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MESSAGE DELIVERED | pt.1
→ Pairing: Jungkook x Reader / Namjoon x Reader → Genre: fluff, smut, angst, humor → Words: 2,517 → Rated: NC-17 → Warnings: alcohol, language
→ Summary: A text message sent to the wrong number turns into a long lasting affair between two people completely opposite one another.
→ Note: This is an old thing and actually the first thing I wrote after the accident, and I decided to post it again because I kind of hold it close to my heart ? It’s not all going to be texts between the characters, but quite a lot of backstory and stuff the more we get into it. It’ll be told from both Y/N’s POV and Jungkook’s. Please enjoy! :)
Parts: 01 : interim : 02 : 03 : coming soon
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The first time you receive one it’s in the middle of the night.
At first you simply stir in your sleep, turning around as if that will somehow stop the annoying buzzing resounding from under your pillow. When it doesn’t, you grab the cursed device and flip it over in your hands, wondering whom of your stupid friends decided to be an excruciating pain in the ass this late.
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Thank you so much Sam for another amazing part. I love this series so much, and seeing the slow progression of their relationship. From the the added angst to the slow burn, all of this is really a treat. I can't wait to read what happens next!!!💕💕💕
hello from dr joon again !!! now my essays are done i jumped at the chance to visit this story again !!! i hope u enjoy this drabble, i am hoping to update this again within the next few days :) dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage au. fluff, maybe the tiniest bit of angst if u squint, plus the reader is kinda horny shirtless joon :D
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Ahh!! This is getting so good! I can't wait to see what happens next. Thank you so much Sam for uploading another part to this series. I love it so much 💕💕💕
helloooooo once again…dr joon is gracing us once more :) i hope ur liking this so far!! i am already at like part 7 of this, and i’m gonna be so sad when this story is over :( !!! though i don’t think that will be just yet!!! enjoy !!!! dr!joon + dr!reader, fluff…sexual tension….some sprinkles of angst :) joon’s lewk for this drabble is very much inspired by the king, grammys joon
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OMG the angst! The drama! I actually almost forgot that the mc was in a past relationship, so seeing Mark come back into her life again should be interesting. Ooohh and possibly seeing Namjoon jealous in the future?? Ah, I can’t wait until the next drabble update. Thank you so much Sam for this series!💕💕💕💕
dr!joon be back again wassup !!!!!!!!!!!!! to the anon that sent me a particular ask earlier (u will see when u read the end of this drabble) are u psychic how tf did u KNO THAT. hope u enjoy!!!!!! dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, lowkey angst……some lowkey very very lowkey pining
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The warmth of him was somewhat addictive, your own arms coming wind themselves around his waist, your eyes closing in pleasure, body moulded tightly against Namjoon’s. The heat of his both mixed with the scent of his cologne was too much, all of a sudden you never wanted to leave this space.
That last sentence hit hard😖! But I really enjoyed this part and Mark’s appearance. He seems like a nice guy which makes it harder to dislike him fully. Ooh! And the forehead kiss!! My heart. I can only imagine where things will go from here now that there are four variables in this relationship and the adoption taking place. (Also, can Agnes stop being a fly on the wall PLEASE!! She’s starting to make my head hurt and she’s going to end up ruining something! I can feel it😭).
Thank you Sam for another amazing part and I can’t wait until the next one.
wooo hello again!! sorry for my tiny break last night, i needed a moment to gather my thoughts surrounding the drabble series and to post something i was working on alongside this !! hope u enjoy this drabble :) dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, fluff, platonic cuddling, platonic forehead kisses….and finally, jealous!joon
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My face at the end of this part:😧
Wow!!! This was so good. I feel like with every part this series keeps getting better and better. And the suspense is greater. I never thought that I would enjoy this series as much as I do right now, but I can't help but to love it. Now all I'm thinking about is dad!namjoon carrying their child on his hip and giving them small high fives and gently taking their hand to wave it for strangers to tell them hi😭😭😭. I feel like I'm going ahead of myself but this is so exciting!!! And like always, I'm always ready (but my heart isn't) for the next part💕💕💕
i’m back lol. apparently i literally cannot stay away from dr!joon, and i feel like oc can relate :D i hope u enjoy this. as always i love ur feedback and i appreciate all the amazing things u have to say abt these drabbles. nothin inspires me more than ur feedback! dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, kinda angst…heavy pining……..joon is Annoying lmfao. also jealous!joon wink wonk :) i’m srry in advance lol
note: its 4:30 am. if u see spelling errors…u don’t :)
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And the way your eyes lit up when he talked about the book he was currently writing had him mirroring your smile. So rare was it for him to find someone to bounce his ideas off of that was genuinely interested in his work that, reclusive title forgotten, he somehow opened more than his door to you inside that hour.
Hi Kay!
I’ve been meaning to read your works for a while now, especially since you’ve been updating ‘Effleurer’ recently, but I’m really glad that I had the chance to read a piece of your work and write to you.
You write so maturely and you have such a strong grasp on emotions and imagery and the matter of just making people just...feel. It’s beautiful. More beautiful than I could ever put into words, but I just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate you and your storytelling. And even though it is far from winter weather, I still felt the essence of it within this story. Of comfort and home and the sweet smell of cinnamon and books. It’s a feeling like no other, but I’m very thankful that you were able to make me feel this way.
I loved the way you wrote Namjoon in this. A bit secluded, but piece by piece you see him beginning to come out of his shell, or nook, of his. This story was very entertaining to read and I just really admire you. Oh, and I also really loved this part:
You jumped a little when you heard the crunch on his steps in the nearby snow. And then you gave him that damn pretty smile of yours and he silently cursed himself for thinking he could withstand it.
This just felt so peaceful, like a weight was being lifted and you (and Namjoon) could just let out a sigh of relief.
Thank you so much again, Kay. I really enjoyed reading this piece and I know I’ll enjoy reading the others in store for me. Now I will go and make some hot chocolate and eat a cookie because of you. Sending you much love💕💕💕💕💕
good neighbor
Namjoon’s solitary tendencies versus the cookies. Spoiler: The cookies win.
Pairing: Namjoon x Female Reader
Genre: Writer!Namjoon; Fluff
Word Count: 700+
Part of the Playlist Drabble Challenge
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With Namjoon’s hand wrapped around your own, it was like the nerves melted from your body and were replaced with a warm glow that was hard to describe. It only intensified when you met his eyes, becoming lost in his gaze as all the pieces seemed to fall into place in your mind, heart thumping erratically against your ribs like it was trying to escape. With a shuddering sigh, you glanced down at where his thumb continued to set your skin on fire, sparking like fireworks, his voice deep and barely above a whisper when he said your name.
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SAM!! You can just do this to me😭I thought that I was ready when I read your warning but I obviously was NOT.
Joonie is a whole dad now and the reader is a mom and their baby is just so precious and cute🥺. And when Namjoon stopped in the store because he didn’t want to wake up their baby🥺🥺🥺🥺 I might have teared up alittle. But nothing hurt as painfully as the ending! Why can’t they just admit to their feelings?!?!?! I’m rooting for them though. And the fact that they have to share a bed now. (OMG another shirtless Joon??? Beginning on separate sides of the bed to only end up Cuddling at some point?!?!?!) The possibilities!!!
Oh my gosh I can’t wait until the next part. I love them so so much, so thank you so much Sam for ruining me.💕💕💕💕
[!] enter at ur own risk!!! baby x namjoon content up ahead !!! very dangerous !!!! could cause serious heart issues !!!!! dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, FLUFF !!! lots of pining and longing stares !!! enjoy:)
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He whispered a good night, his body twisting away from you, and you panicked, reaching out to grab his wrist. When he turned back to look at you, there was an odd look in his eye. A dangerous look that you thought would be best not to dwell on.
“Why don’t you sleep in your bed?” You whispered,
Will I always scream and cheer for this couple???? Of course!!!
Mama Kim knows what she’s doing and I’m here for it!!! Now it’s just the matter of just having Namjoon and the mc come to terms with their feelings and admit them before everything falls apart. And I know that it might be angsty before that happens but a girl can wish. Also, I really loved reading more about dad!joon. He’s so precious with their child and ughhh! My heart!
Thank you so so so very much Sam and I’ll always be ready for the next part even if my heart says otherwise.💕💕💕💕
im actually out of breath after writing this. so much pining…its painful…….so MUCH pining….i hope u enjoy :) dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, fluff, sexual tension…i talk abt shirtless joon again, its becoming a problem
note: i listened to the one by kodaline on repeat whilst writing this lmao
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Every time people said they were happy you had Namjoon, it just reminded you of the fact you didn’t really have him. Not in the way you wanted.
I knew that the angst train was coming, but I didn’t think that it would hit this hard and so soon. I'm yelling at Rose through the screen of my phone because WTF?!?!?! Why!!?!?! Is she jealous of them or something??? She's not sorry because if she was, she wouldn't have told in the first place😤
Thank you again Sam for this part. I feel like each drabble keeps getting better and better!💕💕💕
i’m sorry in advance… :) dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, some fluff, more sexual tension and….angst :(
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“Welcome home, YN.”
Is my heart complete mush right now??? Absolutely
To be honest, I’m not sure where to begin, so I’ll start at the beginning. I remember when I first read this story, I was heartbroken and teary-eyed within the first chapter. You get introduced to this main character who has gone through so much, who has experienced more pain than anyone should ever be faced with, and I felt for her. I just wanted to jump through my computer screen and hug her and make her some hot cocoa and let her know that everything would be okay. But she had Namjoon, who is absolutely the most endearing person and has the most beautiful soul, to do that for her.
As I continued on, it didn’t feel like I had to worry for her as much because I knew that she would be safe with Namjoon. He’s so perfect to her and he treats her like the finest china. He’s everything that she needed and I’m glad that he was there for her for all of those years, even as a friend. I’m also very thankful for all of her other friends as well who have helped and guided her to become the beautiful person she is now with all of her walls down.
There was such love in the caress and in his eyes, in the sort of soft smile he seemed to reserve strictly for you alone, that you knew the treasured way you felt in his presence would doubtlessly continue on, even when the two of you were getting along in years. The love in your heart grew even deeper if that was even possible when it already felt like a part of your very being, each breath feeling tied to cherishing the man before you more than you would’ve believed yourself capable of so many years ago when your pain had been so raw.
This part hit home for me because this is when I started to reflect back on everything, and seeing how things ended with their story is just so beautiful.
It honestly took me a while for me to muster up the courage and read this epilogue, but I’m glad that I did today. I’m happy that they have their own happy ending. So thank you Mint for writing this story and providing such a comfort in so many ways. Your writing is healing and in-depth and thoughtful, it just deserves all of the love and praise in the entire galaxy. Thank you again for making me so so happy, and I’ll forever be thankful for you and this story💕💕💕💕
Pairing: Namjoon/F!Reader
Summary: Failed relationships had become a very taxing sort of normal for you. After another boyfriend steps out of your life, much as all the rest before him, you considered just calling it quits where seeking love is concerned. At least until your longtime friend, Namjoon, confesses his hidden feelings and asks you to give him a chance.
The prospect of a relationship with a guy as wonderful as Joon would have had you over the moon were it not for the fear that your issues with physical intimacy would send him packing like every other guy you’ve dated prior.
But, maybe with Joon it might be different.
Chapter features/warnings: fluff, seriously so much fluff, YN loves Namjoon and her friends and they love her too, did I mention fluff? cause literally that’s what this whole epilogue is, interrupted sexy times that don’t get very far, references to sex, so much friendship, set up for Tongue-Tied/Volume.
Additional chapters: (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7) (8)
A/N: Well, this is it, guys. There will be drabbles in the future, but with this Safe With Me has officially come to a close. I am both happy and sad to end this series, but so glad to have finished it. This was my first BTS fic and it will forever hold such a special place in my heart.
So many of you reached out to me to say that this story made you happy, gave you hope, comforted you, and that means everything to me. I wish you all as healthy and accepting a relationship as what I did my best to portray in this series. Thank you for your comments, your likes, your reblogs, and for helping me to push on in completing a story that has meant so much to me.
Tag List: @ot74evr @crazyboutjooni @jurassicjimin @hatter-lost-in-the-maddness @propinqxity
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AHHH! I'm so so happy with the way things turned out, especially with the whole Rose situation. Now there is one less person to scream at 😂. And I'm so happy that they've finally admitted their feelings and said the 'L' word. Honestly the entire smut scene was so soft and loving and just true to them. You could tell how much they cared about each other then and I'm just so happy. I hope that they have a bit a peace now that they're together and that somehow things work out with Jinhae and the mc's job.
Thank you sooooo much for this Sam! This part really made my day💕💕
(m) yeah i’m not gna keep u waiting JSJGJH. dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, angst !! &….finally….smut, with sum fluff injected into there :)
note: songs i listened to during writing this were quit - cashmere cat feat. ariana grande, and god is a woman - ariana grande [slowed + reverbed]
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It is so light, teasing, barely there. He leaves you waiting, anticipation building as your whole self yearns to know his touch. Each breath is a ghost, haunting your imagination with unbidden promise, dragging arousal through your body with its own pulse.
Hi Jess!
I’m honestly surprised that I haven’t read one of your stories before, but I’m so very glad that I did now. I actually had this saved as a story that I wanted to read later, so reading it now made me realize that there was a hidden gem, this story and you, just waiting for me and I didn’t even know it yet.
I loved this fic. Like a lot. A lot more than I would have ever expected to be completely honest. You have such a good grasp on descriptions and scenery and emotions it’s utterly breathtaking. I LOVED Ami. She’s so funny and reminds me of a friend, and I feel like she’s the friend that everyone should have in their life. The way you described Namjoon’s apartment made me feel like I was actually viewing the space from the reader’s eyes. I know that that is technically how stories like these are supposed to be read, but this one felt different. It felt as if I were in the moment. As if I were to try hard enough, I could touch one of his bonsais or run my fingers across his books or just simply smell surrounding scents of that room or him. That was one of those moments where it didn’t feel like I had the hindrance of a cellphone screen blocking my path, and it was just so beautiful to read.
The way you write is so poetic and each and every word draws you closer. For example this part:
Everything about this moment has your nerves on edge, battling contrasting sensations in a way which makes you lightheaded. The air is cool, but his touch is warm. Your throat is parched, but you feel yourself growing wet in his embrace. Together you are silent, but the white noise of the air conditioner and the ruffling of Namjoon’s clothing against the sofa is deafening. His fingers snake through your hair, gently tugging at the roots as he deepens the kiss. The fire in his ministrations grounds you, and all distractions become a distant memory.
Ughhh!! I love this so much. Just the way your words are put so elegantly together and the juxtapositions between words that both show the contrast but are still able to make you feel connected are just wonderful. And I also really enjoyed the use of alliteration here:
With pupils blown and chin shining with your arousal, he is utterly devastating, deliciously disheveled.
It just shows the yearning and the desperation and the desire that Namjoon had and it made me get butterflies. It’s such a simple line, but complex and intricate and you were able to tell show much within these few words. That is truly a wonderful gift. I also really liked during the middle of the sex, it turned from this:
“Fuck,” you both hiss simultaneously before dissolving to laughter. His chuckles rumble through your body, quaking with a low vibration which only further dismantles you.
To this:
The power he exudes over you and the security you feel in his hold pushes you off the edge.
Even though they had just met, this part just felt so light and comfortable, yet it held an air of intimacy that is hard to come by during first times like this. For me, this was a really special moment because of that, and because it just showed more of their personalities and the way they are able to move together so fluidly. Enough to the point where she felt safe and secure, and it made me smile.
I was reading your author note at the end and I couldn’t help but be a little bit startled by the fact that this was your first BTS story because it was just done so well! I am amazed by you and your wonderful talent and I can’t wait to read more of your works Jess. I’m sending you lots of love💕💕💕💕
Alias
Pairing: Kim Namjoon X Reader
Summary: Your dating life is a mess and after one bad experience too many, you decide to take your friend’s advice: try casual. You can do casual, right? It just so happens that when you stop worrying about embarrassing yourself, you have the most mind-blowing encounter of your life. Non-idol AU.
Genre: Smut, fluff, and a little angst if you squint
Content Warnings: Mature sexual content, rough sex, oral sex (male and female receiving), choking
Word Count: 5.8K
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“You know, if our friendship was subject to the Bechdel test, it would fail in two minutes flat.”
“Sorry,” you said, though you hardly meant it. That was the nature of your friendship, after all.
“Don’t be. You know I feed off this shit.” It’s true. Your penchant for attracting strange and unstable men had become an ongoing source of entertainment by this point. Leave it to Ami to laugh at your dating mishaps rather than judge you harshly. It was part of the more extroverted woman’s charm, you thought, that she would accept eccentricities so enthusiastically, and find polite conversation irredeemably dull.
You took a large swig of your strawberry wine, cringing at the sweetness before setting the glass on your friend’s coffee table. Your feet curled beneath you on the sofa as you turned to face her, arms gesturing wildly. “He showed up at my work, Ami! We went on one date – ONE! We went out months ago, and he cyber stalked me.”
“Okay, first, he isn’t cyber stalking you. He’s stalk stalking you. Second, make your shit private. And stop accepting friend requests to be nice.”
“But…”
“No. No buts. You don’t owe these guys anything. Just because you go on one date doesn’t mean you have to be friends.”
You heaved a sigh, knowing that she’s right. She’s always right. “Fine.”
“Can I be real for a second?”
“I love how you act like ‘no’ is an option.”
“Fair,” she grinned. “Look, you keep going for guys that are desperate for a serious relationship. They just want that shit to happen instantly, and then they don’t understand when you don’t want that.”
“But I do!” You countered emphatically.
“Maybe, but not the same way,” Ami reasoned. “These guys are lonely and looking to settle down. You’re still playing the field. Maybe you want it to get serious later, but you want to build up to it, and they want it to happen instantly. I think you’re either leading them on or going for the wrong kind of guy. Try casual. Let casual happen.”
You wanted to argue, but she had a point. “I don’t know how to do casual.”
“Well, that stupid dating app is the wrong place to start,” she clarified.
“But I get to know them first! It’s safer.”
“No, you just think it’s safe. They could be lying. I mean, the trend so far is not promising…”
“Fine!” You huffed. “What would you do? Guide me, oh wise one.” You took another sip of wine. Disgusting. You silently wished her dating advice was better than her taste in drinks, or else you’d be miserable.
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Hi Kay hiii!!!
I honestly think that this piece was serendipitous for two reasons:
I actually went out to do some last-minute school shopping with a friend today, and we were going to go to Barnes & Nobel, but decided not to because it was going to close two minutes later
And two, I was actually getting ready to go to bed, but decided not to because this seemed really interesting and I wanted to read something light and fun before my first day of school. I’m really glad that I did read this btw
Putting this story in bullet points really made the flow of this story enjoyable. It’s quick and soothing and comforting, basically everything that this story holds, and I really think that this was a good move for it. I also really loved the characters: The reader’s wittiness and charms, Namjoon and his cheekiness, and Jimin being a playful and cute little devil. Everything just flowed so well and the fact that there’s so much personality in here and the whole breaking of the forth wall at the beginning really made this piece more intimate and soft and warm. Basically the epitome of how you described the coffee shop. And I really loved the back and forth in the dialogue while they were arguing, and the asides that basically showed how hot Namjoon was😂. It was charming and I found myself smiling alot.
Thank you for sharing this piece. And wow!! This is your first piece of writing?!?!?! It’s soooo good! Thank you again for sharing this and I can’t wait to read more of your works!!! Sending you lots and lots of love and luck for the school year💕💕💕💕💕
book it [knj]
⮕ summary: back to school shopping. two people. one book. what could go wrong? a lot of things, actually. but then again, some things could also go right.
⮕ pairing: kim namjoon x reader
⮕ genre: fluff, crack, angst, bookstore!au, college!au, a condensed version of enemies to lovers
⮕ word count: 3.9k
⮕ warnings: mild cursing, the slightest references to what happens at a frat party
⮕ a/n: okay first things first, aAAAHHHH dynamite came out! and it’s an absolute bop (and record breaker)! so i decided to post my very first piece of writing in celebration. and also, because it’s that time of year again, you know, back to school season (yay? idk), i decided to use that as the theme to this drabble. hope you guys enjoy! :-D
p.s. if you wanna talk to bookstore!namjoon or bookstore!y/n, feel free to do so here!
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After all, he was Kim Namjoon and you’d heard about all the ways he broke hearts. Never on purpose, fortunately, but with increasing frequency since you’d started running in the (surprisingly) same circles. He was as unattainable as the specialty imported chocolate on the top shelf of his parents’ bodega - always enticing but terribly out of reach.
I do not live anywhere close to a bodega, but if there was a Kim Namjoon there, I sure as hell would be going to one too! But really Erin, I honestly enjoyed this so much. It was a nice relief for me and to get me away from all of my classwork this semester. Reading a piece of yours feels so bright and comfortable. I feel so cozy whenever I read a story of yours because everything that you write feels so easy. I’m able to immediately see the scene from the eyes of the main character, feel their emotions, and this was no different.
He was cute in a way that snuck up on you, that you didn’t need reminding of but that presented itself at the strangest times.
This was honestly so spot on I had to lean back in my chair because WOW Erin! For me, I was able to feel and imagine so much, it was like a montage was running though my mind once I read this sentence. And here:
You decide in that moment - in your oversized boyfriend jeans and big sunglasses pushed up in your hair, with your absurd amount of goodies resting on the counter between you - that you want more of it. You want more of Kim Namjoon, even if you’re unravelling his mysteries as you go.
I’m sighing right now because I’m utterly in awe of you and your talent. You make writing feel so easy even though I know that it’s not. Especially with the scene of familiarity and home with a bodega because I understand how integral places like this may be for others. And I guess in a way Namjoon is the same. You’re able to implement details and imagery and just make everything feel so...real. I wish that there were better words to describe how I’m feeling based from this, but I hope that for now, this will suffice.
Thank you so very much Erin for this piece. I’ve only been following you for a little while but I can’t tell you how much I enjoy reading the stories that you have posted. I’m sending you lots and lots of love!!!💕💕💕💕
up all night.
inspiration: “i’m sorry I keep staring, but you’re really the hottest thing i’ve ever seen in my entire life and i don’t know what to do about it.”
i’ve never written for joon before so please don’t burn me at the stake! 🥺 this is dedicated to @sahmfanficbts and ty mucho to @salvejoon and @moonmintrails for reading through this for me 💖 part two will be forthcoming!
pairing. knj x f!reader. rating. general. tags. mc is a recreational drug user (nothing hard! just gummies!) and there’s mentions of like, boning and booze. but generally, just a warm n soft fluff piece. wc. 1.1k.
The neighbourhood bodega is your happy place.
It’s where you go when you’ve had a long day at the office and want to drown yourself in six different types of Ben & Jerry’s, the likes of which it always has in stock and in all the flavours you want (Cherry Garcia, Half Baked, Peanut Butter Cup). It’s where you go when you’re too lazy to make dinner and want to inhale a perfectly made, smooshed down deli sandwich piled high with all your favourite accoutrements. It’s where you’ve cried quietly, standing in the snack section after a terrible breakup. It’s also where you’ve, perhaps, spent too much money on beer after an impromptu decision to wake up with a pounding headache.
It’s somewhere that’s seen you grow up, from your shitty pre-teen days - when you’d had that godawful fringe and those ugly sneakers your parents had bought from the Super A Mart in Chinatown - all the way to now, with your slightly cuter shoes and significantly better hair. It’s watched you grow as much as your family has, a figurative presence in your life that’s shaped you through the years.
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He stares back at you, suddenly overwhelmed by how good this feels.
By how good it feels to be needed by you.
By how you in his shirt, in his apartment, in his life, makes total sense.
By how it feels like you belong here.
With him.
I feel like I’ve been holding back on reading this last part for the longest. I think though that it’s because of how in love I am with the characters and I didn’t want it to end. The story you created. The emotions you drove within me. And to be honest, I’m a bit emotional and teary-eyed as I’m writing this, but I’m very thankful for you and your kindness and the fact that you share these amazing stories with us.
This final part was amazing and I loved that Namjoon finally got it together, with the help of his sister, to go for what he wanted and stop sending mixed signals. I also really enjoyed that he wanted to “do this the right way” and that was just so precious. The smut scene as well was nice. It was soft and sexy and loving, and just something that represented them and who they are inside.
I wish I had more words to express what I’m feeling, but you seem to be better at that than I am😅. But from the bottom of my heart, I am truly and forever will be grateful for everything that you’ve written, all of the conversations we’ve had even though few, and just the fact that you’re here on a space where I can continuously send my love to you. So like always, I’m sending you my entire heart. Thank you Ana for everything. 💕💕💕💕💕
Edit: P.S.-I just finished reading the epilogue that you posted on AO3 and oh my goodness😢🥺My heart is so soft. That was SO FLUFFY OML!!!!! I’m so happy that they were able to find their happiness and start a family together. They deserve the best and so do you🥺💕
guilty | knj x reader | final chapter: is something burning?
summary: as the man at the top, kim namjoon has almost everything he wants. almost. could a familiar face from the past change his future?
pairing: namjoon x reader
genre: mafia AU, pining, SMUT WARNINGS APPLY in this chapter sorry i’m yelling stressed!joon, sweaty!joon, sober!joon all make an appearance
rating: 18+
word count: 7.9K
notes: okay, so i stressed a bit about this chapter. i got really in my head over it, but i hope it ends in a way that’s satisfying to all of you guys. i’ve heard from some of the most amazing readers about this story – i appreciate you all so much and i’d love to hear from you about how you feel about the ending.
special love to the best beta hands down periodt amen @hobi-gif, the lady who inspired it all with her adorable brand of namjoon thirst @sahmfanficbts, and three people who mean the world to me point blank period @ladyartemesia @ppersonna @taetaewonderland
this fic is a continuation of the Guarded Series but can be read as a standalone piece.
Chapter 01 | 02 | 03
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There’s this thing that happens when you’re getting over a cold.
Slowly – as your breathing returns to normal – you can taste again. Your head clears and your senses come back to life and you savor everything you eat like it’s the best thing you’ve ever had. Your appetite returns.
And all at once, you are starving.
That’s what it’s like after Namjoon touches you.
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"...You’re my family, nothing about you can ever disappoint me,”
I honestly can’t believe that this is the end. Keeping Things Simple and the rest of this series has made me so so happy. I loved getting notifications for a new chapter update, sometimes during the middle of the night too, and staying up just to read that one part to go back asleep again with a smile.
Seeing the end of this series is bittersweet, but more sweet than anything else. I’m so glad that Namjoon and the m.c. were able to find their happiness together and amongst one another, and with Jinhae. I’m happy that she was able to get her job back and get pregnant. I guess that Mark wasn’t the one with the ✨magic cum✨. Those two really are soulmates😂.
Anyways, thank you so so so so soooooo much Sam for always putting a smile on my face with not only this series, but other stories that you have written. I’m going to miss these characters so much, but thank you for making my heart feel at ease. I’m sending you my love!💕💕💕💕
omg i’m so sad :( time to say goodbye to dr joon :( well…not completely. obviously like with aaos, i will be only too happy to revisit this story with epilogue drabbles !!!!! but i do want to thank everyone who has followed this story and sent so so much love, i really am overwhelmed by the love this and aaos recieved, i can never ever get over it lmao !!! thank u!!! dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, fluff !!! and more fluff !!! with extra fluff !!!!
note: if u see spelling errors…pretend u don’t :)
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Your hands run over his chiseled torso to feel the uneven flesh beneath your fingertips. Years of training, of fights both won and lost, of facing opponents with a lust for blood, have hardened him, left a mosaic of scars in their wake to mark and maim the bronze canvas. He hides them behind a mural of art. Blots out the ever-present reminders of the choices he’s made in a storm of black and grey.
He is ashamed.
But to you, he is beautiful.
Hi Kiki! First, before I say anything else, I would like to say that you are so damn amazing and I am completely in awe of you. I’ve had this story sitting in my to-read list for what feels like the longest, but I can’t tell you how glad I am to finally have some free time to sit down and read this. I honestly don’t know what I was expecting when I pressed the ‘Keep reading’ but it certainly was not this masterpiece. You completely blew my expectations out of the water and sent my heart to the highest of heavens, and I am completely and utterly grateful for you and your talent here.
The way you began this story was so picturesque, and it felt like you set up the tone so well. I’m not sure why, but I kept imagining this blue-grey haze as I continued reading. It’s most likely because of the header (good job Ana/ @xjoonchildx), but this story was so incredibly vivid.
He is tense beneath your lips, but he always is, carrying his burdens on broken bones.
This line was so dark for me to read, but also very and poetic. It's a strange sensation to feel after reading that line because it's like a light in the darkness and you're not sure if you should go toward it or continue to surrender and swim in it, but it’s beautiful in a way. Like Yin-Yang. That’s how I feel when I think about the surface versus reading deeply. The way your writing is so bright and refreshing in contrast to this world is truly astonishing.
He’s not ok, a fact you both know. He hasn’t slept much since his last match, a brutal victory against a vengeful competitor. That night, you had nursed his wounds with steady hands, whispered words of reassurance into his ear, stripped his emotions bare until he was sobbing into your chest.
He’s not a monster. He’s not evil. He’s just surviving. But barely. And that’s why you always ask.
Now that I’m rereading this line, it’s hitting a bit stronger in my chest now in comparison to the first time I read this. I think this is the first time that you really begin to see the depths of their relationship and how impactful this job is for both of them. It’s beautifully tragic, but I’m glad that they have each other to have and to hold during these trying times. My heart is also swelling a bit more just because of the rawness between them. It’s unlike anything I’ve seen before and it’s bit overwhelming to see how much love they have for each other, but it’s oh so beautiful.
But the underground is lawless, and you know he doesn’t have a choice. Debts, loyalties, threats… all cruel dictators of the life Namjoon’s been forced to lead. And lead it he will, as long as you are living and breathing beside him. As long as you are there to rebuild him when he crumbles.
This part honestly took my breath away. I could feel the pain, but it’s that same pain that keeps urging them to fight both together and for one another (this sounds so cheesy I'm sorry), but I think that by knowing this, you can see why it’s so easy for them to love each other and I think that is their own dichotomy.
But on nights like tonight, between matches, in the wake of training, he likes to be teased. Likes you to drag out his pleasure, because it reminds him he is still alive. Still capable of feeling something good. Still worthy of something good, even with a line of broken bodies trailing his own battered soul.
Oh god, this was just too beautiful. I really have nothing much to say after that, but...wow.
“You deserve me, Namjoon. You deserve the whole world.”
I think it was at this point where my eyes began to water just a tad because of how vulnerable you see Namjoon start to become. All of his fears and doubts coming to the surface during such an intimate time is really earthshattering in my eyes, but I love how the main character is able to pull him back together and comfort him. Piece by piece.
You found the boy beneath the man, and you want to give him the world.
You wish some things were different. But not him.
You saved me from myself.
Annnddd...there's the tear.
My heart hurts. Everything was so beautiful, even more than anything that I could ever imagine. I love this. And I'm so in love with your writing it's absolutely ridiculous. Thank you so much Kiki for making my day. I really needed this, and this story and your words were the perfect antidote. Thank you again, Kiki. Truly. I’m so grateful for you. I’m sending you my love.💕💕💕
Dichotomy [M]
Author uhgood-dooghu
Pairing Underground Fighter!Namjoon x Reader
Summary He doesn’t want this life. But it’s the hand he’s been dealt. He is falling, but you are his safety net.
Genre Smut, angst, fluff, marriage!au, very loosely inspired by the film Southpaw, porn with a splash of plot
Warnings Unprotected marital sex, nipple play, nipple orgasm, oral (male and brief female), consensual possessiveness, Namjoon has tattoos, mentions of violence, lots of love, lots of angst, some cracky fluff if you squint, they’re very in love, they have a kid, they’re dealing with a lot of shit
Word Count 4.1k
a/n Banner by @xjoonchildx who singlehandedly gave me more confidence in my writing in 10 minutes than anyone has given me in like…10 years (so yeah, not to be dramatic but I kind of love you 🙈)
Dichotomy . . Trouvaille . . Redemancy
Cross-posted to AO3
“You still up for me, tiger?”
From his spot reclined against the pillows, Namjoon cocks his head, tired eyes narrowing into a smirk when he finds you leaning against the closet door frame. Sky blue silk hangs loosely off your shoulder, revealing the sheer bodysuit gracing your curves. You quirk an eyebrow and grin as your husband’s darkened eyes roam your body and linger on the deep v between your breasts, cream tulle contoured seamlessly to your hardened nipples. With a lick of his lips, he folds his arms behind his head.
“I don’t know, baby. Why don’t you come find out?”
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“Namjoon.” You shift on your feet. “Will I see you around?”
There is a twinkle in your eye, an intrigue he can’t quite place but ensnares him completely. It is then that he feels the slight shift in the air, the unexplainable pull in his gut, and he knows with a resigned awareness that this is far from the end.
“I think you will.”
Oh my goodness! I didn’t realize that there was another part to this series until I checked again and...wow. Wow wow wow wow WOW. One thing that is admirable about you Kiki is how you are able to weave and string so much into only a few words. Because for seven minutes, you made me feel like I was actually there, witnessing the first interaction between two people who would later forever be fated together. I am completely awestruck and I’m giving you the highest of praise right now because you too turned my darkened day into bright lights and I’m forever grateful Kiki.
Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. Sincerely and truly Kiki. I’m giving you my heart. 💕
Trouvaille
Author uhgood-dooghu
Pairing Underground Fighter!Namjoon x Reader
Summary He met you with blood on his hands. You didn’t even flinch.
Genre Angst, fight club!au not the movie, the concept, part of the Dichotomy universe
Warnings Mentions of violence, mentions of blood, dark & troubled Namjoon
Word Count 1.5k
a/n This takes place about ten years before Dichotomy, and Namjoon & OC are roughly 21-22 years old.
Dichotomy . . Trouvaille . . Redemancy
It’s at 11:38 PM on a Tuesday night that Namjoon realizes he’s fucked.
It doesn’t matter that he won The Fight. It doesn’t matter that he raked in a hundred grand off the back of a dying opponent. It doesn’t matter that every illegal fighter in a fifty mile radius now knows his name and the man who created him.
It doesn’t matter, because he asked for an out and caught a brass knuckle to the jaw. It doesn’t matter, because he nursed the bloody gash with nothing but his fingers as threats battered him into the concrete below his feet. It doesn’t matter, because for the first time, he understands what it means to feel powerless.
He’s fucked at 11:38 PM on a Tuesday night, and all he wants is a cigarette.
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