Test Blackout - Mother 11/21/19

Test Blackout - Mother 11/21/19

That was Not what I expected This is completely different

Struggling And can’t see a way out of it Addiction

Painting pictures of lives to figure out their own Trying to put it together Reaching out to everyone

Someone trying to imitate And never getting it right Pages in a story, learning to live again

Just recently lost Not ready to move on Looking through old photos of dead

One at a time

If you think about it, clowns are a temporary solution to a permanent problem

Nothing in Common

I dont feel like I know you anymore Assuming I ever really did

It seems you dont need me anymore Although I know that was more of an obsession

You used me as a distraction But now that you're okay

You don't want to be around anymore Because it seems we have nothing in common

We never speak anymore But I guess it's mostly my fault

I wanted you to be better And now you are

But I dont know what to do Now that I'm missing the sick part of you

I just miss when you loved me If that's what we're calling it

Just tired of being alive, dude

i just held a dead rat djjsnsndnen

Was going to make a witch ball, made a bottle instead. Christmas ornaments are stupid to work with.

Witch balls are used to ward off evil spirits, evil spells, Ill fortune, and bad spirits, as well as warding off evil eye and similar things. Hanging a witch ball in the windowsill or the home was believed to protect the home from those ills and similar, and are still useful today.

I've made a jar, but the point stays the same. The nice thing about witch balls is that they have no specific recipe, it's literally throw in everything you think will work.

I used: A glass vial, typically used for storing beads Basil Sage Pine needles Rosemary Peppermint Lavender Rose petals Citrine Clear quartz

Then sealed it with black nail polish because the wax was being difficult.