Im Personally Not A Fan OKAYI Dont Understand How You Could Possibly Enjoy Something As Lame As That

“I’m personally not a fan”         ✓ OKAY “I don’t understand how you could possibly enjoy something as lame as that”         ✗ NOT OKAY

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Happy Supernatural Day !!!!

Who knew 11 years ago we’d be signing up for one of the most amazing adventures of our lives. To those who have been there from the beginning and those who’ve discovered it along the way thanks for sharing it with us. 

We really are a family and I’m happy to be part of it. You’re all amazing and I love each and every one of you. We’ve so many memories together and I hope we can make many more together.

It’s been 11 great years and we’re in for at least one more.

Here’s to them who’ve taught us family doesn’t end or start with blood, that no matter what loyalty runs to the core and you can always find hope even in the darkest of times if you know where to look.

To our boys who’ve taught us that we are enough and we’re never alone, we always have them, and a little kindness goes a long way. You’ve made us laugh and cry and we’ll forever be grateful to you all.

We’ve had the pleasure of watching them grow, onscreen and off. We’ve watched them fall in love and become parents. We are so proud of you all and all you’ve accomplished each and every one of you and we’ll be there to watch you accomplish so much more.

Thank you to the cast and crew who’ve brought us this spectacular show that keeps on giving. Thank you to everyone that made supernatural possible. Thank you for giving us this show.

And always remember no matter what............WE’VE GOT A GIF FOR THAT !!!!!

Castiel Proposes

You sat at the table in the bunker with Sam. ‘So where did you say Cas and Dean were?’ You looked up from the computer, no cases. Sam shrugged not taking his eyes from his own laptop. ‘I didn’t’ He grumbled typing hardly giving you a spare thought. ‘Because you don’t know or don’t want to’ Sam’s fingers stopped moving. He looked up from the laptop. ‘I don’t know’ You furrowed your eyebrows. ‘Lie’ He stood suddenly. ‘Beer?’ He turned and strode form the room before you could answer.

You sighed closing your eyes. You leaned back in the chair. They were avoiding something. Castiel had been gone for almost a month, he only came around for a few hours every now and then. It was frustrating to have your boyfriend disappearing so often, and frankly it was kind of worrying you. He had been so distant lately.

Maybe he wanted to break up with you, maybe that’s why he was always whispering with Dean, and why they always stopped when you walked into the room. Dean was giving him hints on how to do it. 

But then again he was Cas, if he wasn’t feeling it anymore he wouldn’t string you along like that, he would just come out with it. So you had no fear of that, you hoped.

But that didn’t explain why re being so secretive. Why Cas and Dean were sneaking around today, why Sam was avoiding all your questions today. WHy Cas had tensed when he had seen you at breakfast this morning, why dean had pulled him away quickly. It also didn’t explain why he was so jumpy and jittery the last few days. Why he always kept asking Dean if it was okay? Or why he kept running his hand over the pocket on the inside of his trench coat.

It was all insanely frustrating. 

Just then the bunker door opened. You pushed your chair back and made your way into the map room. You looked up at the stairs. Cas and Dean were walking in the door. ‘You’ll be fine Cas’ Dean clapped his hand down on Castiel’s shoulders. ‘What if it isn’t the right thing to do, we have a lot on our plate, maybe it’s not the right time’ Castiel’s eyebrows were furrowed and worry creased his handsome face.

Dean smirked at him as they began walking down the stairs. ‘You’ve been saying that for the last month, and you still want it. It’s the right time’ He smiled at his friend. ‘For what?’ You called crossing your arms over your chest. The both of their heads snapped towards you. Castiel’s eyes widened and he gulped, fear on his face. Dean’s lips parted and he shrugged. ‘Cas’ll tell ye’ He patted Castiel’s back.

Cas was frozen to the spot his blue eyes fixed on you. Dean took the steps two at a time when he came down the steps. His pace was fast as he walked across the room. ‘Go easy on him’ He whispered as he pressed a kiss to your temple and left you and your Angel boyfriend alone.

You looked back up at Cas, he still had that deer in the headlights expression no his face. ‘Cas?’ You raised your eyebrows. That seemed to get his attention. He straightened and his hand ghosted over his pocket again. ‘Would you like to take a walk with me Y/n?’ The way he said your name had you melting. You nodded and he smiled tightly at you.

Now, you were definitely worried.

Castiel took your hand when you reached him lacing his fingers with yours. ‘Cas is there something bothering you?’ You asked and you felt his fingers tense slightly. ‘Not at all’ He shook his head pulling you up the steps and towards the door. ‘Cas, if something’s wrong you can tell me’ You whispered watching him reach out for the door. He shook his head. ‘It is nothing to cause worry, my dove’ You smiled at his nickname. 

You had gotten it because he said you were pure and innocent. He said it was from the story of Noah’s Ark. The dive came with a branch to show Noah there was hope, and you were his dove. Always there to show him hope, to lead him to dry land. You were his hope in the flood, the end to his floating around the world aimlessly. You were his solid ground.

When you got outside he turned leading you down the dirt track around the back of the bunker. The sun was setting and it was beginning to get dark. ‘Any reason we’re going this way?’ You asked. ‘The lake is this way’ Cas smiled down at you. He let go of your hand  his fingers wrapping around your chin turning your face to him.  He leaned forwards and pressed his lips to yours and pulled away quickly. ‘Would you like to go to the lake? If not we can go somewhere else’ You watched as he fidgeted slightly.

You leaned up and pressed your lips to his chin. ‘If that’s where you want to go, let’s go to the lake’  You smiled at him. It was obvious he wanted to go that way for whatever reason he just wanted to go. If it was that important to him you were happy to go whatever way he wanted, just as long as you were with him you didn’t mind where you went.

The walk towards the lake was spent in silence. Castiel broke it once or twice to ask you how your day had been and if you had something to eat. You giggled when he asked you again. ‘Cas, that’s the third time you asked me how my day has been’ He furrowed his eyebrows and then gave a sharp laugh. ‘I believe you are right’ You leaned your head on his shoulder as he lead you through the trees. 

Then you seen something twinkling through the trees. Castiel seemed to notice you perking up and he reached across tipping your head up to look at him. He smiled down at you as he half watched you half watched where you two were walking. He leaned down and pressed his lips to yours.

You smiled against his lips leaning into him. Cas pulled you around in front of him. ‘I was nervous. I still am nervous’ You furrowed your eyebrows and he laid both his hands on your hips. He turned you again so your back was facing him. You gasped at the sight in front of you.

There was twinkling lights everywhere. They covered all the trees around the lake, the small bench that you and Sam had made one afternoon had fairy lights wrapped around it. A bottle of champagne resting on the grass beside it. There was some lanterns floating on the small lake. A blanket was laid out in front of the bench. ‘Cas’ You breathed. Lanterns were scattered across the grass casting a soft glow across the small clearing.

You felt him give you a soft push and you stepped forwards going to the bench. You heard a rustle behind you but ignored it as you got closer to the bench. The bottle was chilled. ‘Cas, this is bea-’ Your voice caught in your throat when you turned around. 

Castiel was behind you. Your hand flew to your mouth. He was looking up at you a soft smile on his face. But you could see the worry in his eyes as he knelt on one knee. He had shed the trench coat and refixed his tie leaving him in only the suit. ‘Y/n Y/l/n’ He started and tears welled up in your eyes. He gripped a small black box in his hand ‘I watched many movies, and I realised when I do this I am meant to make a speech’ You let out a small teary laugh. That was so Cas.

He smiled at your laugh. ‘I love you, I do not believe I say it enough, even though I tell you every day, I will never say it enough. I promise I will spend the rest of my existance telling you that you are the only entity I could ever love this much and how special you are to me. You’re my dove, my hope and light. You have been with me through everything’ You smiled down at him as a tear escaped your eye. 

For a second he looked worry pausing in his speech but you raised your eyebrows for him to continue. ‘From when I met you, I was in the garrison and you helped me turn my back on them when I knew I had to. No matter how many times I have died you have always been there when I came back. When I took Sam’s hallucinations you would visit me and wait for me to wake. When I was God, you were the only one who believed in me. You were always there for me, even when I was human’ He took a deep breath.

You wiped the tears from your face. ‘In my seven billion years I have not met anything that will compare to you and I know I never will. Will you do me the immense honour of becoming my wife?’ He lifted the black box opening it.

Inside was a beautiful ring. The band was simple and in the shape of two wings. In the centre where they came from was a dove made out of your favourite jewel. ‘Marry me?’ The worry was back in his eyes.

You nodded your head frantically. ‘Yes, yes of course I’ll marry you’ You cried. Castiel smiled. A large grin breaking out across his face. It was one of the biggest smile you’d ever seen on his face. It showed all his teeth and his gums. His eyes crinkled and he’d never looked better than in this moment. ‘Yes, yes yes’ You stepped forwards repeating the one word, it was all you could say. Castiel stood. You threw yourself at him wrapping your arms around him. 

He laughed and buried his face in your shoulder holding you to him. ‘Oh Castiel, I love you’ You turned your head kissing his neck. ‘I love you’ You cried into his shoulder. You pulled away and took his face in your hands. You pulled him down into a passionate kiss both of you not being able to stop smiling.

He laughed when he pulled away. ‘I believe I am meant to put the ring on you now’ You nodded pulling back and holding out your hand. Cas took it from the box leaning over putting it on the bench before he took your hand in his. He slowly slid the ring onto your finger. ‘It’s perfect Cas, I love it’ You breathed lifting your hand examining it. It looked perfect, it was perfect, just like him.

You took his face in your hands again and pressed your lips to his. He wrapped his arms around you pulling your body flush against him. You pulled away leaning your forehead against his again. ‘We’ve one problem though’ You giggled. ‘What last name will I be taking?’ Castiel beamed at you. ‘I love you’ You giggled and kissed him again.

This had to be one of the best moments in your entire life, and you’d be making many more with this man who was going to be your husband very soon.

Currently have nine pieces of writing in my drafts and can not finish a single one........WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

WHERE IS ALL MY IMAGINATION GONE!!!!!!!

(If found please return it, i kind of need it)

I hate being in this mood, I have so much going on in my head and I can’t write it down and can’t finish it