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Can anyone who is anti endo reblog this so we know we can trust you? Endos are harassing us on here, breaking dni and we need support from real systems and people who actually give a shit about trauma survivors singlet or not.

I also wanna take this opportunity to coin a new anti endo tag "wild rose" which is the rebel password in final fantasy 2.

Please note we are not looking for sorce mates. Please be nice to us, we have had a rough couple of days with endos invading our space without permission.

(Please follow this dni too.)

Wheres that “before pride month ends does anyone want to admit they have a crush on me” post, like I know it’s only the 11th but I cant stop thinking abt it

SLASHERVAL: a neogender umbrella term that can be used as a gender in itself, an identity system, or in connection with other genders. it connects to classic 80s slasher movies and enjoyment of them, fake gore, knives and machetes, and horror dvds

under the cut will include common experiences and terminology

slasherval genders and individuals may or may not have/experience:

- connection and/or enjoyment of the horror genre particularly the slasher genre and slasher movies from the 70s, 80s and 90s

- connection to slasher killers themselves, particularly masked, and the concept of final girls and final boys

- may connect to gore, but mainly fake gore, blood and over the top practical effects

- connection to knives, saws and machetes

- connection to camcorders, videotapes, cameras and grainy footage in the context of horror movies

- connection to horror movie tropes and stereotypes and “bad” horror movies

- connection to phones (particularly rotary phones), people speaking on phones, and their connection to the horror genre

- connection to metalcore and possibly ice nine kills and the ‘cringer’ side of being a horror fan, collecting bad merch and horror dvds

SLASHERVAL TERMINOLOGY

SLAIN/SLAINgender - slasherval-in-nature (gender)

slasherine (shortens to slash) - masculine/feminine equivalent

slasherinity - masculinity/femininity equivalent

translasherine/translash - transitioning to a slasherval identity (as opposed/as well as a masc/fem etc one)

deadmeat - slasherval man/woman equivalent

potential suffixes/prefixes for SLAINgenders: slashic, slashvic, slash, slarval, slaval, slainic

ATTRACTION TERMS

myersic / SLS - slasherval loving slasherval

screamfest or ghostduo - slasherval/myersic relationship (to reflect stu/billy as a slasher duo in scream. screamfest is used more often as a general term/for polyam and ghostduo refers specifically to two people)

victim - slasherval/myersic crush

stabner - slasherval/myersic partner

killmate - slasherval/myersic spouse

TAGGING: @radiomogai @io-archival @horrormogai @kirugorture

🧼 ——— COINED BY ME

blitzkid covering johnny cash was not on my 2024 bingo card.

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NPD tags are filled to the brim with people repeating the mantra of "narc abuse" not being real and while it's true, it isn't real, we've gotta focus on offering actual help to pwNPD. Destigmatizing NPD is great but let's talk about how to fucking handle it too.

With that being said, here's my contribution on how to prevent/lower the likelihood of a narc crash:

Journal or tell your closest ones about your emotions, even if they feel miniscule. Every negative emotion counts. This might seem obvious but pwNPD are very prone to ignoring our emotions in favor of getting supply. Look, I know you "can handle it" and "only weak people have emotions" but you're a person and you have fucking emotions. It's more embarrassing to handle the post-effects of your crash than to try to prevent it, trust me.

After a crash happens, reflect on what actually caused the feeling of insecurity/distress that led to it. Sometimes it's other people, unfair criticism, or both plus our inherent feeling of needing to match a social standard. Try to figure out what caused it and either distance from the trigger or find a way to limit its access to you. Maybe next time, you will be more prepared for the oncoming emotional flow.

Limit who can criticize you. I guess it's harder for those of us with public pages online but actually limit who the hell has a right to critique you. Not everyone is a good critic. Some people will tell you shit just to upset you. Sometimes people won't be obligated to give you any attention at all. It fucking sucks but limiting the number of people who have the RIGHT to affect you might help. For me, it was a rule: What I think and what my FP think matters, everyone else can disappear.

Find means of reminding yourself how great you are. Do you need to admire yourself in the mirror? Reread that sexy post you made? Look at your art again? Check the notes on your favorite aesthetic post? Do you need to reflect on how many people have admired you over lifetime or, maybe, how many compliments you heard last time you did XYZ? Be fucking vain.

Overall, narc crash isn't something that one can entirely predict or prevent, but it's how we react to it that matters. Warning your loved ones that you require attention/supply, taking care of your damn body so you don't overexert yourself for others, and being mindful of your own emotional reactions might help.

Not everyone is going to have the mental capacity to stop themselves from overreacting/communicating poorly, but as long as you learn from your past mistakes you should be fine. Good luck.

P. S. I hope you're all big boys and know I do not mean this to be some sort of universal advice. It helped me, and maybe it will help you too.

adding reviews is the best thing i have done to simplyplural

let’s play is this hyperfixation or an alter splitting

normalize alters not getting along, yes among your own system, but also with partners or family or friends

i love my siblings but i have multiple headmates who dislike or even hate them

there’s someone in our system who absolutely hates an alter in our partner sys

there’s another who refuses to interact with someone who’s a friend of mine

alters are not a monolith

It can be really hard to learn to engage in positive self talk, but sometimes it's easier to start by pretending it's coming from a friend, first 💜

a quote from punks and about punks

"to be punk is to be kind"

endos are not kind. they are ableist and spread misinformation and actively harm real systems.

endos are not kind. they steal resources from real systems.

endos are not kind.

endos are not punk.

First controversial post in a while but people need to realize a therapist is not going to challenge you on your reality directly. Because that can be insanely harmful. If you walk in going "I'm a system without trauma" they wont tell you no. Or that you are wrong. Because directly challenging someone's world view is not how you gain a clients trust nor does it help recovery. OF COURSE THE THERAPIST ONLINE ISN'T GOING TO GO "endos aren't real" because that could push people who need help away from help. A therapist is going to say "I'm not going to rebuttal anyone's lived experience" because to you. You are a system without trauma. No matter how factual that is. That is the way you see your brain.

Which is why I want people to get help. If you believe you are a system if you end up being one or not YOU NEED THERAPY. No if ands or buts.

I don't think you are a system without trauma. And I think endo logic is inherently harmful. But you and your struggles are real. Because that's how you perceive the world. And I want you to get help.

If you all do to Davrin what you did to Wyll Ravengard, I’m banning you from the game. - 🌃

EVERYONE

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE START MAKING MORE (ANTI ENDO) POSTS ON THE SYSTEMPUNK TAG, ENDOS ARE TRYING TO STEAL IT SO PLEASE TRY TO FLOOD THEM OUT, THEY DO NOT BELONG IN THE TAG.

EDIT: BLOCK @the-alarm-system THEY ARE CONTRIBUTING TO THIS AND EVEN MAKING FLAGS FOR SYSTEMPUNK THAT DIRECTLY GO AGAINST THE POINT OF THE TAG

"Thoughts on women?" Yeah pretty much constantly

"this user is sensitive" userboxes!

these were self indulgent , and just for funsies !! f2u , don't credit me! ^_^

Romance holder.

An alter that holds all affection, romance, or romantic feelings! They themselves may be a hopeless romantic, or they may just love "too much"!

For day 4 of @puriette's event!

It becomes clear that the last covid wave (brought on by spring festivals and carnevals and such where I live) has left people with both a stubborn cough (classical) and/or with thoroughly stubborn mucus in their sinuses. So stubborn that most medication that normally clears that up has not worked more than partially or temporarily.

So, if you had a ""cold"" and now have issues with mucus in your sinuses:

Consider wearing a mask in public. You probably had covid, and now have a compromised immune system for at least the next 6 months and probably longer. Consider avoiding super spreader events (EM, concerts, bars, conventions) or at least wear a mask so you're less likely to both get and spread covid at those events. Consider also getting the new covid vaccine come fall, or now if you hadn't before. It's not just a booster, it's based on the omicron variant instead. You should get it, because you now have a higher chance of getting disabled by long covid with your next covid infection, and any protection from getting infected helps lower that risk, as well as vaccination lowering the risk for developing long covid.

And if you're scared of social repercussions: At least wear it when you're sick or anyone close to you is sick. I'm begging actually.

I remember all the people during lockdown who said they would definitely wear a mask even for the regular cold after the pandemic has ended, because they now have the knowledge and means to not breath germs onto other people while actively infectious.

Where are y'all now? The pandemic hasn't even ended yet and almost no one is wearing a mask when sick.

Where is everyone who said that masks while sick should become the new normal?

Please don't even bother to feel guilty for not doing it so far, you fell for worldwide misinformation campaigns. Just start wearing a mask again and get all your covid vaccines.

Your actions are more important and way more impactful than your moral purity. Please just make wearing FFP2/N95 masks when sick and/or in high risk situations your new normal.

📼💄 sure?? i guess?? dark academia femme type beat??

ur first and last recent emojis are ur gender now. mine is 🅱👨‍❤‍💋‍👨

we definitely Have This

some alters have very similar vibes but they all have Vibes tm

Idk if others relate. But alters all have a vibe™

Like a lot can factor into the vibe. Their gender, their role in the system, their personality.

But each of those factors make a vibe till the point you can tell who it is. Alot of times it's about eliminating first. Like "this is the vibe of a girl. Out with all the men"

Telling which alters is fronting is playing a subjective game of guess who.

As pride month begins, let us not forget our Palestinian brothers and sisters.

I LOVE STEALIN

I LOVE TAKIN THINGS

Just discovered the tags “pluralcore” and “pluralpunk” and pluralpunk sounds cool as hell except for its an endo cesspit