I Really Envy Those Stereotype Families In Tv Shows

I really envy those stereotype families in tv shows

Wherein they support every family member in everything they do. The parents supporting their kids whenever there are activities in school. Showing how proud they are of their kids whether they get the first place or not.

Cuz like, i may not be the brightest person in class, but i kinda have this reputation of being the smart one that everyone asks for answers in school. I'm the person that people has high expectations in school cuz i kinda have this aura of being a responsible person- they said.

So i have received awards and such since 1st grade. But I HAVE NEVER FELT THAT MY PARENTS WERE PROUD OF ME. NOT. ONCE. It occurred to me that they are proud but they just don't show it. BUT NO. No matter how much i tried to put it in my mind that they are proud. They just aren't.

Whenever i receive an award, they'd just go and receive it. They would show a smile but it doesn't feel sincere. Of course, i would want to talk to my friends after the awarding, but they would show distaste and tells me to hurry up cuz we need to go. I mean, they aren't that busy with work but why can't they give me time.

And what hurt me the most was when i entered a competition then. It was my first time joining that type of competition, it was some sort of a pageant. I wanted them to be there with me cuz it's been so long since a relative watched me compete. And what my mum said was, "Why? Do i really have to be here?". I was baffled so i just said that she could leave, it's fine.

Then i entered a competition again. And it was my first declamation. I was the champion. And the video was posted online. My relative saw and congratulated me. My sibling were proud and we talked about it. The teased me but it was fine cuz we were happy. But then my mum enters with an irritated look and said, "what was that video of you online? What nonsense was that?" I wanted to cry that time. But i can't, not infront of her and my siblings. So i just kept mum. My sibling were shocked at what she said. I just shrugged.

So now that i've entered an inter-school competition. I have no plan of actually telling my parents that i joined unless they ask. Cuz i've been writing a piece for my entry. And i asked my sister to read it aloud while i typed it. And my mum overheard and said smth like, "what is that? Anong katarantaduhan yan? (it's smth like, what ridiculous thing to say). And so i said it was nothing. I never practiced at home cuz i was afraid of being heard by my mum and be told to stop.

I just wanted someone to support what i love. And for that i thank my siblings and friends who always has my back and supports me. But hearing those from my parents is still different.

Daym wonwoo

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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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I’m fascinated by the fact that Phineas and Ferb is a show that actually exists Like I can understand how someone could have come up with the idea of an animated show about stepbrothers trying to find cool ways to spend their summer vacation And from there I can see how the characters of Candace, Isabella, Beauford, Baljeet, Jeremy, and Stacy came about But at what godforsaken point in the thought process did someone go, “Hey, what if there’s an ongoing subplot about their pet who’s a secret agent trying to stop a German guy from channeling his anger towards his abusive parents into conquering the tri-state area?” Just How

Why can't you just go ahead and do your thing? You give fucking amazing suggestions, advice, support and all those fucking things. But why can't you fucking do it? Just because you've fucking won once, doesn't make you a fucking champion the next time. You can't just fucking let that achievement get into your head and expect that you would win again. The fuck are you doing? You've never done it in a way that pleased everyone. I'm pretty sure your friends and trainers are fucking disappointed as well. Why can't you just let a tear drop. Even once? Why? You were such an emotional wreck. Why can't you just let that emotion show for once? And now your crying when everything was done and gone? They're fucking disappointed now. I AM DISAPPOINTED. You don't deserve to be happy. I M SO DISAPPOINTED, TO MYSELF.