Wake Me Up- Zayn Malik:

Wake Me Up- Zayn Malik:

“You need to wake up!” She yelled at me. “This is reality… people go behind people’s backs all the goddamn time! Get used to it! I helped you through this dark path you were going through, now you need to help yourself.” She breathed out.

I wanted to rip my hair out. Yes, She helped me feel my way through the darkness… She was the beating heart, that guided me. I never could tell when our journey will end…

but now it might end with her walking out on me. I know I needed a new start, and I thought this was my best bet. Leaving my mates in the middle of a tour… I never thought about leaving, but I did…

All management ever did, was tell me that I was too young to understand. They say I’m caught up in a dream.

“Your life will pass you by, if you don’t open your eyes, Zayn!” She said. I looked up at her. “Well, that’s fine by me. I’m tired, of management telling me what to do. I’m tired… my body is ready to give up… maybe on everything” I said.

“You’re older… You’re wiser now Zayn.” She said. “I know… All this time, I was trying to find myself.. but I didn’t know I was lost” I spoke…

I rub my face. “Do you even know what it’s like? It feels like you’re trying carry the weight of the world.” I said, looking up at her. “I’ve only got two hands…. I can only do so much… and people don’t understand that…” I said. “I wanna do so much more… Heck, I’ve already seen the world… But I wanna take it all in…. and not have to rush to the stadium, and perform. I wanna sit on a balcony, with the one girl I truly love, and spend the rest of my life with her-” “You mean Pierre?” She cut me off.

“Look, I-” “Save it Zayn… I’ve heard enough bullshit today. I thought, you changed. But now…  I see…. You're so blind… And that’s what makes it so sad. I don’t have any plans for the rest of my life… What are you going to do?” she said. I hear her sniffle. I knew she was crying…

I wish I could pause this moment. We both were silently crying…. I know I’m not afraid to close my eyes. Heck, life’s a game for the both of us.

But I never thought love was the price.

“I’m leaving” she said quietly. I looked at her. She was so beautiful… Why didn’t I see it before? This entire time, I fell in love with my best friend… Why didn’t I see it before.

“Y/N.. “ I trailed off. She grabbed her keys. “No, I’ve had enough… call me… when you’re not like this.”  she said.

Then she was gone….

She walked out on me…

Forever.

-

(SIDENOTE: This was written back when Zayn left the band in 2015)

~By: Becca<3

*pulls up to the fanfic drive-thru window* uh yeah, i’ll take a fake relationship with a side of mutual pining and thinking the other isn’t interested, thanks

last night I heard my mom telling my dad, “I have two children, stop being the third”.

For avicii~RIP❤️

Wake Me Up- Zayn Malik:

“You need to wake up!” She yelled at me. “This is reality… people go behind people’s backs all the goddamn time! Get used to it! I helped you through this dark path you were going through, now you need to help yourself.” She breathed out.

I wanted to rip my hair out. Yes, She helped me feel my way through the darkness… She was the beating heart, that guided me. I never could tell when our journey will end…

but now it might end with her walking out on me. I know I needed a new start, and I thought this was my best bet. Leaving my mates in the middle of a tour… I never thought about leaving, but I did…

All management ever did, was tell me that I was too young to understand. They say I’m caught up in a dream.

“Your life will pass you by, if you don’t open your eyes, Zayn!” She said. I looked up at her. “Well, that’s fine by me. I’m tired, of management telling me what to do. I’m tired… my body is ready to give up… maybe on everything” I said.

“You’re older… You’re wiser now Zayn.” She said. “I know… All this time, I was trying to find myself.. but I didn’t know I was lost” I spoke…

I rub my face. “Do you even know what it’s like? It feels like you’re trying carry the weight of the world.” I said, looking up at her. “I’ve only got two hands…. I can only do so much… and people don’t understand that…” I said. “I wanna do so much more… Heck, I’ve already seen the world… But I wanna take it all in…. and not have to rush to the stadium, and perform. I wanna sit on a balcony, with the one girl I truly love, and spend the rest of my life with her-” “You mean Pierre?” She cut me off.

“Look, I-” “Save it Zayn… I’ve heard enough bullshit today. I thought, you changed. But now…  I see…. You’re so blind… And that’s what makes it so sad. I don’t have any plans for the rest of my life… What are you going to do?” she said. I hear her sniffle. I knew she was crying…

I wish I could pause this moment. We both were silently crying…. I know I’m not afraid to close my eyes. Heck, life’s a game for the both of us.

But I never thought love was the price.

“I’m leaving” she said quietly. I looked at her. She was so beautiful… Why didn’t I see it before? This entire time, I fell in love with my best friend… Why didn’t I see it before.

“Y/N.. “ I trailed off. She grabbed her keys. “No, I’ve had enough… call me… when you’re not like this.”  she said.

Then she was gone….

She walked out on me…

Forever.

-

(SIDENOTE: This was written back when Zayn left the band in 2015)

~By: Becca<3

I had strings, but now I’m free. There are no strings on me.

i feel like a game of ‘spill your guts or fill your guts’ with all members of one direction would just result in them eating the entire table