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something i really appreciate about ultrakill is that it's possible to get p-ranks without having to know how to do some of the more advanced strategies that you see like, speedrunners use
there’s this stark contrast between gabriel’s cadence of speech in act 1 vs act 2 but i cant explain it or the way it makes me feel
i also have thoughts about gabriel and religious trauma but i dont know what to say about that one much either LOL
i'll try!
something about his devotion to god and how he really truly believed in what he did. and how the council used that to manipulate him into doing their bidding. Gabriel is flawed for sure and i don't mean to downplay anything that he did, but i think he's a good guy at heart and i feel like maybe things wouldn't have played out the same if the council weren't pulling the strings. like, to the council and (for a while) to himself he was just a tool used to carry out the "will of god", not a person. he only had whatever the council instilled in him, and not to mention, as we see after his loss to V1, the council arent afraid to give out harsh punishment if he goes against them.
so... something about how he did everything he was supposed to, but he makes one mistake (or at least, what the council perceive to be a mistake, he couldn't help that he physically could not stand to fight anymore) and the council don't hesitate to leave him for dead. and the anger and confusion that follows until his second meeting w/ V1. and then the catharsis that comes from having a real challenge for the first time, and coming to understand that his faith was misplaced; realizing that god is gone, so there is no more "god's will", and he's his own person. how bitter and angry he is but how alive it makes him feel.
i dunno! i know how disjointed all of this is but maybe you can tell what i'm getting at. just really hits close to home. i'm sane i'm normal and i love him dearly.
i also have thoughts about gabriel and religious trauma but i dont know what to say about that one much either LOL
Whst do you guys think that he smells like btw, i think he smells like rain
give me your ultrakill character smell headcanons

oh i literally always forget to put this on my social media profiles despite how strongly i feel abt it and i’ll add this to my pinned but since i’m getting a lot of new followers i want to make it clear where i stand on things:
pr0ship/z00s/ped0s/etc DNI !!!!!!! You will be blocked
that’s all
tbh id like to throw gravel at him and listen to it clang off of his armor. With his expressed consent.

maybe i’ll post the highly self-indulgent gabriel ultrakill selfship art sometime
just woke from a dream where minos and sisyphus were my gay uncles and i was at their housewarming party
im the only person here (ultrakill fandom) that doesnt care for gabv1el im so embarrassed!!!!!!
thinking about how important gabriel is to me as a closeted gay trans man who grew up in a very religious area again
i will change my username ten billion times
show me ur helmetless gabriel hcs please!!
trying to learn low poly modeling in blockbench and its kicking my ass
i gotta draw more gabriel again soon
*points* ultrakill enjoyer? im not alone!?!?! i know for a fact gabe would love you
THIS MADE ME SMILE SO BIG THANK YOUUUU <3 THIS LITERALLY MEANS EVERYTHING GABRIEL MY BOY FRIEND MY LOVE …..
crack ship gabriel ultrakill and AM i have no mouth and i must scream
i dotn know if i’ll ever get around to drawing ultrakill furries like i want to but for the record minos is a borzoi and sisyphus is a jaguar and gabriel is a ram and v1/v2 are still robots! But they would be dromaeosaur-like in design