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Essay Blackout - A Favorite Place

Essay Blackout - A Favorite Place

Introduction

My favorite world, if I thought about it, would be Old, scratched up, cheap, and built myself. It’s got the feel of an aged house, Spiderwebs and dust, Plenty of bobbles and clutter. It smells like home, Dirt, coffee, black-cherry candles, and stew.

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I always hit my knees on the drawer full of papers I never look at, For a long time I found comfort in it. But lately, the companionship I find there doesn’t satisfy. I found myself lingering, it’s only out of habit. An old addiction, photos I don’t care about being relief from withdrawal.

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Of course, it’s always relaxing to collapse. I’m only there for people I’ve met a long time ago. I have been gravitating towards the tangible. I’ve been going out and finding my escape.

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