Why Did She Ever Bother Faking Concern If She's Just Gonna Turn Around And Shame Me For Gaining Every Time She Gets The Chance - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago
if you know i'm struggling and you know what triggers me then why don't you stop, why don't you care? you're supposed to fucking care it's like your one job and you never have, why did you ever pretend to be concerned if you're gonna make it your life's goal to make me worse? why don't you fucking care??
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sorry somehow tonight devolved into mommy issues
she's just in my fucking head
i thought i was growing out of this like i'm grown what does it matter what my mother thinks but nope she's still in my fucking head
she always talked about how jealous she was when i was at my lw before she started ozempic
and now i'm pretty sure she's getting revenge for me ever having the audacity to be skinnier than her
why did she ever bother faking concern if she's just gonna turn around and shame me for gaining every time she gets the chance
she knows my triggers because they're her triggers and she just throws them in my face every fucking day
it's my own fucking fault for letting my lw slip away i just need to get control over this again and then she can't say shit anymore
it's my own fault
i made myself so fucking disgusting and soft
i did this to myself
i have to fix it