New Me - Dean Winchester Imagine

New Me - Dean Winchester Imagine

Dean x Reader

Summary : Dean meets someone from his past but he never expected to see her again and she definitely isn’t how he remembered her

Your heels clicked along the ground as you strode through the halls of the warehouse. There were some Demon’s around here you needed to take care of. Of course it had fallen to you to clear up this mess. Your angel blade was attached to one of your hips and a gun to the other. You didn’t bother being quiet as you strode towards the main room. You hands landed on the handle.

You stopped a second looking at your long perfectly manicured nails, so different from how they used to be. So was your hair, you normally wore it up in a ponytail was now swinging down your back. You wore your normal attire though a little more revealing, your top was lower cut and tighter and you had red heels instead of normal boot. But you still had the classic jeans and leather jacket combo.

You prefered this new look. You threw open the doors and the smashed against the wall. The six demons in the room looked up.You pursed your lips and cocked your hip crossing your arms. They instantly straightened. Your eyes ran over the men sitting in the chairs.

Their hands were tied behind their backs, two were tied with ropes and the other was cuffed. A ring of holy oil surrounded him but it remained unlit as of now. You knew the boys, the hunter brothers and the Angel. They were your friends.

The demon’s eyes turned black all at once. The older Winchester started to pull on the bonds, always a fighter. That’s what you loved about him. Your hand went to your hip lying on the handle of the Angel blade. You nodded to the far side of the room where there was another door. The demon’s hesitated.

And then nodded turning walking away leaving you in the room alone with the hunters and the angel. You sighed and began walking towards them. Sam had his head down. Cas was leaning forwards in the seat. Dean was the only one with some fight still in him. You understood that, the way to Dean’s stomach wasn’t by torturing him but those he loved. You stopped behind him and he froze. You put your hands on his shoulders. The muscles tensed under you palms.

Your nails dug into the jacket he was wearing. ‘Abaddon’ He grunted. ‘Should have know they were yours’ You smirked leaning down. You stopped then your mouth was near his ear. ‘Guess again Baby’ You purred. You felt him tense and his head whipped around. Out of the corner of your eye you seen Sam’s head snap up at the sound of your voice.

Dean’s eyes met yours and he recoiled. You stood straight and walked around him to stand in front of all three men. ‘It is good to see you all again’ You smiled as you laid your hands on your hips. ‘You-your dead’ Dean whispered. You tutted and nodded. ‘Oh, yes. Your dear Y/n died’ You clicked your fingers and a chair appeared behind you and you sat down crossing your legs.

You winked at the Angel when he looked up through his lashes. Cas had two deep cuts down along his right cheek, the bridge of his nose was cut and ribbons of red trickled down the sides of his nose. His lower lip was busted. His shirt was open and there was small cuts covering his entire torso. Damn, your demons had worked him over.

Dean was in a better condition. He had a cut on his forehead that was bleeding quiet badly. The blood coming from it ran all down along the side of his face dripping from his jaw. There was a cut under his eye and a small trickle of blood went over those beautiful cheekbones of his. His nose was bleeding and the red liquid made a track over those full lips and down to that sharp jawline.

Sam was in the same condition as Cas. His face was covered in small cuts that were caused when the skin broke when he was punched. Hi entire right side of his face was bruising. His lip was almost twice the size it was supposed to be and was split in two places. There was a large cut down the left side of his face and another on his chest.

Your eyes landed back on Dean. ‘Died and went to hell and was tortured for a year, oh she had so much darkness in her’ You looked at Castiel. ‘But you already knew that huh Cas?’ You stood and began to stroll towards Dean. ‘She’s in hell? We were told she went to heaven’ You chuckled and rolled your eyes. ‘No, she went to hell Dean. She’s not in it anymore. She’s not anywhere’ He tugged on his bonds. ‘Get the hell outta of her body you black eyed Bitch’ He screamed at you. You smirked when you seen a tear roll down his cheek. ‘Oh sweetheart, two things’ You began walking towards him.

You had always loved this feeling, the feeling of power. ‘First, not black eyed’ You blnked and felt your eyes change, only bot to black. Purple pupils. And then blinked back. You threw your leg over his lap settling yourself down onto his muscular thighs. ‘It’s my body. It’s her in here, only so twisted its not your precious little Y/n anymore’ You dropped your arms over his shoulders and gripped his hair yanking his head back to look him in the eye.

You smiled sweetly but knew your eyes shone evil. ‘It’s the new her. Me, I’m what her twisted little soul turned into and I liked my old body, so I did a little snapping and here I am’ You leaned forwards and your tongue darted out from between your lips. He tried to jerk back but you held him in place. The tip of your tongue caught the tear on his cheek as it mixed with his blood and licked it from his face.

You leaned down to his ear and nipped at his earlobe. He was tense under you and shifted uncomfortably. ‘This is the new Y/n’ You leaned back and looked to your left to Cas. ‘Isn’t that right our righteous little heavenly host?’ You giggled. 'Look past the ugly face and you’ll see’ Cas’ eyes glowed a little and then he slumped forwards. ‘It is true Dean’ He looked at his hunter friend. ‘It is Y/n’s soul’ Dean looked up from Cas and to your eyes. ‘It’s really you’ He breathed. You rolled your eyes. ‘Yes, yes it is me’ You pushed yourself from his lap and walked back to your chair. ‘Yes, as one of the most powerful Demons in hell’ You smirked and your fingers picked up the jewel on the necklace you wore.

You picked at it as they mulled it over. 'You should be a lowly Demon' Sam grunts and you looked at him 'You only died five years ago' You smirked. 'I’m good at what I do, the only one around more powerful than me is maybe Abaddon, Crowley, no. Especially now' You wrapped your fingers around the chain. 'Now that he's MIA and ms Knight is trying to convert black eyes to her cause I'm in control downstairs and its great' You yanked and ripped the necklace from your neck. Standing you walked back over to Dean. You reached down and shoved it into his pocket. 'Here you are Baby' You ran your finger down his jaw, the jaw you had once loved so much. 'Have you necklace back, it clashes with my new eyes' Again you let your demon eyes take over.

You turned walking over to the taller man who was your best friend at one stage. 'And you see Sammy' You sat on his lap and wrapped your arms around him. 'When you torture demons and souls for a living,or existence' You grabbed his chin pulling it back to you. 'Your soul darkens, when you enjoy it and the revenge feels sweet, then it darkens even more, when the demons see you as one of their own it’s easy rule and control. ' You smirked and patted his cheek roughly causing him to flinch before standing 'And all I have to do is wait for ms knight and mr king to kill each other and i'll have free run of things. Not just the torture, but all of hell' You giggled. 'So you’re the new Alistair' Dean spat and you grabbed his face as you walked by him.

Your nails dug into his flesh causing it to break and him to bleed. 'No, he was an amateur towards me. I would have broke you in a month, not 4' You seen the pain in his eyes and you felt joy, you felt happy at causing Dean Winchester pain. You felt good making him feel bad, this was the man who had sworn to protect and love you, he was your boyfriend the only one you had opened up to and he had let you die.

You strode over to Cas. ‘You told them I went to Heaven, but you didn’t even check did you?’ You crossed your arms. ‘All this could have been avoided if you hadn’t been so preoccupied’ You reached out and you fist collided with Cas’ face. The two boys started shouting at you. ‘So I’d like to thank you’  You grabbed his face dragging your finger down his cheek. He shouted in pain as his flesh opened. The blue of his grace shone through before it knitted back together.

A hand wrapped around your neck and drew your head back arching your back. The angel blade that was on your hip was now pressed to your back. Your shoulders were pressed into a hard chest. ‘Stop’ Dean’s deep voice was in your ear, although you could hear it crack. ‘Stop doing this Y/n’ You just rolled your eyes. You finger dropped from Castiel's face and you brought it up to Deans wrist.

You leaned back onto the blade and felt it pierce through your top and your skin. You sucked in a breath. ‘Go on’ You mused. ‘Kill me one more time’ You leaved back onto it more feeling more of the blade slip into your body. ‘Dean’ Sam warned but neither of you took any notice. ‘Kill me another time, this time I’ll be gone for good’ You felt him tense against you and you flicked your wrist.

The pressure from behind you disappeared and so did the hand from you neck. You heard a grunt as Dean hit to chair you were sitting in a few moments ago. The clang off the blade as it hit the forr echoed through the loud room. ‘You can’t do it can you?’ You turned giggling. ‘Please, Y/n’ He breathed tearing up. ‘We can fix this, I promise I can bring you back’ You opened your hand and you closed it again around the handle. ‘Why?’ You snapped striding towards him. ‘So you can let me die again? No Dean’ You stopped in front of him. ‘I like me like this’ You raised your hand and held the blade to his chest.

You put your hand on the end on it. You could hear Cas and Sam’s shouts from behind you. ‘This way I decide what happens to my life’ You heard a clank and turned clicking your fingers. Cas reared back as the holy fire erupted into flames in front of him stopping him in his tracks. ‘Y/n’ You looked at Sam.

He was giving you the puppy dog eyes. Something that would have melted you before, but did nothing to you now. You smirked at him. ‘Cas’ You glanced back at the Angel again. ‘What were you going to do when you got over here? Kill me?’ You turned back to your boyfriend. ‘Just be another time I died because of one of you’ The tears in his eyes were now flowing down you cheeks. And it gave you a great sense of satisfaction.

You leaned on the blade and Dean grunted in pain. ‘Y/n, stop’ Sam shouted and you listened. ‘You know what?’ You pulled away and put the blade back at your hip. ‘He’s right, killing you isn’t what I should do’ You turned and raised your hand. Sam gasped and began struggling to breath. ‘No, no’ Dean shouted beside you. ‘You see Dean, killing you will put you out of your misery’ You looked at him over your shoulder. You could hear Sam choking on air as you closed your fist further.

Dean’s eyes were wide and panic on every part of his face. ‘But killing him’ You smiled widely. ‘Then your little brother is dead and I died for nothing’ You spat and Sam broke free of his bonds. He fell from the chair and clutched his chest. The building around you started to shake as Cas grew angry. You let your power ease up and Sam started gasping pulling breath into his lungs. You leaned down over Dean blocking his view of his brother. ‘Do you remember that day Dean? When they gave you the choice?’ His eyes met yours. It was the one time you had seen him sobbing.

You reached out and cupped his cheek. ‘Remember how they stabbed me? Because you choose Sammy?’ You sighed. Again Sam began to choke behind you. Dean jerked forwards again. ‘Stop, please, please don’t kill him’ Dean cried. ‘How will it feel Dean? When Sammy who you sacrifice the world for is dead?’ He glared at you. It was the first time you had seen Dean look at you with hate. ‘If he dies, it mean’s I died for nothing, all those people that died because you saved Sam died for nothing’ You stood straight and stopped.

Sam lay panting on the ground barely able to do more. ‘No, I want you to look and him and know that because he’s alive I got turned into this. I was on the rack for over a year and now I put people on the rack. And I enjoy it’ You leaned down your face inches from his. ‘Because you couldn’t watch him die, I’m a demon. I’m this, because of you’ You beamed. ‘Now, if you excuse me, I have a hell to run’ You leaned down and pressed your lips to his. ‘If I see you three around again, Sam won’t make it out’ You stood.

You walked around the chair and waved at the other two as you walked to the door. ‘Remember Dean, this’ You gestured to you. ‘Is all because of you, that painful death and the painful rebirth, all you. You promised to protect me but look at me now, I don’t need you to protect me now’ You twiddled your fingers at them and walked through the door. ‘Bye boys’ You called as it shut behind you.

Now you were faced with the four demons. ‘Really? The winchesters? I’ve told you stay off their radar’ You snarled. They all hung their head. ‘Right, back to hell all of you. You’re not even supposed to be out’ You growled. Jesus, you sounded like you were a mother. They turned and you walked them back down the hallway. You glanced back over your shoulder at the door the boys were behind.

You wouldn’t lie, the first few months you had cried out for the three boys, you had prayed to Castiel more times than you could count. You had kept your hopes up that they would rescue you at some stage. But they never had. It was when that hope had drained for you that they had managed to twist you. You had cried and sobbed Dean’s name until the last cut, until the second before you turned into what you were now.

But he never came, he never came for you. In the time you needed him most Dean didn’t come, neither did Cas or Sam.

I‘m so sorry I hate seeing the boys so sad and down but I needed to write this, it’s been in my head for days.

Part 2

Wasn’t the world supposed to end in 2012??? That was a good plan who fucked that up

AAAAAAHHHHH THIS IS SO CUTE

Pure Soul - Sam Winchester Imagine

Summary: Cas calls in some help from a friend and she takes a liking to the tallest Winchester.

You heard gasps as yelps as you popped into the shabby Motel room. ‘Castiel’ You nodded to your brother. 'Winchesters’ You knew one of them, Dean, you had been one of the angels who had helped Castiel drag his soul out of hell. You had lead the charge into hell being one of the most experienced and Oldest Angels. It also helped that the first millennia after Lucifer had been banished to hell you would visit him.

Currently you were inhabiting a younger drug addict, who you had created the perfect life for in the back of her mind. Eliza was currently having a Sunday meal with her new husband and her four month old kid. She was over a year off heroin and didn't have one craving. Every night she thanked God for sending the angel she had prayed for so often to help her out. Little dis she know he wasn’t around, for a long while.

She had been the perfect vessel. No one would miss her when she disappeared there was no records of her for years. She was small barely above five foot and unassuming. No one would glance twice at her and if they did, she was too small and fragile, they wouldn't think she has harbouring an ancient warrior of heaven. Your eyes then landed on the taller but younger Winchester. 'So you are Luci's vessel' You mused. Your brother would be doing well.

He was tall and strong and was clearly adapted to a hard life. He would be a good vessel. Dean moved slightly in front of his brother and glared at you. 'Dean, Y/n means Sam no harm' Dean scoffed. 'Because he's Lucifer's vessel means she won’t kill him, not that she won't hurt him' You let out a laugh and flicked your wrist.

Dean flew back onto the bed and Castiel sighed. He knew what you were like. 'When you were in heaven Dean, the Angels didn't not find you because you were good at hiding, it was because I hid you' He sat up and reached for his gun which disappeared and appeared in yours. You smiled. 'Not that it would do anything but pinch but I prefer not to harm Eliza's body unless I have no other choice' You informed him. You looked back at Sam. 'Old Gabe told me he knows of a trick to get Luc back in his cage’ You seen him tense. ‘Don’t worry I’m the only Angel that knows and I’m fully behind it but how are you going to get him back in?’ The three of them exchanged glances.

Castiel stepped closer to you and laid a hand on your shoulder. ‘I have told you of the brothers plan’ You shook your head. ‘I am sorry Samuel but I can not allow you to do such a thing. Do you plan on overpowering him?’ You raised your eyebrows. ‘If you fail many human lives will be lost’ Sam opened his mouth but you seen Castiel shake his head and he closed it again. ‘Lucifer and Michael can not engage in a fight’ You seen Dean stand from the bed. ‘Your kind helped get him out of that cage’ He shouted. You glared at him. ‘I killed many of my brothers and sisters when I found them opening the seals’ You growled.

Your eyes began to glow. ‘You expect me to believe that you killed your own kind to save mine?’ His voice was raised. ‘You don’t know me Dean Winchester’ You shouted and Castiel moved between the two of you. ‘I have betrayed Heaven more times than you’ve woken up in the morning to help your kind’ You felt your anger rising, You tossed the gun onto the table on the far side of the room. ‘So you can shove your assumptions before I knock them out of you’ Everything was silent for a few seconds.

Until Sam began to laugh. It was a small chuckle at first but then it escalated into a full out booming laugh. You looked at his brother. ‘Something I’m missing?’ You pointed at Sam but Dean just shrugged and sat on the bed. You looked back at the younger brother. His hair had fallen down in front of his face. His eyes crinkled around his eyes and he held his stomach. You couldn’t help but let a small smile creep onto your own face.

It took him a while to recover but as he stood he beamed at you. ‘I’ve never seen someone shut Dean up like that’ You involuntarily let out a small giggle and shrugged feeling a little shy under the intensity of his gaze.

You had never felt shy before.

Shaking your self you took your eyes from the gorgeous human before you and looked at his brother. ‘I promise this will not hurt him’ You reached out and you took Sam’s face between your hands. You palms scraped against the rough stubble that was on his cheeks. You yanked him towards you.

He fell forward a little at the force of it and he caught your waist to steady himself. His finger curled around you and you tensed. His hands were so large. You heard Dean jump up from his spot and rush for you. Castiel intercepted him. ‘The hell you doing?’ He shouted. Your eyes met Sam’s. They were beautiful.

A dark green around the edges that got lighter and brighter as you looked towards the pupil. There was specks of gold and a light brown around his pupils. You were struck by the beauty of them as they widened. You just smiled and leaned your forehead against his and closed you eyes.

You allowed your consciousness to seep into his mind. At first he began to resist but then you overpowered him. Too easily. You felt his hands tighten on your waist. He leaned more heavily on you and you used your grace to keep the large man standing. You probed around every corner of his mind. You were often met with resistance in certain places, once he had almost resisted completely, for a second and then you had taken control of his whole mind.

You retreated and opened your eyes. Sam’s eyes were closed and you almost felt sad at the fact. You took your grace away and his body crumpled to the floor. You dropped to your knees holding his head. You placed in on your lap. ‘Hell you do to my brother you Bitch’ Dean shouted. Your fingers moved Sam’s brown locks out of his face.

You looked up at Dean. ‘I know Lucifer’s strength and how he works, I was testing Samuel’ He stopped struggling against your brother’s hold and went still. ‘Testing him?’ You nodded. ‘To see if he can resist Lucifer long enough to take control’ You looked back down at the giant man on the floor. He was so pure, even with the demonic influence. ‘Can he?’ Dean whispered. You ran your fingers along Sam’s cheekbones.

The tanned skin glowed blue under your fingertips. You nodded taking your fingers for his face and clicked them. Sam disappeared and appeared on the bed a second later. You stood and turned to Dean. ‘He will need help, something to ground him’ You explained. ‘I have given him some of my grace to make it easier for him that is why he is unconscious right now’ You dusted your legs off and straightened your skirt.

You strode over to Dean stopping before him. ‘I do not know if he is truly strong enough but I will allow him to try as I have seen how true he is’ You concluded. ‘Are you willing to let him go to Hell Dean? He will suffer’ Dean scoffed. ‘Sugar coat it why doncha’ You rolled your eyes. ‘I am telling the truth. He is going into a cage with Lucifer and maybe I’ll help and shove Michael in there too’ You spat the last Angels name, never had you gotten along with Michael. You seen him tear up and he looked away from you.

You could feel how much he was hurting. ‘I know you love him, I loved my brother when he went to Hell’ You murmured and reached out laying your hand on his arm. ‘It hurt me to see him down there, to see him suffering. Not as much as it will hurt you but I understand Dean. You will not like it but it will need to be done’ You let your grace rush over him and his eyes cleared. He looked back at you thankful.

You smiled softly at him. ‘I know where the cage is, I can not guarantee anything but I will try and save him’ Dean watched you for a moment before he wrapped his arms around you. He pulled you into his chest his hand holding your head to him. You awkwardly wrapped your arms around him patting his back. ‘Thank you’ He muttered into your hair.

You heard chuckle behind you. ‘You two getting along now?’ A rough gravelly voice behind you. You pulled from Dean and looked at Sam. He was sitting up on his elbows. ‘How long was I out?’ He asked. You began to walk over to the bed. ‘A moment or two’ You sat beside his hips on the bed facing him.

You heard the flutter of Castiel’s wings. ‘Where did they go?’ Sam asked his eyes going to the spot where both your brothers had stood a moment before. ‘They said something about Bobby SInger’ You lied easily. ‘Sam’ You reached out and put your hand on his thigh. ‘You have one of the purest soul I have seen in a long time’ His eyes snapped back to you and you smiled.

He sighed looking away from your eyes. ‘I know you believe you are a monster, I have been everywhere in this universe Sam, even the places I should not, like Hell’ You chuckled and reached out. Your finger hooked under his chin making him look at you. ‘And I have seen Monsters Sam, you are not a Monster’ He smiled sadly at you. ‘If you were a monster you would have embraced the Demon blood’ His hand wrapped around your wrist.

He pulled your hand away from him chin but kept his hand wrapped around your wrist as he placed it on his lap. ‘I did, with Ruby. And again with Famine’ You let out a short laugh. ‘No Samuel’ You twisted your hand and took his larger one in yours. ‘You didn’t embrace it, Ava did’ You squeezed his hand. ‘You used what you were given to make things better, you exorcised demons and now you are using it to put Luc back in Hell’  You smiled.

He shrugged. ‘Sam, listen to me alright?’ He looked away from your hand and met your eyes. Again you were struck by how beautiful they were. ‘You are the furthest thing from a monster I have ever met. I can see your soul, and it’s one of the purest I have ever seen inside anyone’ You reached out and pushed his hair back again. ‘All humans have the potential for good and evil inside them’ You placed your hand on his face again and he sighed leaning into it. ‘But what truly defines you is what you do with that and which one you act on it. You choose good’ You smiled at him.

He smiled back softly. ‘And I will not lie Samuel, you had more pulling you to bad yet you still choose good, even when you were drinking Demon blood, you still used it for good. That is not a monster’ You leaned forwards and pressed your lips to his forehead.

You pulled away and stood. ‘If you ever need anything Sam Winchester, pray. I will be listening’ He reached out to grab your hand. ‘What’s the cage like?’ He asked. You sighed and nudged his shoulder. Sam scooted over in the bed and you sat beside him. You both leaned against the headboard your arms pressed together. ‘It’s hell, it’s bad. I won’t lie’ You reached out and took his hand again. ‘But you tell Lucifer to take it easy on you or I will come down there and kick his ass’ You smiled up at him. He was staring straight ahead. ‘Sam’ You breathed.

He looked down at you. His eyes roaming over your face before looking into your eyes. If you had a soul you were sure he would be able to see it. ‘You will survive, trust me. I promise you, you will survive. I will make sure of that’ Sam squeezed your hand. ‘Will you be there when I jump?’ He whispered.

You thought about it and then nodded. ‘If you want me to be present, I will be. You are saving a lot of people, it is the least I can do’ You moved your thumb along his hand and you seen the blue glow from under your fingers. Sam must have seen it too because his head turned towards your hand that lay on your thigh. ‘It’s my grace, inside you’ You explained. ‘It will protect you, somewhat’ Sam stared at your hands for a moment before looking up at you. He smiled before his hand came up to cup your cheek. You smiled back at him.

Before you could do anything he leaned forwards and pressed his lips to yours. You froze for a second before closing your eyes. You felt his lips move on yours. You lifted your hand and tangled it in his hair. He leaned back a little but his hand held you to him. 

You followed him and threw your leg over his and straddled his lap. His hand detangled from yours and he wrapped his arm around your waist. You ran your fingers over his chest and then around to the back of his neck. He tightened his hold on you so your chest was flush against his. You rolled your hips and he moaned against your lips. You pulled away leaning your forehead against his. ‘Anything else I may do for you Samuel?’ You breathed. 

You heard him gulp before he tightened his hold on your waist and ground you down against the bulge in his jean. ‘Something I can do for you’ He tugged you back in for a kiss and you moaned as a jolt of pleasure ran through your body. You sighed and leaned closer to Sam, allowing him to show you that he wasn’t as pure as you had believed

Uhhhh Sam feels.... I love our adorable giant Moose <3 

Masterlist

Plus the awkward moment you're happy about it because you may just get to meet Luci !!!!

That awkward moment when you love both versions of Luci and can’t decide which is cuter.

Plus, that awkward moment when you know you’re goin to hell

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I am just finishing writing it right now so it should be up in an hour or so