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I didn't want them to sign off but they did. I know it's bedtime but couldn't you have stayed around for the silence without me asking??

I just want to be held. is that a crime?

there's nothing I hate more in the entire world than the Heros Of Olympus books and anything Rick Riordan has ever written. NOT EVEN MYSELF.

Me practicing self-care and good habits even when the depression is on max volume.

psalm 16:1-2

preserve me, o God, for in you i take refuge. i say to the Lord; "you are my Lord i have no good apart from you."

today was nothing more than a complete and utter failure.

I always manage to get useless things done. and put off anything that needs to get done because I'm too anxious to do it.

meirl

wow once again this section is called, did this to myself.

and it's 5,000,000% my fault.

completely.

I just want to die. don't mind me.

time is my nemesis, and the clock my foe as it ticks ticks the seconds away.

I am sad OwO don't @ me

I just want to not be useless but I don't know how/where to start and I feel so hopeless and trapped.

I'm so sad. honestly. I'm so sad. and I don't want to be. this hurt in my chest hurts. not as bad as other times, but it's still terrible. it's still upsetting. and uncomfortable. and I hate it.

I'm so sad and I want to die.

my self hate is on a 6

yeah. honestly? bite me.

I hate myself. I hate myself so much I want to die.

I'm sorry for being an idiot. I hate myself. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm still here.

looks like I'm just as much of a coward as I've always been.

wow. I hate being back just as much as I thought I would.

9:14 pm january 12th 2020.

im officially 19 years old.