chibishortdeath - What A Horrible Night To Have A Curse…
What A Horrible Night To Have A Curse…

☀️The morning sun has vanquished the horrible night☀️21, any pronouns. Trying to be an artist. Currently trying to use RPG Maker. Commissions not open. Please read my intro post, it’s more comprehensive :3.

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9 months ago
I Got A New Sketchbook Since I Filled One Recently :3c. Shout Out To Suddenly Getting A Ton Of Energy
I Got A New Sketchbook Since I Filled One Recently :3c. Shout Out To Suddenly Getting A Ton Of Energy
I Got A New Sketchbook Since I Filled One Recently :3c. Shout Out To Suddenly Getting A Ton Of Energy
I Got A New Sketchbook Since I Filled One Recently :3c. Shout Out To Suddenly Getting A Ton Of Energy

I got a new sketchbook since I filled one recently :3c. Shout out to suddenly getting a ton of energy and drawing bizarre fanart at 1 am 💀💀💀.

I’m putting the more violent ones under a cut even if the post is already tw tagged because of the subject matter being a bit dark d(^^ ).

Along with explanations for all of them of course!

⚠️tw for self harm and burning past this point⚠️

I Got A New Sketchbook Since I Filled One Recently :3c. Shout Out To Suddenly Getting A Ton Of Energy
I Got A New Sketchbook Since I Filled One Recently :3c. Shout Out To Suddenly Getting A Ton Of Energy
I Got A New Sketchbook Since I Filled One Recently :3c. Shout Out To Suddenly Getting A Ton Of Energy
I Got A New Sketchbook Since I Filled One Recently :3c. Shout Out To Suddenly Getting A Ton Of Energy
I Got A New Sketchbook Since I Filled One Recently :3c. Shout Out To Suddenly Getting A Ton Of Energy
I Got A New Sketchbook Since I Filled One Recently :3c. Shout Out To Suddenly Getting A Ton Of Energy

First one (before the cut) is just some pose practice. Simon’s just sitting, all sad and mopey. There’s also a little chibi doodle of him in the bottom corner and a little pose armature in the top corner for a pose I didn’t even end up drawing whoops lol. I feel like I drew his face a little differently than I usually do in this one :O. Idk how that happened lol.

This one is to show the differences in anatomy between each game! The curse takes a lot out of him, poor guy, so he’s a bit less jacked than usual 😔. Well, more specifically he doesn’t have as much of a layer of protective fat anymore. And he’s also very tired :(. But yeah, this is just a reference I’ll look back at to keep this detail consistent! I was going to put scar reference on it too, but I completely forgot and eh it mighta made it kinda hard to make out anyway d(- - ).

I drew this side profile of Simon while watching a video talking about lost media stuff. I think the image I based it on was something Saki Sanobashi related, idk I just liked the vibes of the hair being blown back by wind and got inspired :). And yes I know that Saki is probably a hoax 💀💀💀💀💀, I didn’t have much interest in it tho tbh, besides just hoping something lost gets found in general. Lost media videos are honestly great for putting on as background noise when drawing :)

Simon is totally me when I have a crisis and cover my face with my hands, but make sure one eye is visible and miraculously out of shadow for dramatic effect!!!

Ok spookier stuff time, first of the below the cut drawings. This one is based on how sometimes vampires are depicted as being able to drain someone from long distances or beyond the grave. Dracula is mean, and Simon is suffering from the curse, the usual. Augh I actually need to do things cause I keep thinking of a cool scene of Simon having a weird Dracula nightmare and then waking up to see it wasn’t a dream, and that’s tropey as hell, but it’s spooky!!! Do you see my vision?

This is a depiction of like what happens with a game over or something :O. Like an absolute worst possible outcome: Simon dies and Dracula is unsealed and fully regenerated. I basically just took is Simon’s Quest design and then rehydrated it and tada, Dracula is no longer a skeleton— He ends up looking way more like Vlad the Impaler in this outfit hmmm. Also, unrelated, but a friend of mine mistook Dracula for Jesus in this drawing 💀💀💀.

Oh boy, edgy depictions of uh a lot of not being very kind to yourself themes. Idk how else to describe this one other than ya know when you get really mad at your past self for making a mistake or the wrong decision that you could’ve only known about in hindsight? Also in part the fear of actually becoming a vampire at the end of all of this? And I guess a bit of feeling like it’s your own fault, you’re the one that keeps shooting yourself in the foot, but I feel like he’d also attribute getting hit by Dracula in the first place as his fault too… hmm just a lot of very sad things going on, this one was definitely a later 1 am time drawing, maybe 1:40 or something. I think what I draw at night is further proof to not trust you when you’re tired; I get weirdly existential at night and then it’s totally fine in the morning. Simon! Just sleep! Stop overthinking!!! You’ll be ok!!!

This one I debated putting up at all cause it’s graphic and not finished (TwT ;). But it was a rare drawing of Simon smiling that didn’t look uncanny, which is kinda ironic because Simon this is not the time to be smiling—! That is also wayyy too far for just the Dracula ritual, you really only need a tiny amount to open the seal, but I’ll cut him some slack cause he is a bit at wits end by this point. I’d say maybe he’s smiling because he thinks he finally won, but tbh I thought of it more like when things are just so bad you start laughing. Like Dracula just rose from the altar and the morbid irony of it all is just so absurd, the irony that you did everything right and fought tooth and nail (Dracula’s to be exact lol) to stop it and here it is happening anyway. I wanna give this guy a weighted blanket and a bowl of warm soup—

These last two are based on what could’ve happened to him. The Grey ending is pretty much usually considered the “worst”, but they’re all nearly interchangeable, especially in the Japanese version. For example: the western release really makes the Blue ending seem like he died and didn’t kill Dracula, but it’s a lot more that he just died doing it in the original, which is to say that it’s kinda like the Grey ending just with a different eulogy— Anyway, the Grey ending is the only one that doesn’t show Simon at Dracula’s grave, so I’ve always taken it as he didn’t make it out of the castle basement. And well, setting Dracula on fire is a pretty common way to kill him so uh um, R.I.P. I’ve got a couple ideas for alternate comic endings to say the least. I might honestly just depict all of them and leave it entirely up to the reader which one happened because it doesn’t change much— Though this also has me thinking of how him surviving would work now. The curse would definitely have left some lasting effects, you don’t just magically stop having been rotted, sleep deprived, and whatever else it did. Idk I picture him being like Renfield levels of lost it afterwards if that makes sense… that could also be a pretty solid explanation for why his story isn’t told correctly and the cycle repeats with Maxim later; it’d be a pretty traumatic thing to talk about tbh. Ok but yappersvile over, next doodle 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

Aside from the burnt doodle that’s uh same explanation as the above (R.I.P.), the other two are just a little head angle and expression practice and one tiny one towards the top that’s Dracula being all spooky ghost vampire, but I didn’t like how it was looking and gave up on it 💀💀💀. It’s very hard to draw a vampire attacking someone and not have it look kinda awkward or unreadable. Tbh I struggle putting two characters in one image anyway because I have to draw the anatomy lines for both of them and they end up getting really hard to tell apart when one is behind another, one character suddenly isn’t proportional compared to the other, or you find out one of them isn’t tall enough for the pose you had in mind (>~< ). So anyway Dracula was accidentally way too short all of a sudden and I couldn’t figure out how to draw his torso without making a completely incomprehensible blob behind Simon oof.

Okie, it’s lunch time, bye :3!


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9 months ago

Hey guys, I have to make a serious callout post unfortunately. There’s something that tumblr (and the Castlevania fandom) seems to have a big problem with and I’m done being quiet about it.

If you still support the users the-crow-binary and kaosunotenshi after reading this post, block me.

Content warning for pedophilia, CP, and incest.

Hey Guys, I Have To Make A Serious Callout Post Unfortunately. Theres Something That Tumblr (and The

This is a child porn fic, requested and found to be “hawt” by our reblogger here. No, I’m not showing any of the writing under that cut because it’s in graphic detail that no one should ever be subjected to.

I’ve thought about talking about it for a long time, but when I first ran into it, I was too afraid that I’d start fandom drama and get attacked since these two and some of their supporters (who I’ll probably end up making a post about sometime in the future) are pretty big accounts in this fandom, but, after some thinking and being tormented by it for a while, I’ve decided that don’t give a fuck if I lose a bunch of followers who don’t take child porn seriously. Good riddance.

I know I’m a small account and don’t speak for the whole fandom at all and most people won’t see this, but I really don’t want to interact with or see anyone condoning this kind of shit! Shit honestly feels like too soft of a word for it to be honest. There is absolutely no excuse, and I mean absolutely no fucking excuse, for writing porn of a child, fictional character or not. And before anyone says it, this is not a case of a dark and very real topic being portrayed with the level of tact and empathy it deserves, this fic was primarily written with the intent to be “hawt”.

And to kaosunotenshi and the-crow-binary, if they ever see or get word of this post, you should be ashamed of yourselves.

Anyway, this is a pretty big downside to having eyes, I’m exhausted, I just needed to get this out there or it’d keep tormenting me, and again, if you still support the users kaosunotenshi and the-crow-binary after this post, block me.

Goodnight.


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serious post call out post text post image post tw pedophiles tw pedophila mention tw incest mention tw cp mention tw csa mention I don’t care what your stance is on ship discource but I think it should go without saying that the line you don’t cross is cp for any fucking reason ‘oh but it’s my coping mechanism’ boo hoo keep it to yourself if your coping mechanism was running with scissors people should rightfully be upset if you do it in public where you could hurt others fun fact: the little social media/blogging site tumblr dot com is part of the public and if you cannot physically restrain yourself from sharing this shit with someone get a fucking discord it’s called caring about other people besides yourself you should maybe try it sometime if I remember correctly this post wasn’t even mature labeled when I saw it obviously don’t go out harrassing or threatening anyone that would be completely counterproductive block and report them maybe spread the word and move on any kind of real attention would only vindicate them in their actions and I would prefer that they grow and change as people but yeah so that’s a thing :/ gotta love just looking up an obscure character name on a blog you thought was trustworthy and getting blasted with this :/ it would be an understatement to say that I was physically ill after running into that shit sent me into some of the worst anxiety and hopelessness I’d had in years castlevania castlevania games akumajou dracula akumajo dracula ya know what sure I’m putting it in the main tags more people need to know and I’m sick of seeing these accounts get off scott free not putting it in the Soleil tag because I don’t want this to be all he’s associated with
9 months ago

HAPPY CASTLEVANIATOBER !!! (...Vaniatober? Draculatober? Oh well! >vv<)

HAPPY CASTLEVANIATOBER !!! (...Vaniatober? Draculatober? Oh Well! >vv

for day 1, i decided to draw leon! what better way to start castlevaniatober with the first belmont, after all? (˶◜ᵕ◝˶)

close-ups under the cut! X)

HAPPY CASTLEVANIATOBER !!! (...Vaniatober? Draculatober? Oh Well! >vv
HAPPY CASTLEVANIATOBER !!! (...Vaniatober? Draculatober? Oh Well! >vv

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10 months ago
Mspaint Is Really Fun Actually

Mspaint is really fun actually—


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castlevania castlevania games simon belmont castlevania ii castlevania simon’s quest simon’s quest castlevania ii: simon's quest akumajo dracula akumajou dracula art post my art art wip the colors are definitely a bit off in photos augh eventually once it’s done I’ll be able to put the actual image tho listened to a lot of malice mizer songs I hadn’t heard yet drawing this :3 I’ve been trying to actually get into visual kei properly cause I love how the genre sounds and have been listening to Gackt since forever but I kept putting off doing it for some reason 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 does anyone else get the thing where you go ‘oh yeah this band is so good’ and then listen to like maybe the same three songs over and over and over again (X X ;) yeahg anyway Simon again yay :3 augh I really wanna actually work on comic ideas for him but aaaaaaa another thing does anyone else like suddenly stop being able to do things like ok I’ll want to do something and then get ready to do it and suddenly lose all energy and drive for it for no reason and I still! want! to do it! augh! but I’ll put my hand to paper and it’ll go limp like I’ve never held a pencil like bro come on don’t do this to me now 💀💀💀 I’ll be able to start some new mspaint painting totally fine tho (XwX) I’m pretty positive I have something mentally wrong with me tbh high suspicion of autism maybe adhd could be depression who knows idk ack anyway drawing the tragically beautiful 1600s vampire hunter about it
10 months ago

filtering down ao3 results from 14000 to 6 based on a single tag is foul. im sorry none of you are as enlightened as me ig.


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if you look up Simon Belmont on Ao3 and remove the smash bros tag he goes from like a good number in the thousands to like uh 20ish and even then in a lot of those smash bros ones he’s not even in them he’s just tagged cause he’s a character in the game you have to disallow crossovers cause a lot of smash bros fanfics also don’t use the smash bros tags eventually you get to a number that’s approximately 23 if I’m remembering correctly which doesn’t sound bad until you realize that some of those are lords of shadow and Netflixvania and then what you’re left with is like two fics of Simon sucubus transformation smut you filter out cause it’s not what you’re looking for then there’s one that’s literally just a bulleted list of fic ideas that the writer never actually wrote you have to filter out a couple made by some uh within fandom noncon/pedophilia writers you gotta ignore :/ and eventually that ends up a whopping get ready for this 2 finish and 1 in progress fics of Simon Belmont and I’ve read them already it’s depressing tbh I’ve stopped using Ao3 cause the website kinda sucks and is run by shitty people anyway but also because that guy is the only I’m looking for fics of and well there is none so yeah guess I gotta do everything myself but that’s not nearly as fun as reading something and I’m way too stressed out to do it most of the time augh arg oof I am in hell castlevania castlevania games simon belmont <—​all mentioned in tags incoherent rambling text post reblogs writing post even worse there’s only one fic on the whole internet of Simon X Fuma and it’s ehhhh it’s basically just porn with no plot which is kinda boring when you’re uh asexual and don’t get turned on and uh yeah
10 months ago

Mannnnnnnn, my JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure on Dreamcast suddenly decided to up and stop working :’ (. I’ve resurfaced it a couple times and no luck. It used to give this garbled Capcom logo, but now it just gets stuck at the Sega logo and goes straight back to the Dreamcast menu.

garbled pixelated rectangle on a CRT TV screen that was supposed to be the Capcom logo

Idk why it’s doing this cause it barely had any marks on it and it worked fine for weeks. (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)


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