I Feel Like A Total Mistake And I Don't Know Why. It's Not Even Midnight Yet (11pm Est) And I'm Already

I feel like a total mistake and I don't know why. It's not even midnight yet (11pm est) and I'm already starting to think and it sucks. I wanna cry but I'm on call with my boyfriend and I don't want to make him worry. idk what to do :(

me when I rot in bed because I literally have nothing to do

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1) my boyfriend

2) pretty rocks

3) vitamin water

4) sleep

5) pretty nails

hey guys, sorry I've been gone for so long.

I recently got my official diagnosis of POTS and hEDS.

dieting and losing weight has been so hard for the past few weeks and I've ended up gaining. I'm currently 90 kg/ 207 lbs give or take.

I'm gonna try to start losing again by reducing my intake, eating more fiber and protein, taking longer to eat, and drinking more water.

please be kind as I can't exercise so I can't lose as quickly as I used to :(

god that's my deepest desire

i want to be someone you'd sacrifice yourself for

me fr