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pairing: bang chan x afab!reader
warnings: smutđ!!!!!!, best friendâs brother!chan, reader & hannah are besties, friends to lovers, virgin!reader, kissing, little bit of dry humping, thigh humping, spit, oral (f), fingering (f), unprotected piv sex, mirror sex, possessive dirty talk (just sexy, nothing too crazy)
notes: thank you to this anon for getting me started on bfb!chan. the sole knowledge i have on the layout of chanâs house is from this vid so! title obviously from connected by the one and only bang chan. that song is sooo bfb!chan coded. also sorry if this is paced kinda fast u guys know iâm incapable of writing anything too long. anyways pls enjoy áŠá¶ á”ăšá”á¶ á€
you thought you had it under control. this crush youâve been harboring for nearly a fucking decade, give or take. you figured it would be easier to move on from chan since youâre unable to actually see him due to the fact that heâs all the way in south korea. however, you still manage to see him everywhere. heâs a bigshot superstar after all.
whatever measly ounce of control you thought you had just so happens to slip through your fingers the second he walks through the door of his family home back in australia. heâd been out with his friends all day while you were over keeping hannah company.
you hear his slides shuffling on the linoleum of the hallway, the soft thunk of him kicking them to the side, and immediately straighten your back. hannah sees you and rolls her eyes playfully.
ânot this again⊠you might as well fix your hair too. you want some lip gloss?â she whispers, eyes shooting to where chan is meandering into the kitchen.
you stick your tongue out and roll your eyes back at her. you do fix your hair though.
âwoah, hey! if i knew you were coming over i would have come back sooner! come here, gimme a hug. itâs been so long!â chan says as he walks into the room, beckoning you with his hands and smiling.
you get up from the couch with an exaggerated groan and step over your rumpled blanket on the floor, walking into chanâs waiting arms. itâs just a hug. youâre totally fine and normal about feeling his strong arms around you, your own arms wrapped around that deliciously broad back, his solid chest pressed against yoursâŠ
ââs good to see you! you doinâ good?â chan asks, rubbing his hand down your back before letting you go and motioning back to the couch. you sit back down in your spot and pick the blanket back up, settling in beside hannah once again while chan makes himself comfortable on the L of the couch.
âyeah i- iâm good! are you? howâs it feel to finally be home for a bit?â you look over to see him biting back a smile, and before he answers he yanks the blanket from hannahâs lap and wraps himself in it, giggling and yelling when she reaches over and kicks him in the side.
âyeah iâm good too, haha. all good. just busy! busy and well, you know. but iâm good! âs great to be back home.â you donât know, but you put the pieces together and figure he means heâs stressed and tired too. you hope this small little break will do him well.
you kept up with each other a little bit. nothing too crazy; you werenât that close, despite how much you might have wanted to be. it was mainly those typical happy birthday, merry christmas, congrats on that award texts, but at least you can say youâre lucky enough to have that. not everyone can say they have bang chanâs number in their phone.
you chance a look over at chan again and see him already looking back at you. he smiles and crosses his arms behind his head to recline on them. âso, whatâre we watching?â
âwe?!â hannah says, sitting up now and motioning between the two of you. âwe are watching âthe vampire diaries,â i dunno about you.â
âwhaddya mean you dunno about me? i love that show.â oh really? thatâs⊠news. âyeah, haha, i love vampires.â
you look down at your lap and laugh, and hannah mumbles something about chan being so full of shit itâs embarrassing.
he doesnât stay for too long though, much to your chagrin. not long after he settled on the couch was he jogging up to his room and returning in a nice polo shirt and jeans, heading to felixâs house to eat dinner with him and his family.
as soon as chanâs out the door again, hannah pauses your episode and levels you with a look.
âwhaaat? why are you looking at me like that?â
you know exactly why sheâs looking at you like that.

you wake up in the middle of the night, and hannahâs room is dark. your mouth is dry, the type of dry where you just canât go back to sleep; you have to get up and get a drink or itâll drive you crazy.
you do just that, slowly crawling out from under the covers to not wake hannah and pad down the stairs to the kitchen. the open floor plan of the house allows you to see straight into the living room, and youâre greeted with the sight of chan on the couch again, this time working on his laptop. youâre suddenly wide awake, but you donât know if itâs from the ice cold water you just chugged or the sight of chan, cozy and at home.
you want to talk to him though, alone, and you hope that maybe heâd like to talk to you too.
you make your way to the chair on the other side of the couch and gingerly sit down. you donât want to scare him since he has his headphones on. he startles a little bit anyways though when he looks up and sees you. you offer him a little wave, and he quickly takes his headphones off and puts his laptop to the side.
âhey, whatâre you doinâ up? canât sleep?â chan asks, stretching his arms until his elbows pop.
âthatâs funny of you to say. i just wanted some water. no rest for the wicked, huh?â you reply and point down at his laptop. he just laughs.
âyeah, well, you know. just⊠comes with the job, heh. gosh, youâre shivering. you cold? câmere, iâll make room.â thereâs plenty of room. the couch is huge, but youâre sure as shit not going to say no to cuddling up under a blanket with chan. you leave your spot in the chair and join him on the L of the couch. chan lifts his blanket up so that you can slide under it with him.
you have to bite your lip to keep from smiling when he throws his arm around your shoulders to pull you close to him.
âitâs really been so long since weâve seen each other, yeah? whatâve you been up to?â
that opens the floodgates then, and the two of you talk for hours. you talk for so long that berry decides to join your cuddle pile, and chan holds a finger to his mouth so that you can listen to her snore.
âgod, sheâs just like you!â you say quietly, laughing and plonking your head down onto his shoulder.
âhey! i donât- i donât do that anymore! she probably got it from hannah, not me!â
that makes you both laugh, and you see chanâs eyes slide down to the upturn of your lips. you both quiet down again after you catch him looking, and he knows heâs been caught.
âitâs been- itâs been really, really good to see you today, yaknow? hannah talks about you a lot, but itâs not the same as seeing you in person. i missed you, heh. you look- you look great. youâre so- youâre beautiful.â that gets your heart pounding. your knees are pulled up to your chest, and when you turn your body towards him they rest on his thigh.
âoh. you think so? you really think that?â you ask. heâs never said that about you before, and why would he? youâre just his little sisterâs best friend.
âi wouldnât say it if i didnât mean it. you know me. iâm not- iâm being serious. youâre so beautiful. i see so many people, yaknow, and none of them⊠compare to you.â
youâve never been looked at like this. not the way heâs looking at you. his eyes are kind, genuine. chanâs a lot of things but not a liar. heâs telling you the truth.
âchan i- chris. chris. what the hell is going on?!â you laugh, shaking your head in disbelief. he laughs with you, nervous.
âi just! i didnât want to wait any longer? i had to tell you. before i left, yeah? and then i saw you earlier and just had to tell you, but i donât want to make you uncomfortable! or- or something. in case iâm ever here when you come over to see hannah and like, donât want me to be around⊠or something, yeah.â
âchris,â youâve taken hold of his black t-shirt, death gripped tightly in your hand. you could cry, you think. you donât want to cry right now though, you can save that for your room when you get home. âchris, iâve been- what the fuck. iâve wanted you to see me that way for years. you- you used to call me squirt! you would come up behind me and pull my hair. i thought you just saw me as your like, honorary little sibling.â
he snorts at that, shaking his head and throwing it back so heâs looking at the ceiling.
âi mean! you were, but itâs not like that anymore, yeah? it hasnât been for a- for a while. and you- you said? do you- is this-?â he gestures between the two of you. âi canât even fuckinâ talk, wow! can i- um. can i kiss you? is that okay? itâs fine if not, haha. i mean, we can just keep talking! i love talking to you-â you decide to spare him, cutting him off in the middle of his ramble by pressing your lips to his. finally.
fourteen year old you would be jumping up and down on your old bed.
chan reacts swiftly, bringing a hand up to cup your cheek while you kiss. itâs a sweet kiss, one youâve been hoping and dreaming of for years⊠your first kiss with chan. this one stays soft, just a gentle press of your lips together. when you pull away, your breath trembles. chanâs dimples show, and he nuzzles his nose against yours.
he pecks your nose and goes to kiss your lips again. this kiss doesnât stay sweet for long though, you reckon youâve waited long enough for him. you knew he had perfect lips, but kissing them is something else.
chan seems to be thinking the same thing. he parts his lips and tilts his head, and youâre kissing. your thigh is still pressed to his, and when his tongue flicks against yours it flexes. chanâs hand travels from your cheek to your thigh, squeezing once and humming in appreciation.
the tips of his fingers sneak under the hem of your shorts to stay, and you nibble on chanâs lower lip. he hums low in his throat when you do, sending a jolt of heat to your core. just a little bit of kissing and touching and youâre well on your way to ruining your sleep shorts. how embarrassing.
youâre happy to stay like this for the rest of the night, making out on the couch. chanâs lips are plump and perfect, and he clearly knows what heâs doing. your hand wraps around his bicep, and youâre about to throw your leg over his lap to straddle him until you feel something brush against your leg.
you and chan pull apart at the same time, and he licks his lips and looks down when you do. youâre met with the sight of berry, still sitting sweetly between the two of you and wagging her tail. it almost looks like sheâs smiling.
you look at chan with your jaw slack, and youâre quick to slap a hand over your mouth to stifle an unhinged cackle.
âoh my gosh. oh my gosh, no! her innocent little eyes, i canât believe we just- we just-!â chan picks berry up and cradles her to his chest. âi have to- iâll be right back.â
he gets up from the couch and you see him scurry through the hall and up the stairs. he looks a little ridiculous, berry cradled to his chest and her little head bobbing as chan goes to quietly put her in hannahâs room.
you fiddle with your fingers while you wait for him to come back. heâs not gone long. you hear him quietly but quickly trekking down the stairs, and he skips the last four steps, hopping to the ground. kangaroo leader makes a lot of sense when you think about it.
ânow, um. ha! where were we?â he puts his arms on either side of your head on the back of the couch and leans down to kiss you again. when you wrap your arms around his neck and pull him down he laughs, propping his knee on the couch. youâre straining your neck to reach him, but he ducks down so heâs not towering over you.
âmmm, chris,â you mumble against his lips. whatâs up? âchris. take me to your room? please?â
your lips part with a wet smack, and chan looks into your eyes. his thumbs caress your cheeks, and you fight the urge to whimper. you never knew he would touch you so gently.
âyou- you want to sleep with me? like, really? like actually?â he asks, and you nod.
âyes chan, i want to actually sleep with you,â you snort. he laughs, bumping his forehead to yours. he takes a step back and offers you his hands to help you up from the couch.
the trek to his room is quiet. the only sound is your feet padding up the stairs and the soft click of his door opening then closing behind you. as he stands in front of you he makes an awkward jazz hands motion towards the bed, and itâs just another instance where you have to hide your giggles behind your hand.
âsorry! gah- iâm stupid, sorry! i just- youâre sure?â chan says, scratching at the back of his neck and plopping down onto the edge of the bed. you sit down beside him and take his hand in yours.
âokay, listen. are you listening to me?â yeah, course. âokay. okay, well, um. iâll just.. iâll just say it. so you- be quiet and just listen.â he nods. âiâm so sure, chan. iâm like- surer than sure, okay. iâve wanted you for years, like, ever since i can even remember, so.â
âfor years, huh?â he asks, lips quirking.
âokaaay, i didnât tell you that for you to be a shithead, christopher.â
âchristopher! ouch, geez! okay, i get it. well, um. iâm yours then, yeah? if you want me, iâm yours.â chan takes hold of your hand again and turns to look at you, leaning in to kiss you once more.
now or never, you decide. you shake your hand free of his hold and use it to crawl back on his bed a little. chan follows easily, and he lets out a heavy breath when you lay yourself fully down so that he can get on top of you. you wrap your legs around his waist and he hums, squeezing your thigh and rolling his body against yours.
his body is hot over yours. when you touch his cheeks you can feel the heat radiating off of them, and you canât help but wonder if his chest would be flushed like that too. you tug on the hem of his shirt, might as well find out, and chan lifts himself up on his knees so that he can pull his shirt over his head. you were right; heâs flushed pink down his chest and glistening with sweat.
chan leans down once again to cage you against the mattress, and you shudder when his clothed cock ruts against you through your sleep shorts. chan rucks up your shirt and pets at your side, gentle.
âcan i take this off?â he whispers, fiddling with the hem of your top. he sits up again to wait for your instructions.
âyou can- you can take it off, um. chris? i just. iâve never? i waited. for you. iâve just never wanted anyone else the way i want you, is that- is that okay?â youâre about to pull your shirt back down until chris lets out a low curse.
âyou waited for me? for me? oh baby, i donât- i donât deserve you, but i want to. will you let me make you feel good?â his fingers grip the hem of your shirt again, and he looks into your eyes as he slowly pulls it up. your breath hitches when the fabric slides above your nipples, and you arch your back and lift your head so chan can throw your top on the floor.
he hasnât looked down yet, still gazing into your eyes and waiting for your permission. you arch your chest towards him, and thatâs all it takes. his hands come up to cup your breasts and he sucks in a breath, eyes roaming. your nipples are hard due to the chill of his room.
âso no oneâs- um. no oneâs ever touched you here?â he presses your tits together and bites his lip.
ânope,â you squeak. chan blows lightly on one of your nipples and your whole body jolts. âno, um, ah! just- just me.â
he hums at that and leans closer finally, pressing a kiss to the underside of both of your breasts. he kisses up the valley, and just when youâre about to tug on his curls and beg him, his lips wrap around one of your nipples. his mouth is so warm, tongue so silky smooth against your skin, and this time you do yank his hair.
âoh my-! chan, chris, oh fuck,â you whine. chan moans in response, flicking his tongue expertly against your hard little bud. he moves to the other one quick enough, sending shocks down your back all the way to your toes. his thigh slots between yours, and you canât help but to start grinding on it while he sucks at your chest.
youâre close. youâve never gotten so close so fast, but this is chan. if anyone can make you cum embarrassingly quick you figured he could. heâs the man of your dreams after all.
âchris, oh, that feels so good. iâm close, âm so fucking close. please donât stop.â youâre humping his thigh like itâs the last thing youâll ever do, and heâs still latched onto one of your nipples, deft fingers plucking at the opposite one. you finally snap when his teeth catch on your now swollen nipple, your hips buck frantically until your body locks, cumming hard against his thick thigh.
he grinds the muscle against your spasming cunt and you cry out; chan quickly brings his hand to cover your mouth.
âshhh, shh baby. thatâs it, thatâs so good. youâre so good fâme. sound so pretty anâ feel so fucking good against me,â chan mumbles around your nipple, pulling back with a wet pop!
âsorry, holy shit. oh my god,â you whisper, embarrassed by how loud you just got. heâs not even inside you yet and you already want to wake the neighbors. chan just shakes his head and smiles, leaning up for a kiss again.
âdonât say sorry, please, that was so fucking hot!â he laughs. his thigh is still pressed close to your cunt, and you shiver when he pulls it away. the weight doesnât stay gone for long. chan lays beside you, body curled around your side, and walks his fingers down your thigh. he doesnât even ask, but you spread your legs for him anyway. he kisses your neck, breathing a sultry good, baby against the flushed skin.
âso, no oneâs touched you here either, love?â he asks. chan closes his eyes and breathes in heavily when his fingers reach your sleep shorts. no panties. the gusset is soaked with your wetness, and he rubs gently over where he imagines your clit to be. your hips rise to meet his hand, looking at him with furrowed brows and a slack jaw. you shake your head no, other than you, heâs the only person to have ever touched your cunt.
you let out a quiet whimper when his finger circles your clit through your shorts, and your mouth drops open even more when chanâs hand finally slides under them to touch you bare. you do him one better, shoving your shorts down your legs and kicking them to the foot of the bed. now completely naked, you throw your leg over his to spread yourself further for him.
âoh, baby. this wet little cunt⊠oh, fuck. âs so fucking wet fâme, isnât it?â
âyeah, yeah. chris, âm wet for you. âm f-fucking soaked.â itâs true, you are. sometimes it takes you a bit to work yourself up enough to get wet, but chanâs done it in no time. âyou- ah, you make me so wet, chris.â
a groan rumbles from deep in his chest, and he presses a kiss to your cheek. âyeah, makinâ this little cunt drip for me. can i- inside?â chan asks, dipping his fingers down to rub over your hole. youâre already clenching in anticipation. of course you tell him yes, and he slowly slides a finger inside.
his fingers are thick, bony, and knobby. his hands are on the smaller side, sure, but that doesnât stop you from feeling full already.
âfeel you clenching on me, baby, âs it hungry?â yes. your pussyâs so fucking hungry for him. you tell him so. ââmânna give you another.â
heâs knuckle deep in you now, two fingers stuffed inside. he uses the heel of his palm to press hard against your clit, giving you something to grind down on while he fucks you with his fingers.
âthaâs good, baby doll.â oh, fuck. âgettinâ you ready for me.â
god, are you ready. you bite down on one of the edge of the blanket at the sound of his fingers fucking in and out of you slowly. youâre sure if he were to go any faster the sloppy, wet noises your cuntâs making would wake up everyone in the house.
you must have closed your eyes because the next thing you know, chanâs pulled away from you and is eye level with your soaked pussy. he raises his brows in question, and you nod frantically.
the two fingers he has inside you slowly slide out. youâre about to complain until he uses them, pruny wet, to rub quick circles on your clit. you back bows and suddenly theyâre inside you again, replaced on your clit with the flat of his tongue. you whine loudly, and he squeezes your thigh. your own hand slaps down over your mouth to try and keep yourself quiet. he kisses your clit in response.
the kiss was chaste and soft, but the way he uses his tongue to circle it is not. itâs got your legs writhing and trying to close around his head. his fingers leave the depth of your cunt once again, and they gently pinch around your clit so that he can suck the swollen little thing into his mouth, fucking his tongue against it all the while.
his lips are perfect for this. shamefully, you always thought they would be. late nights in your bedroom with your vibrator always consisted of thinking about chrisâ cotton candy pink lips, plush and soft. this is better than you ever imagined though. heâs desperate with it, lips smack smack smacking at your cunt like itâs the last meal heâll ever have. not to mention that godsent nose that works your clit while he tongue fucks your hole sloppy.
you grab behind one of your knees to lift it to your chest and use the other to spread the lips of your cunt so he has more room to play. he raises up slightly, tongue twisting around and pursing his lips so that he can spit right onto your pussy. heâs quick to clean his mess back up, sucking and licking you just right. just how you didnât know youâd like.
âyâre gonna make me cum again, chris, oh my fucking god. please donât stop, please donât- keepgoingkeepgoing, oh my god!â he keeps his pace steady even when you let go of your leg to grip his hair and hold him down. his gentle, almond eyes look up at you and he moans as you do. youâre barely lucid enough to notice him grinding his cock down on the bed. âfuck me. fuck me, chris please, i canât- i donât wanna wait any longer.â
âi wonât make you wait any more, love. gonna fuck you now, yeah? gonna make this pussy mine, gonna make you mine.â
ââs been yours. âs always gonna be yours, iâm yours, chris.â he nods down at you, sweat dripping onto your chest. chan shoves his boxers down his thighs and crawls over you. he uses his feet to kick his boxers all the way off, both of you finally bare for each other.
chan takes your hands and pulls them up above your head, entangling your fingers with his on the pillow.
âyâready for me?â he asks, leaning his weight to one side and pulling one hand from yours so that he can guide himself to your waiting hole.
âyes, yes, please chris? please? âm ready for you, please, i want it so bad,â you beg, but chan kisses you to quiet you down.
âyou donât have to beg, baby, âm not gonna make you beg. iâll give you whatever you want, yeah?â he nods down at you, and you nod back. âbaby câmere, kiss me.â
you lean your chin up to kiss him, and he uses that time to press the tip of his cock inside of you. your breath catches in your throat, and he whispers against your lips. âjust let me in, yeah? let me in. âm gonna make you feel good. thank you for letting me have you like this. iâll make it worth it, yeah? just trust me, thatâs all you have to do.â you nod again, breath choking on an inhale. heâs sliding in slowly, stuffing you full of him, fuller than youâve ever been before. your fingers and toys could never compare to the feeling of chanâs thick cock inside of you.
you squeeze his fingers. âare you- chris, âs it almost in?â
chan huffs a laugh and hangs his head. âiâm all the way in, baby, oh my gosh, how big do you think i am? okay, donât- donât answer that.â
you squint one of your eyes open and try to look down, but the view youâre craving to see is covered by chanâs muscular body. chan must know what you want, heâs good at that, so he leans up carefully until heâs sitting on his knees. you prop yourself on your elbows and finally look down to see chanâs hips pressed fully to the backs of your thighs. one of your hand slides down from the pillow to rub at your clit for just a moment, reaching your fingers down further in a V so they can feel a little sliver of the base of chanâs cock that spears you open.
âoh my god, âs inside me. am i- am i dreaming? this isnât real.â you reach your hand up to cup his cheek, and he leans into your touch. he gives a tentative thrust to gauge your reaction and kisses the palm of your hand tenderly.
âbaby, itâs real. youâre not dreaming. iâm here. youâre here with me, yeah? maybe iâm the one dreamingâŠâ
he presses another kiss to your palm and guides your hands back over your head. chan lowers himself down again so that you can wrap your legs around his waist and kiss him whenever you please. your eyes roll to the back of your head when you feel him thrust into you. you can feel the muscles of his ass working as well. itâs a shame you canât see that.
until you remember you can.
the giant wall-to-wall mirrored closet doors call to you, so you turn your head to look in their direction. you bite down on his bicep to stifle your moan at the sight before you. your body is blanketed by chanâs, and through the mirror you can finally see how his ass looks as he thrusts his cock into you, his thick thighs, his arms. one of your hands wiggles free from chanâs grasp, and you reach down to squeeze his ass. you can see how the skin gives where your fingers claw at his skin, and you breathe out an airy moan.
âchris. chris, channie. look, look.â he can tell youâre faced away from him, so he follows your voice and looks up and suddenly youâre locking eyes in the mirror.
âoh my gosh, oh fuck, baby,â chan whimpers. whimpers. youâve never heard him make that noise before, and you want to hear it again.
âdâyou see? see how good youâre fucking me, chris? see how i belong to you? âcause i fucking do. fuckfuckfuck, please! thatâs so hot, i canât- canât.â you can see how wild you look in the mirror, eyes wide and mouth dropped, fucking yourself down onto chanâs cock while he fills you to the brim.
chan plants both hands on either side of your head and his thrusts pick up. he takes one last look in the mirror and then focuses on you. âlook at me, baby, look at me. eyes on me, yeah? look me in the eyes when i make you cum.â
you nod and clasp both hands around chanâs wrists.
âyes. yes, make me- make me cum. please, i wanna cum on your cock. can you- ah! cân you touch my clit?â
he does, licking the tips of his fingers and quickly bringing them between you to stroke your clit. itâs swollen, and your cunt is so, so wet. his fingers slip and slide against you, but youâre not worried as you fuck your hips against them. youâre so close you can taste it, movements desperate and sloppy.
âlook at me, look at me. remember what i said. cum for me, cum on my dick, baby. let me make you cum.â
it doesnât take long after that; you reckon youâre wrapped around his finger since your body found no issue with chan telling it what to do. your mouth falls open in a silent scream, and your eyes flutter as you try to keep them from rolling. you can barely hear chan over the roaring in your ears. thatâs it, thatâs it. youâre so good, cumming for me. gonna make me cum too, yeah. i lov-
he pulls out of you and jerks himself messily over your stomach. heâs beautiful always, but especially with his skin flushed and red, curls matted to his forehead with sweat. and thatâs your doing. youâre going to have spankbank material for the rest of your life courtesy of the low groan he emits when he cums. he continues to touch himself to completely ride out his high, and he shivers as the tip of his cock taps your stomach.
he uses the rest of his energy to flop down beside you, reaching to his nightstand to grab a couple of tissues and wipe the mess from your stomach.
âso, um. how was- was that okay?â he tentatively asks. as if he didnât just fuck your brains out. you tell him that, and he just laughs. âyouâre not sore, are you?â
âi mean, iâll probably be feeling it tomorrow, but. nothing you canât help sootheâŠâ you wiggle your eyebrows, and his dimples appear. you poke one with your finger.
âlisten, i- this wasnât one and done for me, yeah? itâll be hard, yaknow, with everything, but weâll make it work. iâll make it work. if thatâs- if thatâs something youâll want,â chan says, rolling onto his side so that he can cup your cheek and brush his thumb against your lips. you pucker your lips to kiss it.
âi want this, chris. iâve always wanted you, i always will want you. you think you can get rid of me that easily, huh? bold of you to assume i wonât be coming to seoul in your suitcase. i could bend if you just help me out a little.â

chan kisses you awake early in the morning.
âgâmorning, baby. âs early, âs time to go back to hannahâs room,â chan whispers against your temple. you agreed on this last night. youâd stay the night in his bed with him and heâd wake you up early so you could sneak back into hannahâs room. you wonder if he even slept a wink, or if his insomnia kept him up all night.
âmmm, donât wanna,â you grunt, burrowing into his chest and stretching your legs until they pop.
âdonât want you to either. wanna keep you here wâme. just wanna hold you a little longer.â chan kisses your head and squeezes you closer to him. âitâs just for a little while, okay? weâll talk to them later.â
you begrudgingly pull yourself from chanâs arms and struggle to find the clothes you threw off last night. chan uses his phone flashlight to help. you shrug them on, and leave chan with a slow parting kiss to his lips.
the floor is cold, and you quickly but quietly tiptoe back to hannahâs room so you can crawl under the covers to escape the chill. you slowly turn her doorknob, open it just enough to slide inside, and then turn the knob again so that it wonât click when you close it. youâre about to turn around to head to the bed when her lamp clicks on, and you startle.
you gasp and whirl around to face hannah, only to see her propped up against the pillows and on her phone.
âand where did you come from?â she asks, brows raised. you hit her with a very intelligent uhhhh, but she spares you. âactually, donât tell me. please donât tell me, but if you think youâre getting into my bed, you're funny. go take a shower, like, right now!â