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Is it creepy?

Well, I just got "yelled at" by a random anonymous person who said I was "too old" to be writing American Mate and Incomplete.

I am "creepy and sick" for writing Y/n stories about being mates or soulmates with K-pop Idols who are "that much younger" than I am.

To me, it is just a story. It is not a delusion that it will happen. It is not a hope for it to become real. It is a fantasy or a wish.

For one- Hybrids, werewolves, vampires, and Soulmates (in the sense of my story) do not exist. IT IS NOT REAL!

For two- Yes, I write them as the y/n being older than all or most of the Idol group because I am unsure how to write y/n as younger.

For last- Why can't I write stories for others to read as they like, giving them something to enjoy, somewhere to escape to and a world where things are possible?

I write because it helps my anxiety and depression. It is a bonus if it helps others with theirs or their loneliness.

I write because I can't sleep unless I do sometimes. It is a bonus if it helps others find the calm to sleep or chase away their nightmares.

I suspect this won't be the only message I will get from an anonymous source that makes me feel like a dirty criminal for a short time before I remember why I write what I write.

It just hurts to be called so many names that I won't even put them out for you, my dear readers, to see because you matter to me, and I will not let someone make you feel wrong about finding your outlet in the words of my stories.

... Ya'll are too nice. Just Kidding! maybe (Patreon poll/updates)

Hello, my dearest readers,

Just a few things for you guys:

1- All ya'll are too nice with the Patreon Membership poll, or I gave you too many options. lol. Anywho, because of the current results of the poll... 100% of you say it is still up to me to pick if it should morph into a Y/n story. That said, an update for Reciprocal Synergy should be out shortly.

2- 16,847 is the current word count for American Mate Chapter 12. Mega Chapter, here we come. I am almost done with it, as we are halfway through the Date with Namjoon. I am unsure what the character limit is here, but I may be forced to split the chapter into two parts ... again.

3- My health is starting to recover quickly. I can watch foreign dramas without getting a headache, and I can read again with almost no headaches. My writing skills are returning, but I still lose words here and there. The only negatives with these have been getting tired quickly or my eyes feeling sore from looking at the computer.

I hope you all are doing well and enjoying the last bits of summer that won't go away. It's been 100+ for almost a week now here in So Cal; in fact, yesterday was 117.

Please stay cool.

Stay hydrated.

Wear your sunscreen.

Sleep well.

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1 only 1 of them (Patreon Poll Results)

Hello, dear readers,

You ... I love you all.

I really do, but only 1 of my Patreon membership holders picked an actual preference.

I originally wrote it without a Y/n part and could continue that way

BUT

I started thinking about how writing in a y/n part that starts as a non-main character would be interesting.

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I think I will keep it as a non-y/n story and see where it goes... for now.

I may end up blowing it all up later and rewriting it with the y/n...

OR

I could post the non-y/n and y/n versions and then ask again.

Maybe?

I don't know... it's 2 am, and insomnia is kicking my butt, which is why I have finished the non-y/n version of chapter 3 and am 1k deep into chapter 2 of Incomplete already with a migraine.

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I’m writing! I promise!! Almost done with chapter two of Incomplete and almost finished with the editing of Reciprocal synergy.

Should be able to post both to Patreon today for the paid member holders!

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Made this as a joke when bestie commented her writing fairy must have visited me to get me to pump out 3K words tonight.

Updates... Where do we go from here?

Hello, dearest readers,

I published everything I wrote before going to the hospital, except new story ideas, for my Patreon Membership holders because of their early access benefit.

These will be released in proper order and at respective times on Tumblr and AO3.

As most of you know, I wrote chapter 13 of American Mate after it came out.

It took me a few weeks to complete and has also been released to my paid membership holders.

This shows me that my health is improving gradually, and I thank you all for your patience.

Insomnia has been keeping me up, but last night, I got almost 11.5 hours of sleep, I guess my body decided it was time to catch up.

I will start working around the house and doing simple chores while continuing my physical therapy, doctor's appointments, and caring for the kiddos more.

In the meantime, I will continue to write for American Mate, Incomplete, Breaking and Entering, and Reciprocal Synergy.

I will attempt to return to the weekly-ish updates of at least one story.

However, do not forget that those of you with a paid membership are allowed to:

Ask a Character a Question. Ask For Extended Scenes. Ask For Additional Scenes. Ask For Drabbles or One-Shots (like 'Was It Fate?')

Today and tomorrow, I will take a break from writing to give myself time to assess my physical abilities.

I am hoping to get rid of the walker this next week!

Thank you again for your support.

This is so hardcore truth. I started my first story (Breaking and Entering) for myself.

Then I started writing my second story (Reciprocal Synergy) after reading fanfics for the first time and stopped after no one paid any attention to it when I posted it on here and AO3.

After reading an amazing story by @yoongiofmine I got inspired to write another story (American Mate) which I was originally going to keep to myself because the online world already shot down one of my stories so why do it again but my oldest child said “so what do it for yourself” and I did.

Now American Mate has a full Taglist, I have a permanent tag list, had a reader request for a story (Was It Fate?), and have started a fourth story (Incomplete).

Write for yourself.

Enjoy what you wrote.

Somewhere out there someone else will match your freak.

Someone else will want to escape into your world.

Someone else needs to feel that support even from a character in a story on their electronic device.

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I’m begging you to write for yourself.

“But readers don’t like—“ who cares?

The only reader of your story that you should care about is yourself.

Do you like your story? Yes? Then it’s perfect.

Hi! i was wondering if i can be apart of your permanent taglist? I just love the ateez stories 🩷

Hello, dear reader!

I would be honored to add you to my permanent tag list! I will add you to all upcoming chapters for American Mate, Incomplete, and Reciprocal Synergery, which are my Fan Fiction, plus Breaking and Entering, my original story.

If you have yet to read any of the others or are missing out on some, check out my Library, which is pinned to my page!

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