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"I used to have so much faith. Maybe not in deities or something, but in the world. The universe. I believed there was a purpose to it all. I'm not sure when I lost that." - Harry 2 Aggie :>

her gaze lifts to harry's face, listening to him speak as they lay in bed. her heart aches for him, truly it does. he's been through so much and it makes the faerie wish she could do more to ease his pain and troubles. she takes one of his hands, bringing it to her lips to kiss his knuckles. " i-i think... m-maybe y-you lost it in the mines. " she answers softly. " i mean, it was the result of s-someone's n-negligence that caused everything to happen. you— y-you d-did what you had t-to s-s-survive those s-six weeks you were trapped, a-and i think... well, how does someone w-walk out of that perfectly unscathed? i-i don't think you c-can. i-i think i'd lose faith in any sort of p-purpose, too. "

agatha did lose the sense of having a purpose for a while. after the bullying, the continued harassment even after graduating that resulted in her packing up and moving here, it often made her wonder, if there was some all-powerful god, deity, whatever, out there, how could they allow someone to hurt so much? how could they allow anyone to hurt so much?

reaching out, she cups harry's cheek, thumb gently stroking his skin. " you have g-given me purpose again, harry. my life was... i-it was dark and dull almost all the time, b-but th-then you came into it a-and put the color back into it. y-you breathed life back into me. " leaning in, she plants a kiss to his lips, pulling away to whisper, " i-i w-want to be able to do the s-s-same f-for you, harry. i-i don't know how, b-but i want to g-give you purpose. "