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Broke down this afternoon.

I'm trying so hard to think positively, to let go, to accept that things are over, to accept that he have moved on, to accept that we weren't right for each other, that love wasn't enough to hold us together, to accept that there is no longer an "us". To accept that is chapter of my life is over, it's over because we weren't compatible, accepting that he's no longer living in the same state, accepting that I will no longer speak to him nor ever see him again.

I'm reading self help books, listening to meditation and self motivation podcasts, watching Ted talks about changing your negative thoughts to positive thoughts. Being mindfulness, changing your mindset.

I'm doing all this shit yet I still feel like shit!! I hate these feelings, I don't feel like myself. I wished I didn't find out, I wish he wasn't a coward and a liar. I wished he was man enough to have told me. I wished he wasn't so petty to flaunt his new bitch in my face. I hate how things have turned out. I hate him and his fucking new relationship. I hate him for being the little bitch that he is. I hate that he's so immature and a man child. Fuck I hate how he doesn't care or give a shit about the hurt and pain he has caused me. I hate that he get to move on and fuck some 20 year bitch!!!

AAAAHHHHHHHH!! 😡😡😡😡

FUCK ANIMATING

I was working on a gregstophe anitmatic but I CANT my hands hurt but here’s a Josh thing I am never ever going to finish maybe I’ll psot the unfinished gregstophe thing on here idk

I hate pip so much omg

I want to strangle him I’m like deadass gonna make a hate blog abt him because I NEED to get all my anger out.

Who wants to volunteer tonight?