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*STUNED IN PURE FEAR*
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No...nonononononononono....he...h-he can't be dead right? H-h-he CAN'T....pls...he can't be dead....he can't...Solar...pls...I-I don't you to die...pls...come back......*CRYING AND SOBBING FOR REAL*...y-you can't be dead...pls....no.......*SOBBING MORE LOUDER*...
ME: *HAVING A SERIOUS MENTAL BREAK-DOWN AFTER WATCHING THIS VIDEO*
ALSO ME: watching this kinda of video for comfort while basically crying...
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You understand me right?
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(WHY THIS MONTH IS SO F*CKED UP?! FIRST, MY CAT. AFTER, MY GRANDMOTHER. NOW SOLAR! SERIOUSLY?! WHAT THE F*CK DID I DO??!!?!? AND CONTINUING TALKING ABOUT STUFF LIKE THIS) -> this is what I mean with *having a mental break-down*
(I'm so sorry, but I can't get over this...)
The history is repeating itself:
Before in Solar's dimension, Moon lost Sun and Solar was left...
Now...in the original(?) dimension, Moon lost Solar and Sun is left....
I have fear....I fear of what will happen in the future....how....how the others will react to to this.................
(By the way, I'm still dying inside....)
TIMELINE: AFTER THIS EPISODE
A story made by 1ris5starlight
The siblings reunion
Back than:
Moon: *crying and panicking* y-you're gonna be fine Solar, I promise...pls..
Solar: Moon...I think this is it..
Moon: NO, YOU'RE GONNA BE FINE, I CAN FIX IT, I CAN-
*Solar grab Moon hand*
Solar: Moon. You can't stop it, it isn't your fault nor Sun...it just happens..
Moon: no..nononononono...y-you can't...y-you....you're gonna be ok!...pls...you can't die on me.....
*Sun immediately go by their side and starts crying more with Moon.
Solar grabs his/her hand too*
Solar: Moon, Sun look at me.
*Moon and Sun look at Solar with tears in their eyes*
Solar: I'm proud of you, of you both...*he hugs them* for everything and for being my family...
*Solar stars crying too*
Solar: ...I-I really don't wanna go...
*he disappeares in their arms. They are crying and sobbing more louder and ends up hugging each other, seeking comfort in each other; while Ruin watch the scene, insecure of what thinking*
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Solar: *gasp loudly*
*Solar looks around, but all he sees is white*
Solar: .....where am I..???
(Solar's Sun name is SunSpot, Solar's Moon is MoonCold)
SunSpot: ....Eclipse..????
*Solar's breathing catches for a moment as he slowly turns around*
Solar: ....Sunny..???
*Solar sees his brother standing in front of him...the brother he thought he would never see again*
Solar: *starts crying* Sunny??
SunSpot: Eclipse!
*SunSpot runs towards him and hugs him very tightly and Solar returns the affection*
Solar: I-I missed you so much...
SunSpot: Me too brother, me too.
*Suddenly SunSpot breaks away from the embrace*
Solar: wha-
SunSpot: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?! DID SOMTHING HAPPENED TO YOU?! WHO DID THIS?! I SWEAR IF EVER MEET THE GUY WHO HURT-
Solar: SUN! Breathe, It's ok I-...God I need to explain so much to you..
SunSpot: Uh? What do you mean-
Solar: WAIT, SUN AND MOON! I NEED TO GO BACK! I CAN'T LEAVE THEM LIKE THIS!
SunSpot: Uuhh-? You can't leave me and Cold??
Solar: oh- yeah, I REALLY NEED TO EXPLAIN A LOT TO YOU, but first I really need to go back. Can you help me?
SunSpot: uuh- of course! But first you need to explain what's going on..
Solar: Mh..I imagine, don't worry I will explain it to you.
Solar: *thinking* don't worry Sun and Moon, I will return one day, just wait for me..
Hope you enjoyed, bye bye👋
(I nearly cried again, while writing this)
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...no...NO. STOP. I CAN'T....I- I can't with this anymore....I can't....
(Minute 0:45-3:15) GO SUNNY!! DEFEND YOURSELF!!
Finally, he had the chance to scream at his face everything he has in his chest about him.
I liked this video so much, Sun really stands up for himself and his family this time! Good boy!!
Eclipse asked for Solar...???
Does- Does he care...???
(Character redemption??)
(I'm just surprised that he actually feel something except anger and revenge...
It's so weird, because he never really showed up his emotions except with Earth in his therapy session...
And seeing him acting that way...it's just a bit strange to me...)
(Minute 8:10)......................what....? Seriously??? You're not kidding right..??
(Minute 8:52)..............OH.....I SEE WHAT IS RUIN TALKING ABOUT...
(Minute 12:37).................omg. Is HE protecting HER?????
(So he DOES have a soft spot!)
Before watching:
*loading while shocked*
OMG. F-FOR REAL?????? YOU'RE NOT JOKING, RIGHT???????? OMG! YESH YES YES YES YESYESYESYESYESYES!!!!!!!
*laughing while crying of pure joy*
Also me:
No. Nonono. If this is a joke, it's not funny..!!! I swear if this is a cruel joke...I'm gonna cry until I pass out or I'm gonna break something..!! IT'S. NOT. FUNNY.
After watching:
Oh....it's just a dream..!!
*laughing maniacally while crying*
(Minute 15:40) what's on your mind Puppet.....??? You make me preoccupied......
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1. Could it be that my theory IN SOME WAY is correct..? Like- if Sun(and Moon) can manipulate the star-power...could it be the other way too..?? Castor also told them to STOP doing it, because it would end very bad..
....Also Puppet had something in mind, but they didn't really share it...
Am I the only one who are ringing bells??
2. So there's really a way to bring Solar back....I hope it goes well and nothing bad will happen...I REALLY HOPE SO..
3. Moon. You need to sleep for f*ck sake-
YESSH!!! HE REALLY NEEDS IT!!
❤🌍☀️
(End) have you noticed how Sun suddenly changed humor when Earth changed topic from the feeling-situation?
Like it was said before, Sun is an individual that doesn't really like sharing his emotions and end up struggling when he tries to do it...
(This is a fact that often autistic people do and other times he do what an autistic person wold do, so this is why I say that he's autistic)
And in this kind of situation he struggles sharing his feelings and maybe he doesn't tell everything he wanted to say and that thing he wanted to share remains there deep inside until it doesn't come out by itself in a not-so-good-way...
I say this because I notices that, during the therapy session, he often wanted to say something, but he stopped before he could say anything...so I think he had something else to say to Earth, but he didn't maybe because he didn't want to or didn't know how to express it or didn'twant to bother his sister with his problems, but still he DIDN'T SAY IT... he continually stopped and probably changed the topic he wanted to talk about...(maybe I'm wrong, but still I don't it, because HE STOPPED SUDDENLY AND THEN WENT ON).
I'm worried that thing it might was something really important that might have been.....the fact that he's think sometime that he's not worth it...that maybe if he did everything the way it should have done, none of this would ever happened...that maybe it might been good if he...DIED...
If this though keep coming back to his mind (which I think that sometimes it does), it will not end well...
And I think what most hurt him about Solar's death is that he have seen his entire family die at this point and the most terrible part is that he saw Solar disappearing in front of him and then sees Moon broke like that...
I don't think is a good scene for his bad mental state...
I know. I over-dramatic. I can't do much about it. I like dramaa-☀️🌍❤
I also love how Earth changed the topic so Sun was feeling more comfortable 🌍☀️❤
SIBLINGS BODING!!!☀️🌍❤
I have a terrible feeling......
(7:17).....................................................................................................Solar.................??
(7:37) ...😨.............
(Seeing him now it effects you really bad......and I imagine how Moon is feeling now....)
(7:56)......................Moon if you don't stop, you are really going yo hurt them more than you already did.....
(10:20)......that hits very hard.....
(End) no nonono, Moon don't become that, DON'T. FOR YOURS AND YOUR FAMILY SAKE..
.........If even...Solar(the hallucination) didn't make Moon change his mind by talking, than the only way is by force now.....
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...in some way, in reality, Moon did this to himself.
I mean, he made it very clear that he cares more about Solar than his entire family.....
Yes, Solar was a member of the family, but even the hallucination of him asked how were the others afterwards Moon left them like that and anyways, there are other methods to bring Solar back and Eclipse has one, because Dark Sun told him, but Moon won't listen for a I-don't-what reason at this point and he's making the biggest mistake.....
Now I speak for the entire fandom I think: Moon you're f*cking insane and YOU NEED THEIR HELP. Stop this nonsense and come back to them for yours and theirs sake.
(I'm not trying to attack Moon or anything, I'm just really worried and being real here...)
We all agree on that I suppose.....
I hope Moon doesn't dare to hurt anyone else, because if hurt Eclipse that means that he can hurt Sun, Earth and everyone else in the same way and that's NOT OK.
I hope he have still some sense to not do it.
*dying from cuteness*
I LOVE THIS SOOOOOOOOOOMUCHHH!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
ACTUAL COMFORT CHARACTER JACK O MOON
