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Can I please get NSFW headcanons on zen and innocent mc's first time? But the MC isn't overly innocent where she's blushing a lot and being overly shy, its just that she is young and inexperienced and is a virgin, if that makes sense .. zen is her first bf ... thank you 💗 sorry for my english😭

I’m so sorry you had to wait this long anon, please forgive me D: It turned out longer and more detailed than I expected it, but damn, I’m proud :D I hope you like it anon! <3 And your English is just fine, don’t worry!

So, as you requested, smut under the cut!

First time with Zen

I think I have to warn you, but getting to the point where you actually have your first time, it takes FUCKING FOREVER. Don't get him wrong, he wants you so bad, but at the same time, he's a gentleman. His thoughts are running wild, like always, but he really wants to take his time with you, especially when he realized that you are incredibly innocent.

And oh boi, that's what made him more and more flustered with the situation. He started to think about if it's even a good idea to open the gates of lustful heaven for you, he loved that you are so pure, so wholesome, it almost made him tear up every time. 

So, if you are not up for taking the first steps yourself, then be prepared for a long wait. And I mean months, or even half a year, it really depends on the situation, so if you get to see him quite often and you have multiple sleepovers and stuff in a short time, then it's a little bit faster.

He's so nervous. He wants you to feel good, he wants everything to go perfectly, and with that mindset, he is just a nervous wreck. He thought he is prepared for this for weeks now, but when he actually called you that day to spend a night with him at his place, he just felt his hands get sweaty as you picked up the phone.

Zen is a romantic soul. He prepared your favorite meal, bought some fancy wine and chocolates, and secretly decorated the bedroom with rose petals and candles. If it's not your thing, then sorry. But hey, when you two get to that part, you won't even notice anything else besides him...

After dinner and some cuddling and snack time on the couch, he kissed you, and as the kiss got deeper and deeper, you felt his heart race so much more than anytime before. His thoughts are all about you - what do you think will happen next? Do you have any idea how good he will make you feel? Are you aware that he's preparing so slowly, day by day, week by week for you, just for you? He knows the answer, you probably not. And his heart aches again. Is he really worthy to lead you to paradise? He tries his best to not overthink the situation, and let go all of his worries, to concentrate only on you. But damn, it's so hard, especially with you in his arms, flushing against his cheeks, making those little sounds, even just breathing beneath his chest.

He grabs your hand so lightly, but his gentle grip is telling you to follow him. He leads you to the bedroom, and suddenly he is not sure if he should tell you what he thinks. That he will take care of you, not just now, but for the rest of your lives... That he will do everything possible to make you feel like never before...

But as soon as he sees your sparkling eyes, your beautiful lips parting as a small gasp leaves your mouths in adoration as you see the room and the decoration, he's gone.

He almost feels the beast crawling up from his deepest parts of his soul, but he shoves him down. His all instincts, but not animalistic. Suddenly, he doesn't need to think about anything.

The next minute, you don't even know how it happened so fast, but you are laying on the bed, with your gorgeous boyfriend on top of you, his lips all over your neck, your jawline... And for a moment, you feel unable to react. Not because you don't like the feeling, because fuck, you like it so bad, but it's just... Strange, unknown, and even a little bit unsettling. You never saw Zen like this before.

He feels you freeze under him, so he stops for a moment, only to gaze deeply into your eyes.

'I love you, y/n'

And you are done. You're not sure how far he will take things, and honestly, you can't even perceive it, you know that you want to give him everything: your mind, your heart, your soul, your body... Everything he could possibly have, he should have it. You kissed him as a sign to continue, and his lips are on yours in a minute.

Slowly but steadily his hands are under your shirt, but before he takes it off of you, his fingers are seeking for all of your sweet spots, and damn, he sure can puss all of your buttons just right, you suddenly find yourself making sounds you would never ever thought of.

After taking off your shirt, his lips are on your neck again, trailing down to your collarbones, one hand hugging you as the other slowly find it's way to your hips. His lips and tongue reach your sweet valley between your breasts, and at this point, you have no doubt what will happen now. You dig into his white, silky hair, as he takes off your bra. He kisses you again, smuggles his tongue into your mouth as his hand caresses your breast softly. You can't help but buck into his hips, and if you are weren't all red by now, you surely are, as you feel his bulge in his pants. He pulls off from you as he straightens up to take off his own shirt too, and you can't help but stare at his gorgeous figure. He is so incredibly beautiful, you feel your heartache for him. You love him so much.

He also let himself some long seconds to admire your body beneath him, but before you would feel ashamed or embarrassed he frees himself from his pants first, and he does the same with you. If you suddenly feel a little shy, lying beneath him just in your panties, fear not, he would take some more time easing your nervousness with hot kisses and his warm hands trailing up and down on your body.

His fingers finally make his way to your panties, pulling down the fabric he nips a little on your neck, and when you're in your full glory beneath him, he can't help but smile.

'I love you, so, so much, y/n' he whispers into your ears as his soft palm cups your cunt so gently, his fingers working magic with your clit. Your vision goes white as he starts to play on you like an instrument.

You are so wet already, he really just doing it for your sake, he wants you to feel not just good, not just perfectly at this point. He wants you to feel heavenly as he slowly prepares you for the main act.

He carefully slips out of his boxers as he kissing you, taking your breath away. Smooching on your neck, he lines up his member at your entrance, and slowly push into you. He waits for you to adjust, but his lips are never stopping on your neck, he doesn't want you to focus only on the unfamiliar little pain. After some time, when he actually feels you getting impatient beneath him, he starts to move in and out slowly.

For this time, his only goal is to try his best to make you climax, his need for release can wait. 

He whispers all kinds of praises and sweet nothing as he buries his face into your neck. If you would rather just hear his breathing and moans, or you are too embarrassed because of his whispers, feel free to kiss him to shut him up, or else he would actually continue the praises till you both come undone <3 Calling you all kinds of pet names like Princess, Queen, Honey, Babygirl, and everything you can imagine.

As this being your first time, it doesn't take long to feel your muscles starting to tense up as you are not far from your climax, and when it hits you, it's like a strong, incredibly warm wave. You dig your nails into Zen's hair and back, as a moaning and blushing mess, and an instant, he feels his release too.

For several long seconds, you both just breathing heavily, and as your lustful shivering starts to fade, he kisses you again, pampering you for the rest of the evening.

(Please consider that this is my first smut request, I hope I did justice to it :D)