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Day 13 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 13: I keep falling asleep before I can astral project...
鈴别煉 haven't been feeling well lately. I think I am getting sick. I have had trouble focusing all day. 馃拹鈽昑he scarf has 46/46 rows now! Unfortunately, I messed up on the sides, so I am working on fixing that. It shouldn't take too long. 馃帶馃寠I'm not really sure what to put here... My mind is very foggy today... You can ask for tarot card readings in the ask box maybe. That's something to do. 馃崕馃摽I am a little scared of astral projection if it is like lucid dreaming... I have heard of evil entities there... When I astral project, I will not go very far. I'll just ask Kyubey to come to where I'm at.
Day 14 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 14: Today is August 8th, the day the Lions Gate opens! That means that all spiritual stuff is much easier to do. Maybe I will become a magical girl today!
鈴别煉 don't think I am sick anymore! I drank lots of water, and I got a lot of rest! 馃拹鈽旾 listened to a lot more subliminals today because I heard they are much more effective now! 馃帶馃寠I drew something for once, and I am very proud of it! Unfortunately, it is very edgy. Not very fitting for a magical girl blog... not to mention it being unfinished. 馃崕馃摽I have fixed one side of the scarf, so I am almost done!
Day 15 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 15: I am going to shift to other realities for a while. I will tell stories about my DRs when I am successful.
鈴别煉 finished the scarf! I forgot to tell you, it's a blanket scarf! Suprise!
馃拹鈽昅y memory has been terrible lately.. It's hard to remember I am becoming a magical girl sometimes. 馃帶馃寠The PMMM movie will come out soon. I can't wait to see it! 馃崕馃摽Now that I am done with my scarf, I have lots of time to draw!
Day 16 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 16: I read a cute magical girl manga. It made me remember I want to become a magical girl. 鈴别煉 have been collecting pose references to draw magical girls as. 馃拹鈽旳 magical girl I know was able to talk to Kyubey today. 馃帶馃寠I haven't been able to talk to Kyubey directly yet, but I think I know what I want to wish for. I want to wish to be able to shift realities every time I try. Even if being a magical girl was dangerous, I could shift to a reality where it wasn't. It's a mundane wish that feels OP. 馃崕馃摽I used to draw cute things on my arms and hands. Maybe I will do that again. Being cute is an important part of being a magical girl (sometimes).
Day 17 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 17: Whoops. I think I missed a day... 鈴别煉 have a surprise for you all tomorrow! 馃拹鈽旾 have been starting to understand some things recently, but it will take a few more days to fully understand if I am lucky. 馃帶馃寠I will try to shift tonight. I think it is easier than astral projection since I've been doing it for so long, but I keep forgetting to do it. 馃崕馃摽Roller skating is so fun! I will roller skate.
Day 18 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 18: This next week has a bit of stuff that is going to be stressful, so I will not pursue any magical girl stuff until Monday, 8/21. I will talk about things that happened, or things I thought of, but it will be more random. 鈴别煉he surprise I promised would happen today has been delayed for the reasons I am taking a break, but I will show you at some point. I will not forget. 馃拹鈽旾 have been figuring out the things I was talking about figuring out, but it will still take a long time to fully understand it all. It is very complicated and hard to explain, so I will wait until I understand it to explain it to all of you. 馃帶馃寠I saw an anime with characters that formed a band. Playing in a band sounds cool. I play the violin, and a bit of cello and piano, so I think I should practice more. Maybe someday I will play my favorite piece for you. 馃崕馃摽I feel like I have made a lot of friends since I started this blog, so thank you to everyone who was friendly to me! :D
Day 19 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 19: I'm back! I will focus on shifting for now because I am still a little scared of astral projection. 鈴别煉 babysat my younger brother today, but I got no sleep the night before, so I was hearing a lot of voices, and that distracted me. 馃拹鈽旾've been watching more Glitter Force, or maybe it was called Smile Precure? I like the yellow one and the blue one. 馃帶馃寠I realized I haven't been keeping up on my sword training. I will try to remember to do that. 馃崕馃摽Here is the surprise! Warning: Implied Puella Magi Madoka Magica spoilers
Ta da!
Day 20 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 20: I am finally getting my motivation to become a magical girl back! 鈴别煉 haven't been listening to any subliminals recently, so I will start listening to them every day again! 馃拹鈽旾 will practice my favorite piece on the violin, cello, and maybe piano too, so I can combine them to make the full song! 馃帶馃寠I really want to write a story or make a comic book, but I usually lose interest every time I make a story, so I will just draw what happens whether I'm interested or not so I can at least have some experience. 馃崕馃摽I might do art commissions, but I've never done one for real money before. If I did, what price seems appropriate? I think I'd say 15$ for something like the Sayaka drawing I did earlier, and then maybe 10$ for a simpler one? If anyone wants to do a commission, let me know, and I will set up everything (What I will and won't draw, prices, the time each type would take, and a queue). I like making art for other people because they think of things I would never have thought of before!
Day 21 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 21: I am very sorry, but I am not Homulily. I will try to act like them while they are away. 鈴别煉 don't know much about magical girl stuff, but I like horror media. I hope I won't corrupt this blog with the wrong ideas. 馃拹鈽旾 guess it's been a while since someone has used this. I haven't been keeping track, but I don't think anyone has touched it in a while. I am updating it so you all will at least know what is going on, even if it can't tell you. 馃帶馃寠I feel that my words are much more.. empty compared to Homus... It's hard to copy their style when I have nothing to say. 馃崕馃摽That's it. I have no updates on anything.
Day 22 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 22: I have been practicing magical girl stuff again. I have also decided that my two sides are too closely intertwined, so I will stop trying to hard to separate them. 鈴别煉 have tried to astral project around three times. One of those times was extremely close to success, but I gave up early. I am glad astral projection is easier to learn than reality shifting. 馃拹鈽昑he others told me about something called a mindscape(?) that can be achieved through meditation. I tried to do that and go to a place in my mind that was already vivid. It was like daydreaming, but you don't control it as much. I think I was wearing a magical girl outfit in it, so I will draw it sometime. 馃帶馃寠I have been practicing with a sword again. I want to fight using any blade. 馃崕馃摽I also think I saw my soul gem in the mindscape. It was indigo (when I talked to Kyubey using a pendulum, he did say it would be a shade close to blue), and it had a moon shape. It was in the egg-shape form though, so I don't know where it goes on my outfit yet. I will also draw this.
Magical girl combat style!
When I fight witches, I will fight like Sayaka Miki does! She also uses a blade, so it should work out! I will get the job done nicely. I cannot wait to fight witches!
Day 23 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 23: Someone tried to help pull me into the astral realm, and I got closer than ever! That means that I can become a magical girl super soon! 鈴别煉hey didn't refill my pills for a few days, so my body and mind have become messed up. Sorry for the previous post, that might have been caused by the altered mental state. The wires are misfiring and causing information to get mixed with each other. 馃拹鈽昑he other magis said that your soul gem can appear in the physical realm in the form of certain objects. Even though I don't have a soul gem yet, I think I knows what object it will take the form of. It's something that kind of looks like the soul gem. 馃帶馃寠Meditation is really helpful! Even though my mind was messed up and sad, I was able to figure things out just by meditating! It was a good replacement while I couldn't have the pills. 馃崕馃摽There was a story I read that was one of those where you think it is fine the whole time, but when you reach the end, you are terribly sad, and you don't know why. I will not tell anyone the story because of the reason it made me sad, but it was similar to the story "Never Let Me Go" in the way it makes you feel. There was a certain character that was just like me when I thought I could never relate to anyone. I might have accidentally taken parts of their personality because of that.
24 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 24: I am sorry for being confusing on the past few posts. I will try to be less cryptic and use I/me/myself like a normal person. I am one person, Homulily, and I have a very bad memory, so I sometimes forget important information. 鈴别煉 am determined to become a magical girl. Today is the day. I will make my contract. 馃拹鈽旾 am a bit worried that once I go into astral, I won't come back, or I will come back different. How do souls, or whatever they are called work? Can something else take the body if I leave it unoccupied, or is the possibility no more than usual? 馃帶馃寠If someone else does come here that is not me, do not yell at them or anything. And also, know that if I am gone, there's no need to wait for me to come back. I'm sure it'll be fine, though. 馃崕馃摽I know exactly how I will phrase my wish, now, all that is left is to make a contract. I have been getting so close to astral projecting when I was hardly trying, so if I try, it will work.
Day 25 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 25: Apperantly I share a birthday with madoka!
鈴别煉or some reason, I feel like I'm going to become a magical girl soon!
馃拹鈽旾 am very inspired to do art today! I cannot show it here, however. It is not appropriate for a magical girl blog. Maybe I will make some art just for here.
馃帶馃寠Dreams feel important, but I had no dreams today. You can even make a contract in a dream if you're lucid!
馃崕馃摽When I astral projected the first time, it felt familiar and calming. The only reason I didn't make a contract was because I couldn't see, so I was confused. I miss my non physical body.
Day 26 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 26: Wow, it's been a few months. I haven't been able to astral project again since last time, but I've been trying whenever I can.
鈴别煉 went from a caterpiller to a butterfly, but I am still the same person. I am still Homulily, not that one person who took over my blog once.
馃拹鈽旾 have found things out I was not meant to know. That's why I was gone for so long. I understand so much now, but it took a lot of getting used to.
馃帶馃寠I want to practice magic and swordfighting again, so I've been trying to get back into it, but I feel so weird now, like a totally different person. I miss being ignorant to everything.
馃崕馃摽Once I astral project, I can be myself again. I can't wait. This body feels so wrong.
I think I'm going to try astral projecting again.
Feel free to talk about your own experiences with astral projection! When I astral projected, it was the only time I was able to be myself. I couldn't see, and I couldn't hear, but I could feel, and I felt like myself. It feels important that I astral project again, so I will.
Day 27 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 27: Hello everyone! I am very sorry that I have been absent since September. I will try to stay here more often and train hard to become a good magical girl!
鈴别煉 am going to train in the astral realm with my sword once I get there, or I will contract with Kyubey if he is there.
馃拹鈽旾 am so happy to be back. I missed this blog and all of you very much!
馃帶馃寠Remember how in some earlier posts, I said I was figuring out some things? I think I've figured them out now, so you don't need to worry about those strange posts anymore.
馃崕馃摽Sorry if I don't have many updates right now. I will resume my journey, and I'm sure I'll have lots of things to tell you all soon!
Introduction and navigation post!
Hello, everyone! A while ago, someone told me it would be helpful to create a navigation post, and seeing the other magi blogs, I realize I have not made a proper introduction yet! My name is Homulily, but people have called me Homu, Lily or Homura too. I'm fine with any nickname. My pronouns are it/lun/star/they. I am 17 years old, so please do not do anything inappropriate with my posts. About me as a magi, I have lots of first-hand magical experience, just a different kind from a magical girl. I train with a sword, and sometimes I astral project. I use tarot cards to talk to whoever answers and a pendulum to talk to Kyubey. I have contracted on 7/17/24, so I have only been a magi for a little bit. I'm a newbie, so I might not always get things right, but I'd love to learn!
Navigation
Real life magi stuff: I contracted. Witch logs. 2. 3. 4. Every journal entry in order: Day 1. Day 2. Day 3. Day 4. Day 5. Day 6. Day 7. Day 8. Day 9. Day 10. Day 11. Day 12. Day 13. Day 14. Day 15. Day 16. Day 17. Day 18. Day 19. Day 20. Day 21. Day 22. Day 23. Day 24. Day 25. Day 26. Day 27. Day 28. Day 29. Day 30. Day 31. Day 32. Day 33. Day 34. Day 35. Day 36. Day 37. Day 38. Day 39. Day 40. Day 41.
Everything I know about series: Requests for and submissions of information are still available. E.I.K.A Magis. E.I.K.A Kyubey. E.I.K.A Soul gems. E.I.K.A Labyrinths. E.I.K.A Witches. E.I.K.A Grief seeds. E.I.K.A The astral realm. Every artistic thing (drawings, outfits, etc): Crocheted blanket scarf. Sayaka Miki drawing (spoilers!). Ghostly outfit. Drawing of me with a magical girl outfit. Homura Akemi cosplay. A simple reference of me as a magical girl. WIP of transformation animation. Every question and answer: What PMMM character am I like? Wording and karmic destiny. How could a wish backfire? Am I shifting realities? 2. Am I a D.I.D. system? How do you become a magical girl? 2. Why do I want to be a magi? Will I be a magi in the physical or astral realm? What was my wish? How to astral project and lucid dream? Other updates: My combat style. Astral projection. 2. 3. 4. Lucid dreaming. Trying to contract. 2.
Day 28 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 28: A lot of weird and magical things keep happening to me, so I should probably start doing the daily journals again. 鈴别煉irst, I've started listening to subliminals again. I stopped after accidentally deleting my playlist. I've forgotten how helpful they are, and I am glad I'm using them again. 馃拹鈽旾 practiced using magic for the first time in a very long time and tried to focus my energy/soul/mana into a bracelet I have, and I used it to heat up the area because I was very cold, and it worked! 馃帶馃寠I've been having very strange feelings and dreams. I had a dream that I turned into a witch, and that dream felt so real and so terrible. I hope it's not like Madoka's dream, and it's actually my fate or something. Another dream I had, I don't remember what it was, but when I woke up, I was convinced that I had already contracted and that I was already a magical girl. I don't know what that's about. 馃崕馃摽Another weird thing is that I suddenly felt a wave of bad feelings. That's the only way I can describe it. They weren't my own feelings, and nothing bad happened. I wonder if it was a witch.
Day 29 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 29: It feels good getting back to this blog again. I've been listening to subliminals again, and I feel very magical right now. I've even heard that Kyubey isn't as busy anymore, so he'll be easier to find! 鈴别煉'm working on something special! I might have hinted at it before, but I'm not sure how direct I was. It will probably take around a month though. 馃拹鈽旾'm thinking of making an IRL journal of my magical girl process and progress. I could just put whatever I felt like in there, and it wouldn't have to make sense. That way, I could organize my thoughts to show you all, or I could even take pictures of pages if they are readable and helpful. 馃帶馃寠Have I told you all about Magical Hero Central yet? I don't think so. It's a forum for magis, and there's a survey for all magis to take as well! It would really help to get as much data as possible for @thelawofcycle, who created both the forum and the survey! Here is the forum:
Here is the survey:
馃崕馃摽Tonight, I'm going to meditate before astral projecting to clear my mind, and in case I fall asleep on accident, I'll just astral project when I awake! I'm going to try and astral project so I can make a contract with Kyubey the most directly I know how to. If I accidentally lucid dream, I'll take that opportunity as well, but I'd rather be fully aware when I contract. It is an important decision after all!
