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the camera focusing on Kendall at the end of Shiv's sentence when she says Logan was hard on women and "couldn't hold a whole woman in his head" right after we saw Kendall eulogize Logan as having "created" his three children to the erasure of his own mother (also noted by the camera focusing on Caroline's reaction). and right after we saw Kendall threaten Rava and intimidate his kids and make moves to take the kids from her. and right after we saw him attack Jess and call her stupid for wanting to quit and blaming her for telling him on the day of his dad's funeral when he's the one who made her tell him that day. and right after we saw him help try to steal an election for a fascist who undoubtedly as part of his platform wants to criminalize women's bodily autonomy (one of the reasons Jess wants to quit).......... goddamn. the cycle of abuse and the father-to-son inheritance of refusing to even conceptualize that women are real.
Ever heard of one night love??? Yeah I reckon I just had my first one night love. So painful, my limbs are giving up. Can't talk about it, cry about it, bcos it was just for one day. And now he's gone, and suddenly everything has red in it, and it's worthless all again. (One night love is not sex... it's just two people confessing and loving each other for just one night).
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This has been my day
I know how bad this feels. I too have been in these feels for so long.
My mum and sister also watched these dramas with me but its not the same loke to have some friends with whom you can discuss. Like I have one friend who knows but rarely watched more than The Untamed. And its so bad that theirs literally no Wang Yibo ff with an oc. Loke don't get me wrong I love Love Love Xiao Zhan too but we also need some break through and Fanfics have been IT for me. It's so DIFFICULT when there aren't even ffs for these.
The best feeling in the entire world is sharing something you love with someone you love and having them grow to appreciate it too
The worst feeling in the entire world is getting into a new interest and realizing that there's no online community for it and none of your friends/family are into it and you feel SO ALONE and trapped in your love for this new thing that means the world to you and you try so hard to convince people because it's so great but nobody listens and it's just really lonely and upsetting okay I clearly have some deep seated issues on this subject my bad
Death could not defy my devotion too you
getting in the bath/shower with fresh sh is the most excruciating pain ever