Guyyyysss I Just Got Back Home From Hanging Out With My Besties. We Ended Up Not Going To The Beach But

Guyyyysss I just got back home from hanging out with my besties. We ended up not going to the beach but went to a night market, and we took a lot of pictures. I look like shit. I thought I looked good leaving the house but I look so ugly on the pictures. I look so fat my face looks so fat my arms look so fucking fat. I have GOT TO lose weight before Halloween. Me and one of my best friends r gonna be the white and black swan, I can’t look fat in such a beautiful costume. More motivation, but I wanna hide everything abt my body. I feel so fucking ugly. God I just wanna be beautiful :(

Food Log: Sep. 5, 2024

Breakfast:

3 egg omelette (237cals)

3 bacon slices (177cals)

1tbsp ketchup (18cal)

Cheese (100cals)

Onion (46cal)

Total: 662cals

Lunch:

Nothing (0cal)

Total: 0cal

Dinner:

Nothing (0cal)

Total: 0cal

Snack:

Ten tbsp chocolate brownie ice cream (328cals)

Total: 328cals

Todays total: 990 calories

Notes:

My bf made us breakfast it was really goooooood but supa high in calories. I blame the bacon. I’m rlly annoyed with how high I ate BUT it’s fine bc I lost weight around my belly and I can wear my waist trainer at its tightest setting now 🙂‍↕️. The ice cream was so fucking good but I have to pace myself so I don’t binge. I rlly want to eat more rn.So I’m gonna finish an assignment and then watch some movies that has super skinny ppl n it for inspiration 🫡

autumn ₊ ⊹🥧༘⋆.𖥔 ݁ ˖🐌

★(repost) autumn is the best season. its BEAUTIFUL, with perfect weather and perfect clothes. don't waste it!!! you're working towards your goals so well, just stay consistent. sip hot drinks as you walk throughout the neighborhood

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guidelines:

🍂 - stay warm! dress for the weather as you go out and explore.

🍂 - autumn is literally the perfect season for walking. make use of that!! dont waste the time indoors staring at a screen, look at the leaves! the clouds! the moon!

🍂 - if youre a student, study hard. schools starting up again, so put your energy into that

🍂 - radiate warmth, even as the weather gets colder. hang out with your friends, play in the leaves, sit in the grass.

🍂 - bake for other people!

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spo:

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meals:

morning: a warm mug of apple cider or tea

afternoon: oatmeal with half an apple and cinnamon …. yummy...

dinner: squash/pumpkin/sweet potato and half an apple with cinnamon.get into the autumnal spirit and bake some seasonal foods! enjoy the warmth of the spices, and watch an episode of your favorite shows that fit the vibe.

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credits: photos from 📌

AVERAGE??? U MEAN AVERAGE??? I’m going to projectile vomit all over you fuckers I don’t wanna be average

"You're not fat, you're normal" HASSSS to be one of the worst things someone can say to you

Food Log: Sep. 6, 2024

Breakfast:

Instant coffee (2cal)

Thirteen tbsp (454cal)

Total: 456cals

Lunch:

Nothing (0cal)

Total: 0cal

Dinner:

Upo with pork and shrimp (350cal)

White jasmine rice (180cal)

Total: 530cals

Todays total: 986 calories

Notes:

I ate the Upo left overs I had from the other day so I overestimated it again, I didn’t finish the rice though but I’m still counting it. The coffee was literally perfect, just the creamer being high in calories is what gets on my nerves. I wish I could track my steps. Today was super draining bc of the heat but I got a lot of work done so that’s good. I feel so bleh. I wanna restrict lower I hate being in the 900s.

Food Log: Sep. 11, 2024

Breakfast:

Lemon water (0cal)

Total: 0cal

Lunch:

Two pepperoni hot pockets (638cals)

Total: 638cal

Dinner:

Nothing (0cal)

Total: 0cal

Snack:

Celsius energy drink (7cals)

Total: 7cals

Exercise:

3,267 steps (94cal)

Total burned: 94cals

Todays total: 551 cals

Notes:

I didn’t go to school this day bc I was severely sleep deprived but I got some laundry in so that’s nice. I’m really glad I can count my steps again. I made an entire daily necessities and routine for a balance of school n overall daily routine. I’m excited for the restart week :)