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Lesen = Lazy

I just realised; reading makes me so lazy. Maybe some other people can handle it, but personally reading makes me get all comfy and maybe even a little sleepy, and that does not go well with me trying to get into sports because I'm always so tired after sports. Adding reading back into the mix just means A) I always don't feel like going for training if I was just reading before and B) The combination of sleepy and tiredness means I keep falling asleep by accident ugh

Gosh I'm so bored

-- me, as I chose not to do the three billion things I need to do and the two zillion hobbies I have precisely to keep me not bored

Signal boosting!! Very important!!! I don't care your opinion about pedos but I definitely want the kids to be safe so this is for the kids!

❗AVOID THESE PEDOPHILES AT ALL COSTS! ❗

I was scrolling through Tumblr and came across a post of KNOWN PEDOPHILES ON TUMBLR (many of which have or want to rape actual children/minors)

THERE ARE ACTUAL PEDOPHILES ON TUMBLR TRYING TO GET IN TOUCH WITH MINORS ON TUMBLR

PLEASE SIGNAL BOOST THIS LIST AND KEEP OUR MINORS SAFE

This

The shit on kpop twitter is so laughable, especially coming from another fandom and knowing NOTHING about VIXX except that you don’t like them. Okay.

Honestly if you’re about to drag anyone into this scandal, I cant’ believe you looked at KIM RAVI, of all people and just went for it.

Ravi? Kim Wonsik? Wonsik, who despite being shat on and ignored since literally his debut, has remained soft, and grown, and improved. Who’s always respectful, kind, and minds his own damn business.

Wonsik, who is a hip hop artist, and is supposed to operate in this toxic scene where disgusting and misogynistic behavior is encouraged by his peers, and yet he literally wrote a whole fucking song about how fellow rappers who disrespect women can choke.

Who comes from a place of heavy drinking culture, to the point of people literally being forced to drink (hwesiks anyone?) And, still making it known that he doesn’t really like drinking and that he dislikes that the reason his friend group gets together most often is to drink and talk about their hardships. That he just misses his fucking friends and wants to be able to see them freely without having to use drinking culture as an excuse.

Kim Wonsik, who is always pushing himself to learn and improve, and is so busy he can barely make time for his own friends and family, yet is still the kind of person who tells people not to overwork themselves. Who never fails to remind his fans to go their own pace and that doing whatever they can handle is still doing their best, despite coming from a culture where working to their absolute breaking point is the norm.

Kim Wonsik who wrote and composed a song about depression and suicidal thoughts to comfort people struggling with those same emotions, saying that he hoped maybe hearing it could ease that pain even the slightest knowing someone else understands those feelings and remind them that there’s always someone who values their lives.

Kim Wonsik, who is so sweet and loyal, and loves his friends and family, and his members, and his fans. Who has had every opportunity to go awry based on his circumstances and is still so genuinely himself.

Clown me all you want if I’m proven wrong,  but from all the things we’ve learned as people who’ve been watching over him, he appears to be a decent, even GOOD person. Despite all the shit he’s gone through, he’s managed to remain soft and appear genuinely admirable.

Seeing him being dragged into a scandal like this over nothing but some twitter stan’s misguided “skeeved” vibes, is honestly so infuriating when everything we know about him is that he’s such a sweet guy.

Keep Kim Wonsik’s name out of your damn mouth.

Greed

There is a greed deep in my heart. Insatiable, unquenchable, so bright it burns from the inside out. Constantly struggling for the stars and the swirls of dreams like the parched pines for the Great Blue. And so, frantically, I consume, desperate for the brief serenity of contentment before harsh waves crash upon my shore. The years fill me, a balloon filled with nothingness but fit to burst.

But for what? No matter how hard I cling to the mirror, I am doomed to never step through to the world beyond.

"It's not the end of the world. Literally can't be."

- next time I have a hard time facing failure (which is every time. It's taking much longer than I expected to come around on this topic, and it is so endlessly exhausting). Aziraphale and Crowley would never let the end of the world come to pass, so there's that

Sleep

What is it about the twilight before sleep that makes giving up on yourself so much easier? That makes everything seem that much scarier?

Perhaps the forefathers got it wrong. It isn't sleep that is like death. It is going to sleep that is like dying.

Genuine question

How do people make online friends. How do you make and keep friends online. How???

Lecturecast

I’m starting to really regret trying to get through 2nd year without using lecturecast

Actually, I’ve got a better question: how does one keep friends at all? I think I might have the making friends bit down, but keeping friends??? I still have no clue how to do that. I mean, I get spending time with people, but like, I don’t know how I manage to keep some people despite rarely spending time with them, while others I’m tired of spending time with them and yet I still can’t keep them??? Help??

Genuine question

How do people make online friends. How do you make and keep friends online. How???

Disillusioned

You ever get disillusioned by something you've believed in all your life and suddenly the world is so much scarier and you're not sure what to believe in anymore?

......and what if that something is yourself?

I don't wanna be a flower though. I wanna be that annoying weed that's anywhere and everywhere and no matter how hard anyone tries I'm constantly stubbornly there until eventually they treat me with grudging respect and leave me alone. I wanna be the first to be there and last to leave, ever the survivor when everyone else has died off.

your body is like a flower!

you need to drink a lot of water! you need plenty of sunshine! and you need to be covered in and surrounded by large amounts of manure!

Here’s a tip for future me

Everyone goes through breakdowns. It’s okay to be imperfect, and most definitely okay to break character once awhile and wake back up wondering wtf you did to yourself. Forgive yourself and move on, stop trying to find an alibi for it. You made a mistake. It was an accident. Done. Move on.

Can someone please let me scream at them about how I crawled out of the DT fan abyss only to topple over into the TH fan abyss because hOW TF

They'll never know the pain of waking at 6am on your birthday and cycling/walking to school in a haze (more on the pollution kind, less on the I-wish-I-was-still-asleep kind) only to be met with locked gates.

Neither do I. Totally don't know that feeling. Definitely wasn't me.

No idea where this is from but mood

I've been so stressed and worried recently, so the only logical solution is to get new piercings. Hasn't solved any of my problems but hey I got new piercings.

Never studied Shakespeare but just wanna point out people constantly misquote holy texts for their own benefit anyway, Shakespeare isn't the only one to suffer.

People putting shakespeare quotes randomly on things without understanding (or caring) about the context in the play is my biggest pet peeve. Yeah hamlet’s “doubt that truth be a liar but never doubt that I love” schtick is cute but he said it to Ophelia in a letter and then later treated her like trash in the play. “To thineself be true” is spoken by the play’s biggest idiot and it’s also advocating being selfish, not being “true to yourself.” Jeez.

Growth

Thinking about how personal growth can ruin childhood favs. Also thinking about how that’s okay with me