Daily Reminder That The Boy Youre In Love With At 16 Probably Wont Matter When Youre 25.

daily reminder that the boy you’re in love with at 16 probably won’t matter when you’re 25.

daily reminder that the math test you failed your freshman year of high school probably won’t matter when you’re graduating college.

daily reminder that the problems you’re facing today may seem like the worlds end, but they will not matter in a year.

daily reminder that you’re going to be okay.

everything is going to be okay.

I really envy those stereotype families in tv shows

Wherein they support every family member in everything they do. The parents supporting their kids whenever there are activities in school. Showing how proud they are of their kids whether they get the first place or not.

Cuz like, i may not be the brightest person in class, but i kinda have this reputation of being the smart one that everyone asks for answers in school. I'm the person that people has high expectations in school cuz i kinda have this aura of being a responsible person- they said.

So i have received awards and such since 1st grade. But I HAVE NEVER FELT THAT MY PARENTS WERE PROUD OF ME. NOT. ONCE. It occurred to me that they are proud but they just don't show it. BUT NO. No matter how much i tried to put it in my mind that they are proud. They just aren't.

Whenever i receive an award, they'd just go and receive it. They would show a smile but it doesn't feel sincere. Of course, i would want to talk to my friends after the awarding, but they would show distaste and tells me to hurry up cuz we need to go. I mean, they aren't that busy with work but why can't they give me time.

And what hurt me the most was when i entered a competition then. It was my first time joining that type of competition, it was some sort of a pageant. I wanted them to be there with me cuz it's been so long since a relative watched me compete. And what my mum said was, "Why? Do i really have to be here?". I was baffled so i just said that she could leave, it's fine.

Then i entered a competition again. And it was my first declamation. I was the champion. And the video was posted online. My relative saw and congratulated me. My sibling were proud and we talked about it. The teased me but it was fine cuz we were happy. But then my mum enters with an irritated look and said, "what was that video of you online? What nonsense was that?" I wanted to cry that time. But i can't, not infront of her and my siblings. So i just kept mum. My sibling were shocked at what she said. I just shrugged.

So now that i've entered an inter-school competition. I have no plan of actually telling my parents that i joined unless they ask. Cuz i've been writing a piece for my entry. And i asked my sister to read it aloud while i typed it. And my mum overheard and said smth like, "what is that? Anong katarantaduhan yan? (it's smth like, what ridiculous thing to say). And so i said it was nothing. I never practiced at home cuz i was afraid of being heard by my mum and be told to stop.

I just wanted someone to support what i love. And for that i thank my siblings and friends who always has my back and supports me. But hearing those from my parents is still different.

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I'm just so happy

Im just so happy that people are saying "leave chan alone" "let him have his privacy" "report this person" and such. Instead of hating on chan and hating the girl as well.

Honestly, pledis kinda gave a head's start regarding that they have no dating ban. So hearing about that rumor didn't really gave me a shock.

And this is not just about chan anymore, artists can date whoever, whenever they like. And us, fans have can do nothing but support and be happy for them.

Idky but I really find it cute that Chan has a girlfriend, if that was true, cuz like, he debuted at such a young age. And dating is part of life. And he, being an idol, must've had a hard time dating. Then now, he has a girl, is just so overwhelmingly cute. And i feel so happy.

So that video, i wasn't able to watch it. I actually wanted to watch it, without the intention of spreading it. I mean, vids are easily forged rn. And i wanted to see if it was really chan. Cuz like people can spread videos then saying that it was about an idol. So i really wanted to see. My friend saw the vid and i repeat she did spread it. And she said that it was really cute and she actually felt the love of dino for the receiver.

I read the article of allkpop, that bitch. And read that the girl is apparently an employee of pledis and in their previous album, idk which cuz i don't know how to read hangul, that chan mentioned the girl and thanked her. Ok, first of all, we know that svt is gay for each other. Like srsly they love their members, the staff, the fans and everyone. The fan service that they give us, carats, are so cringey most of the times. And if you noticed, they really admire the staffs as well. So what if the vid is just chan saying i love you. He has done it so many times. And in the album, so what, she was a staff in pledis so what if he thanked her. Does that mean she was a girlfriend of chan already?

I. REPEAT. I. AM. HAPPY. FOR. CHAN. AND. THE. MEMBERS. ARE. DATING. SOMEONE. I. JUST. STATED. THE. POSSIBILITIES.

And this is for allkpop, yes, issues can't be stopped and sooner or later they could have issues like that. But was it really necessary for allkpop to post the infos and vid of chan and the girl? Like they could've just stated the contents but without mentioning the girl's infos cuz that could srsly get the girl in trouble. I'm not generalizing, but we all know that there are some fans that are srsly gonna hate her. And considering how it happened in the midst of the tour. They must've been so stressesdt.

AND THAT'S MY RANT AND OPINION. REMEMBER WE. SHOULD. RESPECT. THE. IDOLS. BE. THERE. FOR. THEM.

Sometimes i just really want to die. And never come back.