I Hate Everything - Tumblr Posts

I am going crazy

them: be serious..

my silly ass:

I am a victim of myself

I can't keep waiting

Can't escape the feeling

I wish I was dead already

I don't want to be alone anymore

I'll be rewatching Skins every time I feel that void in my life just to feel something

hey guys, sorry I've been gone for so long.

I recently got my official diagnosis of POTS and hEDS.

dieting and losing weight has been so hard for the past few weeks and I've ended up gaining. I'm currently 90 kg/ 207 lbs give or take.

I'm gonna try to start losing again by reducing my intake, eating more fiber and protein, taking longer to eat, and drinking more water.

please be kind as I can't exercise so I can't lose as quickly as I used to :(

EVERYTHING FUCKING HURTS

Elegem van

Elegem van a családomból, hogy azt hiszik nekem nincsenek problémáim, és mindig én vagyok a rossz

Elegem van a barátaimból, hogy egyáltalán nem vagyok nekik fontos és könnyen pótolnak

Elegem van Belőle, hogy folyamatosan megbánt, és azt érezteti velem, hogy a terhére vagyok, pedig én mindennél jobban szeretem

Elegem van az idegenekből, akik bunkón nekemjönnek, és akik megbámulnak; nem láttatok még fehér embert??

Elegem van magamból, hogy bármihez hozzányúlok leesik vagy összetörik, hogy képtelen vagyok jól teljesíteni, és hogy a föntebb felsorolt dolgok képesek megbélyegezni a kedvemet, holott emelt fővel kéne elvonulnom mellettük, mint akit nem érdekel. Elegem van abból, hogy ilyen gyenge és szánalmas vagyok... Elegem van abból, hogy vannak érzéseim

Az életem minden területe kudarc

Holy balls…………… I’ve had it ROUGH. I’ve been flooded with college work, my brushes have started acting up on clip studio paint… AND THEN MY IPAD CRASHED AND IVE LOST LIKE…….. 60+ PROJECTS😭😭😭😭😭 pray for me y’all cus oh my god but I promise I’ll start posting again soon😞

I hate those kind of stories, where the main character is like "My friend once called me a bitch! And because of that, I'm broken. I'm broken, beyond repair. No one can ever love me, because I'm broken!!!"

Me : *tries to get out of comfort zone and talks first*

Them : *plainly ignores me*

Me : *through tears* Fuck feelings and everything else that comes along. Who needs them

Their name was Nex. They were 16. And they deserved to live.

Nex is dead because they were attacked for being in the bathroom they were legally required to use in Oklahoma.

Look at that face. They were a BABY, and they deserved so much better than what they got.

And.

I'm so exhausted, y'all. I'm so fucking tired.

I'm invisible every fucking day, everywhere I go. I just had a half hour work conversation about fixing HR processes to NOT USE MY FUCKING DEADNAME and. Like. What is the fucking point of trying to educate people in a world where adults refuse to accept responsibility for the death of a CHILD, for the crime of having to pee while non-binary.

It all feels so cruel and pointless.

i hate leaving the house ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི

Fun Fact: Since we've been born we all are declared as dead.

Love u, bye! <3

The boy found out I liked him but we're still friends so everything is okay. Still though, feelings suck and I hate them.

I am very grateful for your support and assistance,🥺❤️

but I hope you can donate even something simple that will really save my life and my family's from genocide.🙏🏻

Just 5 or 10$ please❤️

i'm broke :(