I Want To Disappear - Tumblr Posts
Social Anxiety things
Been looking forward to go to a festival
Now I am stuck thinking of excuses to cancel
Social Anxiety things
Been looking forward to go to a festival
Now I am stuck thinking of excuses to cancel
Social Anxiety things
Been looking forward to go to a festival
Now I am stuck thinking of excuses to cancel
Social Anxiety things
Been looking forward to go to a festival
Now I am stuck thinking of excuses to cancel
Social Anxiety things
Been looking forward to go to a festival
Now I am stuck thinking of excuses to cancel
I'm in that state that I want to go ice skating at 11pm in the summer even though I am not so good at skating....
I just want to slide on the ice....
I don't know why but I feel it will calm me down so good.....
I wanna disappear
Projects suck
Currently doing an art project. I don't like it.
Idk but i love sad thoughts, crying and emotional things. When I'm feeling fine, i find myself searching for sad things to make myself cry. But now, i feel like I'm stucked with the feeling that i dont wanna exist anymore. I missed the times where i wake up in the morning with a happy mind and thinking about having a productive day (turns out to be a not-so-productive-day) and then now, i feel like i don't want to get up on my bed anymore, my head is heavy, im tired even after waking up and so many unpleasant feelings, i lost interest on my hobbies like painting, drawing, and listening to music. I don't know what im gonna do next.
P.s sorry for any wrong grammar🙂
i would like to buy a one way ticket to korea, ny or any other country, escape from poland and start a new, maybe better life
does anyone have any suggestions?
a snippet from issue 1 of the blugg newspaper
Living with Clinical Depression sucks. You want to live and enjoy your life, but you are also constantly tired to do anything. To go out, to hang out with friends, to have a family dinner, to fucking move and sometimes... you are just freaking exhausted to only breathe...
I want this tiredness and heavyness to go away, so I can start LIVING my life. Not just survive through time.
~becomes clown~
I'm so tired.... If I fall asleep, I might not ever wake up...
It's just a dream
This hit like a truck, same w/ my dad too
your girlhood being tainted by the unstable and barely existant bond that you have with your mother is the worst
When the manic episode wears off and you have the sudden urge to completely disappear and be forgotten so you could have a fresh start somewhere else where no one knows you is something I feel like I’ll never escape.
