlines, sucked the joy out of writing all together and, in the end, decided to delete tumblr and give myself the time to reset. i think i've discovered writing truly comes to me in waves, and that's perfectly okay !! but i need to be gentle with myself when i'm in these slumps instead of spiraling over how i must be disappointing everyone by not pumping out fics. like girl! it's just fanfic! it's not that serious! calm down you're not even getting paid!!

writing is meant to be for my enjoyment and slowly, i've been unlearning all the stress i've put into it to reclaim that joy! so, with a (tentative?) return, just wanted to stop in and give an update that hopefully, fingers crossed, i will be slowly getting back into the groove of things.

i've got a lot to catch up on, but for now, i will be active (:

for those still here, loving and supproting my works, thank you as always 🫶

LOLA DONT GET SHOT WTF

but yes, when i picture chan and boobs, I see him nestling in them. i can't stop it.

warnings: 18+, mention of tattoo

chan claims he loves every part of you the same.

yet,

its the same chan whose eyes linger a little longer around your breasts.

the same chan, who always ends up diving face first into your tits after a long, rough day at work.

chan, who always needs to hold your boobs whenever you're in bed because it "helps him sleep better".

chan, who loves buying lacy lingerie to adorn your boobs, only to rip it off later.

chan, who loves to place a few extra kisses and bites near your breasts.

chan, who goes feral seeing you on top of him, because your boobs are now at eye-level.

chan, who loves when you ride him, because now he can give all his attention to your tits — licking, biting and sucking on them.

chan, who loves hugs, partly cause he loves the feel of your boobs on his chest.

chan, whose absolute weakness is the tattoo you got (specially for him), right above your breasts.

chan, who claims he loves every part of you the same, but loves your boobs a little more.

i refuse to shut up <3

also asdfghjk "learning from the best"?? naurr, honey you don't want to start this compliment battle. i refuse to be defeated.

and yes!! i do have smthn similar planned out. but it's with another resident ass guy! cheol ^3^

I MEAN IT: YOU'RE THE BEST😌😤

about the compliment battle, bring it on!! i will not let you go so easily. i'm a pro at giving compliments :)

ALSO i cannot WAIT for the resident ass guy! seungcheol. such a canon😌🤌

SISTAR THIS WAS LONG AGO??? i SAID ILY LIKE TWO DAYS AGO

yayyyy mutuals hiiiiiiiii reblog if you love your mutualssssssss hiii mutuals

SHUT UP you're making my heart explode-

(i'm learning from the best)

warning: mentions of alcohol

"well, hellooo~"

you turn towards the voice, and find a very drunken (and very adorable) soonyoung standing to your right, a glass of whiskey (?) in hand. he was loud enough to be heard over the noise of the club, yet you still perked up and leaned towards him.

"hello."

"what'ss a pretty lady like you hic... doing over hereee?" his voice sounded almost like a sing-song. he probably had a little too much of the drink. confirming your thoughts, he stumbles into the chair next to you.

"just winding up after a long day, you know? what about you?"

"well, i jus wanna let loooose tonight. with my friendsss. they're prolly out there, hic, dancing or drinking," he waves his hands around, pointing towards his friends. but you're only looking at him. a small smile forms on your lips, but you're quick to hide it.

"i see... it's too crowded here, you wanna go somewhere private?" you offer, pretending innocence.

he lets out a loud gasp, "oh no! i have a girlfriendd!! hic she's somewhere around here. she'll end you iff she finds out."

"is she that dangerous?"

"sometimess, but she's veeery sweet. hic always takes care off me. kisses me goodnight and goood morning. hic, always sends me cute stuff that reminds her of me... hic-"

he stands up as he's speaking, but then stumbles again and falls into the seat, face first onto the counter.

you gasp and rush over to him, patting him on the cheek, "omg, soonie? soonyoung? are you okay??"

he lets out a slow groan before raising his head and looking at you. his eyes sparkle with recognition

"y/n!! omg you're here! i was hic just talking about you! come on, let'ss have a drink!" he shouts and turns to call the bartender, "sir-"

"soonie, come on, let's go home. you're way too drunk," you pull him by his hand to get him to stand. even in his drunken state, he laughs and let's you lead him.

"y/n you know something? i met a lady back at the counter. she kind of looked a lot like you. But! she tried to hit on me!!"

you play along, pretending surprise, "really? what did you say?"

"I pushed her away, of course. can't ever forget my baby. my sweet, lovely babyyy..."