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DON'T LET ME LOVE YOU | Chapter 2
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When the clock turned from PM to AM, it was time for your demons to run loose.
You uncaged them and allowed them to say whatever the fuck they wanted into your ears. Sometimes they would be so mean, whispering things to remind you of what a terrible human being you were, and you let them. You knew you deserved that punishment every once in a while for everything you had done with complete disregard for anything other than yourself.
Some other times, however, they would just sit next to you and relentlessly tempt you. Persuade you into doing things you knew were wrong by an average person’s moral compass. Then again, you were no average person, and your compass was long broken, so you let them coax you, cajole you into turning into an absolute menace. To society, to the people around you.
To yourself.
Much like that night as you were wrapped in a blanket on the swing on your balcony with your peach vodka in your hand.
The cold, delicious drink was awfully reminiscent of Chris. So sweet. Refreshing. You fucking knew it needed to be consumed in moderation, but the buzz wouldn’t even set in until you downed a couple of glasses, conveniently giving you the false impression that there wasn’t even any alcohol in it. You would only realize you were completely smashed when you attempted to get up, and by then it would already be too late.
There you were, on your balcony, wrapped in your blanket, thinking about Chris again. You were never not thinking about Chris.
It was a terrifying thing to notice, but ever since the dinner party at his place, something had shifted inside you. You wished you were making it up, but you knew something had changed for him, too.
You darted your eyes from the tar-like night sky to your phone when you heard the notification sound.
Chris I can’t stop thinking about you How the fuck am I supposed to go back now that I know what your skin on mine feels like?
No ‘Hey’, no greeting, nothing—he just got straight to the point. Little did he know, you were pondering the exact same thing while very much drunk. You weren’t even sure if you were drunk on the vodka or Chris at this point, and it was driving you insane that you didn’t know why this was happening to you. He could have very well been a patron in one of the clubs you used to dance at. Would you feel this intensely about him then, too?
You Who says you need to go back? Chris I’m serious You So am I Chris [Typing…] Then where do we go from here?
Where would you go from here? You had already crossed a line, and it seemed like both of you had picked up an instant addiction. To be fair, it was most likely a very strong infatuation for both of you. Maybe it was the fact that he was taken. Maybe it had been just too long since someone else made him cum. And maybe things just got lost in translation afterwards.
Then why the fuck were you instantly excited just thinking about him?
You Are you familiar with the term ‘free use’ Dr. Bang? Chris As in [Typing…] With benefits? You All the benefits you can think of I think we both know your stroker can’t make you cum as hard as I can Just come over whenever you wanna blow off some steam Chris [Typing…] Can I come over right now?
What?
At this hour? Was Casey away? You were already trapped between the blurry lines of tipsy and drunk; you wouldn’t even be able to live up to the expectations you set for yourself.
But you really, really, really wanted to see Chris. Everybody had a weakness, and maybe he had become yours.
You Sure
In about thirty seconds, you heard a faint knock on your door. You almost trampled yourself on the way over how excited you were. You were acutely aware of how ridiculous it was for you to feel this way, but still…
When you opened the door and locked eyes with Chris, neither of you said anything for five seconds. Seeing him in the flesh felt like a cold splash of water on your face, and for some reason, he looked like he instantly came to his senses, as well.
“I have no fucking clue what I was thinking. This looks really bad I know, I swear I’m not actually like this. I just…” Chris let out a defeated sigh, “I really wanted to see you.”
The feeling in the pit of your stomach shapeshifted all of a sudden. You were overcome with an intense surge of affection and endearment towards him.
“I know,” you spoke with a smile.
Chris could be many things, but one thing he wasn’t was a bad person. He wasn’t like you. He wasn’t like most people you had known for that matter. He was a human being with flaws, but you knew his heart was in the right place.
Because he was not like you.
“Just so you know, the benefits involve unlimited talking privileges,” you flashed your car keys at him, “How about we go for a drive instead?”
He broke into a smile and nodded. Meanwhile, you grabbed your jacket and handed your keys to him.
“You’re driving,” you instructed him while closing your front door, “Can we stop by a drive-thru? I need me some trash food to sober up.”
You didn’t even give a damn if you were seen or not. If anybody fucking asked, you just called a friend to take you to your beloved burgers because you were in no state to drive by yourself and the damn place wouldn’t deliver at this hour. End of story.
You cruised on the empty streets for a while. With your head resting on the passenger seat window, you watched Chris’ silhouette as he drove with all his attention on the road. Neither of you talked, but the silence wasn’t awkward. It was needed, actually; it enveloped the two of you in a soothing bubble of serenity. Judging by the way he was comfortably sprawled behind the steering wheel rather than assuming his usual tense posture, Chris seemed to be able to breathe easy. It put a smile on your face.
“Do you really know five languages?” Chris asked in the parking lot before munching on his burger. You looked at him with a judgmental ‘I beg your fucking pardon?’ look while slurping on your drink, and responded.
“多分。”
“Was that Japanese?”
“Yyyup.”
He let out a very entertained giggle and continued his questions like he was interviewing you.
“So what are your favorite places around here so far?”
“Librerías y papelerías. Son muy bonitas.”
“How did you even decide on which languages to study for?”
“Qui cherche, trouve, chéri.”
“Not gonna lie, I’m a little turned on right now.”
“야 그만해라.”
His giggles turned into their final and most devastating form, and you laughed along with him. At that empty parking lot, Chris felt like he was making his first genuine connection with someone after what seemed like several forevers. For once, there was no hidden agenda to be in his good graces. No underhanded motive. Nothing about money, power, influence, or whatever the fuck else these people loved around here. Just two people enjoying each other’s company, talking about the most random things they could think of while scarfing down burgers and driving back home at some godforsaken time of the night.
All this time you two were alone. You could have done things if one of you so much as insinuated something, but you didn’t even kiss. It felt like both of you were in dire need of something much more humane than an animalistic impulse.
And it felt nice for a change.
“Whenever you wanna blow off steam,” you quietly uttered as Chris was about to leave, having considerably sobered up by then, “Just talk to me, okay?”
He gave you a smiling nod and made his way back to his own prison. Talk to you. Talking to you was the easiest thing in the world.
One trip to some fast food joint at 2 AM. That was all it took for you both to form a new habit.
Your night drives with Chris became somewhat regular. Granted, you had much more ulterior motives when you first brought up free use, but this version seemed to be just as nice. One of you would shoot a text to the other, you would meet, and drive to some parking lot to grab a bite, watch the sea, or just talk. That confined space of your vehicles turned into somewhat of a bootleg therapist’s office where you got a little bit closer to each other every time. You were both a little too experienced with reading between the lines, so no excruciating details needed to be depicted. You talked about your love for thistles. He talked about growing up with his grandmother, and how he decided to leave the country for good no postcards from his mom later.
“Is there a reason you came to Sunderland specifically?”
“The commercials looked really nice,” you shrugged, “I’ve always been a nomad. Wanted to take a stab at settling down by myself for a change. My ex husband didn’t seem to understand the concept very well.”
“Your… your ex husband?”
“I used to be married.”
Even though his eyes spelled “Really?” he didn’t say anything out loud.
You were sort of baiting Chris with moderately outrageous facts about yourself to assess his reactions. Just to confirm whether your intuition about him was true. He was never once judgemental like the most people populating this town. He didn’t shame you. Didn’t break into monologues about morals, or doing the right thing, or whatever. Even when you told him what you used to do for a living.
You were lowkey hoping he would do or say something to disappoint you because otherwise…
“Well, you gotta do what you gotta do to survive,” he shrugged instead, “Don’t expect the people here to understand you, though, because they can’t.”
The first commandment of being a nomad was not to get attached. To anything. Anywhere. Anyone. All you did so far was rental exchanges with strangers for your own entertainment, pleasure, or personal gains, and that was it. You didn’t give a fuck about the other person because you were only supposed to look out for yourself. It had always been that way.
That was exactly why connecting with Chris to this extent made you panic for your dear life because you didn’t know what you were capable of doing if you actually fell for someone. You were trying your hardest to tread with caution, but it felt like trying to find your way in pitch-black darkness by only touching the things around you, not knowing what they were or where you were even going.
One night as you were on a quest for the donuts he wouldn’t shut up about, Chris went on and on and on about the beaches back home. The way he talked about it like a kid on a sugar high endeared the crap out of you. With each word he uttered, you felt something swell in your chest.
Something was indeed happening to you, and you fucking hated that feeling.
“Damn, man, did the Ministry of Tourism commission you to be their ambassador or something?”
“I wish,” he widened his eyes, “That would have been the dream. I love the sea.”
“You surf?”
“I used to.”
“What else do you like?”
“I mean… donuts,” he held up the half-bitten piece of pastry in his hand. You giggled.
“What do you hate then?”
As he was swallowing his bite, Chris creased his brows. He took a long while to come up with an answer, but he was still empty-handed by the end of it.
“No one’s ever asked me that question before.”
“How about I go first then?” you shifted in your seat, “For example, I hate olives.”
“Oh,” he quickly scanned the index of his strong dislikes, “In that case, I hate pineapples in my burger.”
“What the hell do you have against pineapples? They’re delicious!”
“Hey, I’m a pineapple juice lover, okay?” he dramatically emphasized, “There are some things you just should not put in your food is all I’m saying.”
“Fair enough,” you punctuated the pseudo-argument with a smile.
After his laughter faded, Chris’ aura changed colors. He looked way too somber all of a sudden and put the donut back into the box, seemingly having lost his appetite. You examined his face trying to understand what was wrong, but before you could even ask a question, the words spilled from his lips on their own.
“I hate that I have to pretend.”
You grabbed the box, shoved it into the glove compartment, and scooted a little closer to him. You held his chin and turned his face towards yours to look into his eyes.
“Pretend what?”
He finally locked his eyes with you and responded in a tone stuck between angry and sad.
“That I don’t hate things.”
“If you don’t mind me observing,” you rolled the words in your mouth for a little while and finally spat them out, “You’re not sleeping with your wife, are you?”
The only reply you received was a silent shake of the head as he was looking away.
“Because?”
Chris heavily exhaled and leaned into his seat.
“You can’t really bring yourself to touch someone you detest with your entire being.”
“Then why are you even married to this person?” you questioned, “Unhappy people getting a divorce is not unheard of, you know?”
“I can’t.”
“Why not?”
He brokenly smiled and turned to his right to look at you so that you knew how sincere his wish was.
“I really hope I can tell you someday.”
You reflected his broken smile back at him and wiped the Bavarian cream clinging to the corner of his mouth. Chris inadvertently flinched when you touched him out of the blue and immediately sat up straight.
“I– I don’t think you understand my frustration levels,” he cleared his throat, “I’m one minor contact away from having an accident, so please…”
You chuckled, “If you’re one minor contact away, how do you deal with your clients every day?”
“You know the profile of my clientele, right?”
“Oh, come on! Surely some hot piece of ass walks into your office every once in a while to rejuvenate her vagina or something.”
“I mean, occasionally, yeah,” he spoke matter-of-factly, “But they’re my patients. I’m not attracted to them.”
“You have a type?”
Chris couldn’t help his smile at your incessant mischievous questioning with that grin slapped on your face, and brazenly responded.
“Yes, I do.”
Only silence ensued as he was looking at you intently. After several seconds, you pointed your finger at yourself questioningly, and when he nodded, you bust out a cackle.
“So you like ‘em flirty and promiscuous.”
“No, I like ‘em fearless and dangerous.”
Your mutual giggling eventually died down, and you were just looking at one another, attentively examining the little details on each other’s faces. His eyes eventually darted to your lips, reminding him of what they looked like wrapped around him not too long ago, and he felt a warm sensation rapidly spread in the pit of his stomach.
Goddammit…
He was doing so fucking well up until that moment. Chris was beyond frustrated, not because he didn’t get laid, but because he couldn’t touch you. Sexting or masturbating to you wasn’t enough anymore. Feeling you just once wasn’t enough. It hadn’t been enough for quite some time. He needed to fuck you. He needed to fuck you right here right now. Hard. Fast. Sloppy. Into his backseat. Fuck you until you fogged all the windows of his car. Choke you until you begged for some air. Grope you until you had bruises on you in the exact shape of his fingerprints. Kiss you until your skin was healed. Finger you until your eyes rolled back. Eat your pussy until you arched into his mouth. If only he wasn’t able to smell how wet you were between your legs because now that he could, it was getting way too hard to restrain himself with each passing second.
Just why the fuck did your scent have to be so… fucking… delicious?!?!
He closed his eyes, licked his lips, and took a very deep breath to seemingly calm himself, which was to no avail because as much as he was able to sense you, you were able to notice the strain under his pants, too. You scooted even closer to him and placed your hand on his thigh to gently caress it.
“Should I take this as a compliment then?”
Chris was embarrassingly hard already, and your touch was not helping his situation at all. Why, yes, you should take that as a goddamn compliment because were you even aware how many times he had to touch himself in a single day because of you?
“Please…”
You weren’t able to hold back anymore either. Once the spark from that match was alive, there was no turning back. It immediately turned into an uncontainable fire. You leaned into his reddening ear which looked like smoke was about to come out of it any second now.
“I want you, Chris.”
“Please,” he couldn’t dare open his eyes, “Don’t… Don’t prey on my weakness like that.”
But how could you not when he specifically told you not to in that desperate voice of his? Having had a knack for languages for so long, you knew exactly what that translated into.
Keep going and I will not take any responsibility for what happens.
“Your weakness?” you started sliding your hand up his thigh, “Is that what you call being touch-starved?”
“No, it’s– it’s you,” he thickly gulped, “Please.”
His words said Have mercy, but the fine print said something else. If you stopped right then and there, he was probably going to go back home and wreck everything in his garage into a pile of debris out of sheer frustration. Then wouldn’t having mercy be the complete opposite of what his lips were saying?
“I want you bad,” you placed a kiss on his earlobe, “I know you want me, too.”
“Please.”
You brushed your nose on his cheek, and when you spoke against his skin, your warm breath carried your words right to the pit of his stomach.
“You keep thinking about us, too, don’t you?” you loosened the button of his jeans, “You touch yourself to how incredible it felt in my mouth, don’t you handsome?”
“Please!”
“It’s just you and me. Just two people who deliriously want each other. Nothing more, nothing less.”
And when you finally touched his neck and whispered loudly in his ear with that much air—
“Fuck me, gorgeous.”
“ENOUGH!”
Chris jolted in his seat like he was electrocuted and grabbed your face.
“I’m fucking done with your teasing.”
Ironically enough, your first kiss came way later than the first time you made him cum. It was a kiss. A goddamn kiss, but by god, you had never experienced something this erotically charged before. The way he kissed you felt like he was trying to invade the void in your soul. When you touched his torso under his shirt, you almost charred your skin for his temperature was a million degrees. You were scared he was going to suffer a seizure or something due to acute fever.
“God, you’re so fucking hot. Who the fuck told you to be this fucking hot?”
Chris lowered your seat all the way back with one pull of a lever, and you started stripping each other a little too roughly like your life was at stake. He actually managed to rip off several buttons of your shirt and tore the lace of your bra, immediately latching himself to your nipples on sight. He was way too enthused for his own good, and you could feel him gently biting on the pebbled skin while getting rid of your pants in the meantime.
Why the fuck did you love getting tossed around by him this much?
“I want you,” Chris breathed into your neck, “Endlessly.”
You’d had your fair share of steamy encounters. Well, you’d had a lot of people’s share of steamy encounters for that matter, but you were aware of what those entailed. Both parties were always a placeholder. Temporary. Disposable.
Nobody had ever wanted you before.
“Gosh, you’re soaked,” Chris brought his thumb dangerously close to your clit and ogled you with his lips parted.
You were so goddamn slippery and on edge that the way he kept denying you contact annoyed the shit out of you. When you attempted to buck your hips for a little bit of friction, he groped your thighs and pinned you down.
“Behave.”
Sunkissed friendly guys who would get you soaked just with their filthy mouths.
Well-behaved guys who were into kinky shit behind closed doors.
Considerate guys who would mark their girls in their beds.
Laid-back guys who fucking lost their shit when someone else touched what was theirs.
Turns out, Chris was one of them.
“Don’t fucking act like you don’t wanna bury your face there,” you grabbed his wrists, “Now I’m gonna soak you.”
With one quick reflex, you straddled him and started grinding your clit against his rock hard cock. A throaty groan ripped from his throat. You felt him grope your ass as he made out with your neck. He was gasping for air against your skin. You inadvertently moaned when he landed a spank on your hips. The moment you locked eyes with him again, you saw how content he was with your reaction, biting on his lips with a twisted smile.
“God, you’re into some messed up stuff, aren’t you?”
“What are you gonna do if I am?” Chris shoved his fingers into your mouth, “Do you mind if I use this real quick?”
He loved the way you started swirling your tongue around his fingers, letting out sharp exhales each time you sucked on them. The deeper you took them in your mouth, the louder he moaned.
“I wanna do so many things to you,” you pressed your forehead against his.
“Do fucking everything to me.”
“You said everything,” you slithered your hands behind his nape, “No takebacks.”
“But I can’t wait that long.”
“Fucking use me. I know you’re sick of it,” you grabbed him by his neck, “Eat me alive.”
“Stop talking like that!” he grunted almost in the form of a whine. Meanwhile, you just shamelessly grinned at him.
“Why? Because treating me like a cumdump is disrespectful?”
“STOP!”
He turned you around in his lap, aligned his leaking length with your entrance, and pressed you closer to him so that your back was flush against his chest.
“Sit on it,” he firmly instructed you, “I wanna disappear into you.”
As you lowered yourself, Chris also pushed you down from your thighs, and you almost imploded for the sensation was way too overwhelming.
“Fucking—!”
“I can feel how creamy you are on my cock, fucking christ,” he rested one hand on your breast and spread your thighs further apart with the other, “Ain’t no way I’m not cumming inside.”
Chris felt fucking incredible inside you. He was pounding into you so hard and fast that pornographically sloppy sounds accompanied the echo of both your moans in the car.
“How does it feel sitting on me? As good as you imagined?”
“Fucking better.”
“Feel every inch,” he kissed your neck, “Every… fucking… inch. You did this to me.”
You threw your arm behind you to hold onto his nape and rested your head on his shoulder. Not too long after, he started rubbing your clit with his wet fingers while marking hickeys on your neck.
“Harder! I said eat me alive.”
“The fuck are you doing to me?”
He started thrusting into you with sharper movements, and when you started contracting, it basically spelled his impending doom.
“Don’t clench. Don’t… clench!”
“But I’m gonna.”
“Don’t— FUCK!!!”
Chris barely lasted five minutes. The way he violently spurted inside you, the way he clenched his teeth and moaned against your skin, the way he rode out his orgasm… It was all so hot to witness that you didn’t even give a fuck you didn’t get to cum.
“I’m– I’m so sorry. I couldn’t—”
“It’s fine,” you chuckled, “Didn’t that feel really good just now?”
“It really did,” he rested his head against your temple, “I’d forgotten what fucking feels like.”
You carefully got off him and laid down in the backseat as Chris hugged you. You kept caressing his unruly hair until he caught his breath. Unfortunately for you, right at that moment that swelling feeling in your chest tightened, and you felt something click like it got permanently locked inside.
Please don’t let me love you, gorgeous. Otherwise, we’re fucking doomed.
Ever since that day, you started observing Casey a lot more closely whenever you saw her. What she was doing, what kind of a person she actually was, the fucking front she was putting up, and tried to understand the reason why. Chris didn’t say he didn’t want to get a divorce. He said he couldn’t, and you just fucking knew this bitch had something to do with it.
It was somewhat tolerable when you watched her doing some domestic shit in her garden from afar, waving at each other with fake smiles, but it was straight up making your skin crawl whenever she was right in your face.
“Oh my god, your garden is a mess!” she shrieked pointing at the thistles, and scared the crap out of you, “Do you need a gardener? I can give the number of ours to you. He does a fantastic job weeding out our yard.”
“Oh, this is very much voluntary,” you replied all unfazed, “I’m growing them myself.”
“Really?” she contorted her face in mild disgust, “Why would you grow thistles when you could have beautiful roses and jasmine shrubs instead?”
It took everything in your willpower not to smack her with the pruning shears in your hand.
“I’m a little busy. Did you need something?”
“Oh, nothing, I just wanted to say hi,” Casey flashed a disgustingly sweet smile and waved, “Toodles!”
The second she was at a safe distance, you mumbled to yourself through your teeth.
“It’s not like I’m growing cannabis here, you Sharpay Evans looking-ass cunt.”
“You’re not gonna believe what happened the other night,” Nathalie appeared out of thin air, giving you your second heart attack within a span of two minutes, “Inside. Now.”
She looked somewhat distraught, so you immediately dropped everything and followed her to the kitchen area.
“Is everything okay sweetie?” you took out the gloves from your hand and brought out a pitcher of sangria from the fridge, “Did those bitches do something again? Whose ass do I have to kick?”
“It’s not like that. Sit,” Nathalie fervently patted the couch and went off, “You know the Lees down the street, right?”
“I think?”
“I was at the farmer’s market on Monday morning, and I ran into Chaeryong.”
“Oh, right, I remember her,” you snapped your fingers, “Contrary to her counterparts, she seems like a nice lady, actually. All quiet and everything.”
“I know, right?” Nathalie widened her eyes and flapped her hand quickly, “Anyway, we sort of started shopping together and then she invited me for brunch.”
“Bitch, you’re brunch-cheating on me?!”
“Will you fucking listen?” she slapped your thigh, “We get to talking, and then all of a sudden she asks me if Jisung and I would be interested in an exclusive party they’re hosting. Apparently, they get together every month.”
“Something like Casey’s pretentious-ass dinner party?”
“I thought so. I say ‘Sure’ and Ji and I drag our asses to the address she’s given me. It’s like this big-ass mansion, right? We’re greeted by a butler. A fucking butler!”
“Whose house even was this?” you furrowed your brows and refilled your glass.
“I don’t know!” Nathalie squealed with gigantic eyes, “I thought it was going to be a restaurant or something at first. Almost everything inside is marble, and then we’re escorted to what I thought was going to be a dining room.”
“It– it wasn’t?”
“Oh, there was some eating going on alright,” she took a very deep breath and punctuated her story, “Bitch, it was a whole-ass swinger party going on inside!”
Your jaw dropped all the way to the floor so fast that there was surely a dent in your hardwood floors now. A swinger party? In fucking suburbia galore? You started to die laughing.
“What the fuck did you guys do?!”
“We freaked out and went home!” Nathalie downed her entire glass, “But somehow that whole scene… It unlocked something for us.”
“How so?”
“When we got back home Jisung seemed a little too… riled up,” she uttered somewhat bashfully, “Talking about how he would knock a bitch out if they dared touch his girl and shit.”
“And? Did he finally hit that like you wanted?”
Clearly replaying her memories in her head, she melted into the couch.
“God, it was the best sex of my goddamn life.”
You started laughing even louder, but at the end of the day good for your friend, right? Effective proof right there that disasters were indeed salvageable.
“It’s always the quiet ones, I swear,” you wiped the tears from your eyes, “See? Instead of waiting for the neighborhood deviants to point shit out to you, you should talk to each other more often.”
“I didn’t know how I would ease into it, but I guess anything I bring up will be way too tame compared to this now,” she leaned back into her seat, “So yeah. What have you been up to lately?”
Well, I finally fucked Chris, and it blew my goddamn mind, was what you wanted to say, but for some reason, you couldn’t really bring yourself to reveal this piece of information to your friend yet. Technically, you weren’t lying to her; you just... didn’t bring it up.
“Nothing much,” you smiled at her, “Sangria?”
Nathalie hung out with you until the evening hours, and once you saw her off, you briefly questioned yourself regarding why you chose to hide the whole Chris situation. Were you feeling bad about it? No. Would you do it again? Hell, yeah. Were you aware that it wasn’t exactly the right thing to do?
Well, technically…
Right before a whole-ass debate broke out inside your head, your phone screen lit up with a notification from Chris.
Chris Since I’m kinda bored at the office Bets open How many times did I cum to that ass since the last time I last saw you?
Boom! Your logic? Gone. Common sense? Gone. Immediately. You sprawled on your couch and responded to him.
You Four Chris Eleven I keep replaying it in my head I can still feel you under my touch
You involuntarily bit into your smile because samesies. You were sort of scared to bring it up again, especially after that weird post-sex feeling, but you never stopped thinking about that night, either. It was under control when you were just relying on your imagination, but now that you had actual evidence of what Chris felt like in all your five senses, you were the one who was one minor contact away from having an accident.
You Did I ever tell you That your voice drives me fucking crazy? Let me hear it again [IMG304.jpeg] Here’s a little motivation
Right after you sent the text involving a picture of your breasts squeezed together, you started waiting for the indicator to change with bated breath. After what felt like hours, there it was again, exciting you way too much on cue.
Chris [Recording audio…]
Your hand reached inside your underwear, and you started caressing yourself with very gentle touches. Just the thought of Chris jerking off to you right now was so fucking hot you didn’t even need to hear the audio itself to get wet.
Then you finally got the notification you were waiting for.
The way he kept hissing, the wet sounds of him stroking himself, the little whimpers he let out every now and then, panting and moaning to an image of you… It was fucking customized porn. Unadulterated, top-notch, cutting-edge, state-of-the-art quality porn made just for you.
Oh, you’re fucking killing me with this.
But the important question was why were you touching yourself all alone in your living room when he could be touching you?
Your wits spectacularly lost the battle against your urges. Shortly after, you found yourself getting ready as fast as you could and driving to his clinic.
Between you leaving home and arriving at his building, the sky lost complete consciousness and turned from dusk to pitch-black. Even as you were riding the elevator eighteen floors up, your rationality was still nowhere to be found. You caught a glimpse of Chris taking out his white coat through the open door to his office. Very casually. As if he didn’t indulge in some shameless acts not too long ago. Seeing him in the flesh looking like that, your sanity peaced out for good. You watched yourself push the glass door open and walk into that lobby with a ridiculous amount of confidence.
“Good evening, Dr. Bang,” you called out to him.
Chris was stunned to see you right before his eyes as though he somehow manifested you there out of sheer willpower. Before giving him a chance to speak, you continued.
“I apologize for the last-minute consult. I’m aware I don’t have an appointment and it’s late, but I really need this resolved as soon as possible. You see, my boyfriend’s coming to town.”
“Dr. Bang, I’m taking off for today.”
“Uh– Thanks, Stacy. I’ll see you on Monday,” Chris saw the woman behind the information desk off and called you in, “Please come in.”
You followed him into his office, your heart thumping in your ears for some reason.
“Your boyfriend?” Chris raised his brows questioningly. You, on the other hand, were entertained out of your mind.
“Your receptionist needed something to chew on, no?”
His relief was so obvious from the way he deeply exhaled. It was quite endearing, actually.
“You’re crazy,” he started laughing.
“And you get a kick out of it,” you started walking towards his chair, “Actually, there might really be something wrong with me.”
“What do you mean?”
“I’ve been told you’re the best doctor in town for this, so I think you can really help me with my problem,” you sat on his desk and spoke with a solemn voice, “Do you also happen to specialize in sexual health, Dr. Bang?”
Chris was sort of caught off-guard as he was expecting a legitimate consult on his professional opinion. He did his best to try to suppress his laughter and responded as seriously as he could manage.
“I’d like to assure you all my clients leave here figuring out what works for them, and they carry on enjoying a healthy sex life.”
“Oh, I’m not here to figure things out. I know what works for me.“
“Then what’s the purpose of your visit?”
You got up from the desk and made yourself comfortable in his lap. The way you brushed your fingers against his neck gave him goosebumps.
“I have a problem getting enough.”
“Insatiability,” a shadow of a smile passed through his lips, “Well, that’s a first.”
The second you took his full lips between yours, you started melting into each other again. You kept teasing one another with little touches here and there, scared to lose complete control if you did anything more than that.
“Did you miss me?”
“A lot,” Chris spoke against your lips, “You’re like bad drugs I swear to fucking god…”
“Touch me,” you brought his hands around your waist, “I don’t care where. Just touch me.”
The way you started moaning into each other’s mouths gradually more loudly was the signal that this was about to get out of hand pretty quickly. You broke the kiss before either of you started doing something earthshatteringly stupid.
“Down for a little escapade with me?”
“H-here?”
“One of these days, I am gonna fuck you in your office, and you’re not gonna be able to look at this place the same,” you chuckled and fixed the collar of his shirt, “but today is not that day.”
“Where do you wanna go then?”
“Somewhere only we know. Just to be safe,” you started explaining the little plan you concocted, “Come to the parking lot in ten minutes and follow my car. We’ll drive separately. I’ll go in first. You’ll come sometime after me and ask for a single room with a single bed. Just to cover our bases. I’ll be waiting for you by the elevators, Dr. Bang.”
A thirty-minute drive later, there you were. In the lobby of The Ritz in Mayweather.
You checked into a suite with a sea view and started going through your phone mindlessly until your person of interest stood right next to you to call for an elevator. He didn’t even have to say anything; his sandalwood scent made you keenly aware of his presence anyway.
The second those elevator doors closed behind you you were all over each other. Tongues clashing, bites on lips, tugs of the flesh. You felt his hand slithering up your thigh.
“Finger me.”
Chris hastily turned you around, spat on his fingers, and slid his hand inside your underwear.
“You got twenty three floors to cum,” he pressed your body against the mirror, “Show me what you got.”
He was quietly moaning while making out with your neck as he fingered you. You could feel how hard he was getting on your hips, and you were both fogging the mirror with how heavily you were breathing.
“Just give it to me.”
“Faster. Right– right there!”
If you had a little more time you could actually cum on his fingers maybe, but you were severely cockblocked by the sound telling you you’d reached your floor.
“Tsk, this won’t do,” Chris licked his fingers, “I told you you got twenty three floors.”
When you walked into the spacious room, the first thing Chris did was pour drinks for both of you to chug. You could feel that his aura was a little different. There was a delicious flicker of danger emitting from him. When you attempted to unbutton his shirt, he stopped you.
“You know what, I have an idea,” he poured himself another drink and pointed at the bed, “Sit.”
You had no clue what it was about him that night that made you want to follow each and every instruction, but you just did. Chris dragged a chair right in front of you and leaned back with one ankle resting on his other knee. Then he took his phone out.
“Do you mind if I get a souvenir?” he playfully smirked, “I think it’s only fair if you returned the favor.”
“Go ahead,” you reciprocated his smile.
“Strip for me.”
He sipped on his drink as you undressed, licking his lips with every piece of clothing you took off.
“Spread your legs wide.”
He zoomed in to get a close-up of your pussy and smiled to himself.
“Lay down,” he continued his instructions, “Now you’re gonna touch yourself and let me watch you,”
“Can I use aids?”
“Why, of course.”
You reached out for your purse and took out the bullet vibrator you were carrying in your wallet because fuck a lipstick, this was a girl’s best friend.
“Close your eyes,” Chris started speaking in a huskier tone, the giveaway sign of how turned on he was, “I want you to tell me everything you want me to do to you.”
“Everything?” you softly chuckled, “Sure you’re not gonna get scared?”
“Try me. I haven’t always been a suburbia guy,” he nonchalantly uttered, “I have some conditions, though.”
“I’m listening.”
“If you can do those things to yourself, you’re gonna manifest me on your body,” he savored the taste of the gin on his tongue, “Wanna get your pretty pussy eaten? I’d better see you dripping.”
You weren’t sure whether it was the alcohol or the sense of freedom that transformed Chris into this, but you absolutely weren’t complaining. You made a mental note of each and every thing he said like a meticulous student.
“Want me to make you scream? You’d better stop it with those quiet moans. You act like you don’t actually want me to drill you into that mattress? Just lazy rubs on that clit? That’s all you’re getting from me.”
His voice was commanding. Enthralling. Categorically tantalizing. You couldn’t even remember whether anybody else was ever able to get you this worked up.
“But if you can show me what you exactly want?” Chris carried on with his directions, “Then I’ll show you I can do it way better than you can ever do to yourself.”
He downed half his glass in one go and pressed record.
“You may begin.”
May. He said fucking may like he was giving you goddamn permission to entertain him for his viewing pleasure.
You wished you didn’t salivate over this cocky side of Chris.
“You and I are out, having drinks. Away from anybody we ever know. Just the two of us,” you started fondling your breasts, “I look a bit too good, and you’re not so bad yourself.”
You felt the soft sound of his amused chuckle tickling your ears. Your hand started sliding down your torso, and you started caressing your pussy with gentle movements.
“There’s a guy in the corner ogling me. He seems like he doesn’t really care that you’re there with me. I excuse myself to the restroom. When I come out, he’s right there, asking for my number,” you dragged your fingers on your tongue to get them wet and started playing with your nipple, “I tell him I’m not interested and come back to the table. Unfortunately for me, you see this exchange.”
You applied more pressure on your pussy, which elicited a moan out of you. Per your instructions, you didn’t try to suppress it. You started rubbing your clit to get yourself wetter.
“You ask me what the hell that was and I tell you it’s nothing. Because it is nothing. I only have eyes for you. Even when you’re not with me, I can’t stop thinking about you. You know that, but you act like you don’t believe me. You’re so gone with jealousy that you see red. You grab me by my wrist and drag me to an alley outside. It excites the fuck out of me.”
“Pay attention to how your clit is throbbing,” Chris spoke with a low voice, “Keep caressing yourself.”
You grabbed the vibrator sitting next to you, clicked on it, and started dragging it on your pussy.
“You shove me against the wall and slide my dress up. It angers you that I have underwear on. You rip it off me and tell me to arch my ass. I say I don’t want to, but you know I do. You know I want you to do completely disrespectful, borderline illegal things to me,” you spread your legs wider and began fucking yourself, “If I told you what I really want you to do, I would sound like an absolute masochist that needs to be institutionalized. You awaken the worst parts of me and I fucking love it.”
Chris let out a loud groan indicative of how he was about to pass a precarious threshold, and it pleased you more than you were pleasing yourself.
“Lick your own juices,” he firmly ordered you, “Then finger yourself.”
You turned off the vibrator and sucked on it as if you were sucking on him to get him to cum. Then you pushed two fingers inside you while pinching your nipples.
“I love the way you fuck, gorgeous. I love how mad you are. I love how you’re overcome with this urge to put me in my place. I fucking love the way you ruthlessly take it out on me.”
You were panting and moaning to this make-believe scenario you depicted for him, and Chris couldn’t really calculate that this sight was going to cause him to cum untouched if he let you keep going. It was just too hot to handle.
“Stop.”
You halted your movements and waited for further instructions while catching your breath.
“Sit up. Look at me.”
You did as you were told and locked eyes with him. He was still filming you.
“How much do you want me?”
“Endlessly,” you echoed his haunting declaration back to him.
He hurriedly unbuckled his belt and dropped his pants. The sight of his precum induced an intense desire in you to just lap at it.
“Open up,” he guided his cock into your mouth, “Suck it deep for me.”
You looked right into the lens while blowing him to give him his ultimate personal porn. The way he was reacting to you with his loud groans was fucking everything.
“My pretty girl,” he placed his hand on your head, “That’s it, choke on it.”
Your enthusiasm suddenly tripled when he called you that. You took more of him down your throat while swirling your tongue around him.
“Goddamn, you’re so fucking good at this,” he threw his head back in pure ecstasy, “Deeper. Take it deeper.”
As he was guiding your head, Chris got a little too excited and started fucking into your mouth.
“Do it again,” his voice came out as a desperate plea, “Make me cum hard in your mouth again.”
When you started moaning on his cock, that was simply the last straw for him. You felt the warm, bitter liquid shooting down your throat, and once his tremors died down, he stopped the recording.
“That was for me. Now we’re gonna make something for you,” he handed you the phone, “Give me your vibrator.”
“Damn, no ‘please’ or anything?” you sarcastically laughed.
“Did I sound like I was asking? Because I wasn’t.”
Good fucking god, who the fuck was this man because you were losing your whole entire shit over him. You watched Chris strip and nestle himself between your legs.
“No cumming until I tell you to.”
“Because?”
“Because I fucking said so.”
At this rate, you would jump off that window if he asked you to because it was getting impossible to say no to him.
“Now film me.”
He started caressing your nipples with his thumbs just to watch the way the skin hardened. Zero hurry. Compared to some of your other erogenous zones, your breasts weren’t that sensitive. At least, you had always thought so.
That night you learned what would happen if someone actually took their sweet time working you.
“It’s a shame, really,” he let out a disappointed sigh, “It would be fucking amazing if your cum also squirted out of your nipples.”
Since WHEN are you this forward, my guy?
Chris was paying so much attention to your breasts with excruciating gentleness, kissing them, taking them into his mouth, and drawing slow circles on them with his tongue. He was treating your nipples no different than your clit. Every single movement of him was so unrushed that you felt yourself gradually shift to a realm of pleasure that you didn’t even know existed. He wasn’t doing anything else. No aids. Nothing. Just hyperfixating on your chest area to make you aware of how good this could feel.
After some time, the teasing reached such an unbearable level that you simply started oozing between your legs. You needed him. On you. In you. Behind you. Everywhere.
Right at that moment, he started descending from your chest with kisses to your ribcage, your stomach, all the way down to your crotch, and stopped in front of your cunt. He wasn’t touching you—his eyes were glued on your folds, admiring it, gawking at how glossy they were because of him. It was like he was waiting for you to snap or something.
“Spit on it.”
You didn’t even know where those words came from; they just forced themselves out of you. Chris paused for a brief moment while looking into your eyes with a knowing smile and then fulfilled your request.
It indeed pushed you a little closer to snapping.
“Fucking god, eat me. I need to feel your tongue on me,” you tangled your fingers in his hair, “Just lick me. Suck me. Slurp on me until I cum in your mouth.”
He was beyond content with how impatient you were getting, and promptly got to work. You almost lost your fucking mind watching this through the screen, and it was going to be on record forever. This absolute perfection of a man between your legs making out with your pussy. You were instinctively grinding against his face and with every roll of your hips, you were five steps closer to your orgasm. Your legs started shaking not long after.
“Ah, yes. Yes, just like that. Nice and slow,” you felt yourself dissolve on his tongue, “Who the fuck told you to eat pussy this good, my GOD!”
“Told you I’m gonna drive you insane,” he placed a wet kiss on your thigh, “Hold it. I’m not done eating yet.”
That prompted a heated push and pull of who was in charge. You pulled on his hair, he shoved his tongue into your entrance. You scratched his back, he squeezed your thighs. You loudly moaned, he moaned louder into your pussy.
“I wish I could stimulate you from everywhere all at once,” he softly chuckled, “You should see this. You’re soaking the sheets.”
You spread your pussy lips to expose your clit to him and zoomed in on the way he lapped at it with his eyes closed, completely basking himself in your taste.
“So wet,” he pecked your pussy, “Come on, you can give me more.”
At long last, Chris finally grabbed the vibrator, but didn’t turn it on. He just dragged it from your clit down to your entrance and pushed it inside with no pressure, yet it still met resistance.
“You feel that?” he demonstrated how he wasn’t able to go further with a few more pumps, “You’re so aroused, your walls are all swollen.”
He pulled the toy out of you and dragged it back up to a very dangerous zone.
“Clitoris is such a fascinating part of the body, you know,” he started speaking in a beguilingly calm voice, “It’s like there is this annihilate button right out in the open. Who wouldn’t wanna press that?”
He clicked on the vibrator to turn it on, but he still wasn’t pressing it against your clit very much on purpose. All you could feel was the very very faint, feather-like vibrations around it.
“Interesting things, bullet vibrators,” he continued with the same tranquil tone, “They’re supposed to make you feel good, but they don’t have very strong motors. Not to mention you can’t properly fuck yourself with it because of their size. They don’t reach very deep.”
Then he locked eyes with you, and the way he smiled at you was simply demonic.
“That’s why in the wrong hands, they become straight up torture devices, don’t you reckon?”
You were dying. Chris was killing you with his words and ruthless teasing. He kept dragging that damn thing you were cursing yourself to bring out in the first place, and he suddenly discovered a critical spot.
“CHRIS!”
“Oh, found it. Right here under your clit, isn’t it?” he lightly poked his target once, “Want me to work that?
That was a very much rhetorical question because of course he wasn’t going to. He slowly glided the small device currently drenched in your sweet arousal just to bring it down to your entrance again. He pushed the very tip through your swollen hole, fucked a few shallow pumps, and when he met resistance, he moved it back up. His other hand started playing with your nipples again while teasing you to death. You had brought this on yourself—you were the one initiating this arson on your body. You were so sensitive by then that you could feel everything he was doing, and threefold more intensely for that matter. The way he made out with your nipples like he was munching on your clit. The way he contently hummed against your skin like he was getting his dick sucked. The way he slowly slid down the vibrator to that sweet spot right under your clit. Everything.
Then you said the one thing you absolutely shouldn’t have.
“I’m g– I’m gonna cum!”
Chris halted all his ministrations immediately and clicked on the bullet to turn it off. Then he stared you down with a threatening look.
“I think the fuck you’re not.”
“Chris, please!” you were about to rip your hair out due to unadulterated frustration, “Fucking stop this torture!”
“I don’t think you heard me,” he adamantly declared, “I said no.”
With that, he went back to work you all the way from the top as if you had messed up a one-take shot. Just your breasts again. Just kisses. No contact with your cunt whatsoever. He turned on the vibrator and used it to get your nipples wet with your own juices while pressing the tip on the hardened skin. You wondered if he was trying to see whether you would actually squirt your cum out of them. When your whimpers became too much, he turned the device off and channeled his attention to somewhere else.
He very carefully touched your folds with his thumb, just lightly caressing and avoiding your clit at all costs. He started drawing very slow, languid circles around your clit with the toy as if it was a pen and proceeded to fuck you with very very shallow thrusts again. He kept alternating between the two, but the second your breathing got labored he stopped.
“Stop this!” you pleaded on the brink of tears, “Please stop edging me!”
“But I’m gonna,” he kissed the soft skin right above your pussy, “I’m gonna edge you. I’m gonna edge myself. I’m gonna keep on edging until one of us fucking loses it.”
He turned the vibrator on and swirled the faint vibrations on your outer labia first. Then your inner labia. Then around your clit. Then finally…
Fucking finally he pressed it on your clit.
“Oh, fuck, yes!”
“Hold it.”
“Chris, yes!”
“Hold it.”
“Fuck, fuck, FUCK!”
“I… said… hold… it.”
His lips might have been saying one thing, but Chris forced you to cum very violently by aggressively fucking you with the toy and sucking on your clit, knowing damn well there was no way in hell you would be able to hold it. That wasn’t an orgasm you experienced.
You fucking combusted and shattered into a million pieces.
“What did I just tell you?” he disapprovingly tsked, “You don’t know how to listen. There should be consequences for what you’ve done, don’t you reckon?”
Your brain completely reset. You didn’t know who you were or where you were anymore.
“What– what consequences?”
“Shh, I’m not gonna hurt you,” Chris hovered over your body, “I just want a kiss. Taste yourself on me just like you wanted.”
This was the consequence? Why, by all means, you could give him all the kisses he asked for.
He placed the phone that slid from your hand on the nightstand, still recording for that matter, so that you were both in the frame, then shifted you on top of his body. He was kissing you long and deep while playing with your tongue and sucking on it. You were feeling yourself slowly resurrecting.
“I’m not gonna do anything, I swear. I’ll only grind against you,” he started moving his hips, “I just want some friction for myself.”
Chris continued with his kisses while grinding, but that didn’t last very long. When he aligned his cock against your entrance, you chortled.
“That feels like more than just friction.”
“Just the tip, baby. Come on.”
Oh, hell no.
This was supposed to be a sweet escape. You were doing extremely obscene things to each other, but when he uttered that damn word, the dynamics suddenly changed.
The lock in your chest was trapped under a deadbolt now.
“A little more,” he moaned into your mouth, “I only want a little more.”
He turned you around and engulfed your body under his, then you felt him completely sink into you with one sharp push.
“Chris…”
“Fucking need you,” he threw your legs on his shoulder, “I won’t cum inside, I promise.”
He could feel how thick your walls still were, still slightly contracting from your earlier orgasm. Warm. Wet. Perfectly wrapped around his cock like a custom-made sleeve. Then at long last, what he was doing finally hit you and you started laughing.
“You’ve been after making a cum-filled wreck out of me all along, haven’t you?”
Chris looked deep into your eyes with an absolutely maniacal grin and whispered.
“Bingo.”
You threw your arms around his neck and pulled him closer.
“You should manipulate me more often.”
“You should fuck me more often,” he caressed your cheeks, “You should fuck me all the time.”
“Then fill me up. To the brim. I wanna feel your cum leak out of me.”
“No leaking. You’re gonna keep it inside, yeah?” he kissed you again, “God, you’re so fucking beautiful.”
He started fucking you with a much faster rhythm and shoved his fingers into your mouth. When you started sucking on them in the exact same way you sucked on his cock, Chris let go and squirted his load all over your walls.
“Inside, baby. Keep it inside,” he grabbed his preferred assault weapon one last time, “Look into my eyes.”
Without driving you up a wall this time, he pressed the vibrator right on target, under your clit to make you cum on his cock. You were still pretty sensitive from earlier, so it didn’t take long for him to hit the nail on the head. Chris stopped the recording and collapsed right next to you. When he pulled out, as much as you wanted to keep it inside, you leaked a little. He brushed his finger on the white liquid to taste it.
“It’s much better when we’re mixed together,” he brought his finger in your mouth, “See for yourself.”
It was indeed much better. The aftercare involving lots of hugs and kisses was very much worth almost passing out.
“Do you think I should get this mole removed?” you pointed at the freckle on your chest.
“No.”
“Why not?”
“It looks so sexy on you,” Chris placed a kiss on it, “I love it.”
“Did you know our pristine neighborhood has a swinger’s club?”
“A what?”
You bust out laughing at his reaction and turned to your side to face him.
“Yeah, Nat told me.”
“Who knew? maybe this town isn’t so boring after all.”
“So they never asked you to join, huh?”
“Nope.”
“Would you have been interested at all if they had?”
“God no,” he furrowed his brows, almost slightly nauseated, “Certainly not in my current situation.”
“What do you mean current?”
He heaved an annoyed sigh, “Even if we were both willing parties, such a scenario wouldn’t be a turn on with Casey.”
“Why not? You don’t find her sexually attractive?”
“Sexually, morally, as a human being overall.”
You couldn’t help the snort that came out of you because samesies. Then all of a sudden, the way he worded it caught your attention and you pulled yourself closer to Chris.
“So it’s not that you wouldn’t wanna do it, but it’s who is involved,” you knowingly smiled, “Would you want to share me with someone else?”
There was a total blue screen on Chris’ face. No thoughts, head empty, just thinking about the lewdest scenarios you just sparked in his mind. What if people were in the room to watch him please you beyond humanely possible? What if they listened to your screams of pleasure when you begged him to give you more? Or stop stimulating you anymore? What if you fucked all night long and people touched themselves to the hottest fucking sight they’d ever witnessed? What if it was so damn seductive that they started fucking each other?
His throat got super dry all of a sudden.
“What uh– What did you have in mind?”
“We can talk about it,” your smile grew wider, “but I have different priorities. I was promised twenty four hours of fucking.”
You straddled him and lowered your body on his. Even though neither of you fully recuperated yet, you didn’t want to be away from him for one second.
“Spend me, gorgeous.”
“I think I enjoy your insatiability problem a bit too much,” he smiled into your lips.
Right when you started another round, your phone screen flashed in your purse with a text notification.
Minho Call me when you can This bitch is sus af
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