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I don't know what to do, i can't find place for myself in home. I'm scared of my own mind and I'm losing control of it, everything is stronger than me and it's terrifying.

Please get me away from my own mind. Please please. I'm so scared

I can't anymore

I live, but i don't live, u know what i mean?

I want to take the pills and never wake up, but I know I can't because it would kill my mom too

I feel like shit today and on top of that I burned my bed with a cigarette, I don't even know how and when because I have such memory lapses. FUCK MY SHITTY LIFE.

Only my mom keeps me alive

I look after my sister's dog in the city in her apartment, I live in the countryside, where we have a house far from any people, and I passed young people on the cage who were happy with alcohol, now I also hear their party and i cry because I realized how much my life is hopeless, no parties, I don't have a beloved boyfriend, I want to come back to home and hide in my azyl, wait no... I WANT KILL MYSELF

I can't stop crying. Fucking stupid worthless hopeless pig. I should die a long time ago

I'm home. I don't know what's happening to me. I tried to suffocate myself with a pillow next to my mother and she barely managed to snatch that pillow away from me

For the first time in my life I have a broken heart, it hurts so damn much, I don't know if I can handle it, I want to die

FUCKING LIFE, WE CAN PUT THEM IN OURS ASS ONLY

Będzie ktoś tak miły i mnie zabije? W sumie nie, sama to zrobię

Again all day just crying

Everything is so fucked up, I'm fed up with life

My daily activities:

-Cry

-Cry

-Cry

Fun, right?

"Don't be ashamed of your scars"

- my mom 🤍

🥺 I've lost a lot of family in the past, i was too young to understand. I don't want anyone to go through this.

Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide.