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burned0utstar
Finns thoughts

vent blog | Tw: sh, ed, suicide, sa | trying to heal | asks open

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Me When I Get Yelled At, Hit, Assaulted, Bullied, Hated, Forced To Do Things, Try To Kill Myself And

Me when I get yelled at, hit, assaulted, bullied, hated, forced to do things, try to kill myself and overall survive terrible things: ●_●

Me when a minor inconvenience: *crying, shaking, throwing up*

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burned0utstar
9 months ago

On topic of that ask by normanon aka me, your boyfriend also really is a toxic person to others except you

How should you know? My ex boyfriend (you obviously don't keep up) was kind to me and taught me a lot, I appreciate meeting him and he isn't toxic, he is actually still pretty cool.

But yeah, whatever???

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burned0utstar
9 months ago

Oh my fucking lord?

I just got asked about my special interest???

Holy fucking shit??

I am in love.

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burned0utstar
9 months ago

I didn't mean to hurt you.

I promise all I ever wanted is for you to be safe.

I'm sorry that this almost killed you.

I never ment for you to hate me.

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burned0utstar
9 months ago

I don't know where to give all this love to.

I want to give it to someone special.

I want to give it up.

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burned0utstar
9 months ago

I miss something that I can't even describe yet.

Maybe the feeling of belonging somewhere, anywhere, I do not think I was ever really a part of something.

Everyone seems further away than even the stars.

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