Hitting Styro - Tumblr Posts
there is legitimately a 70% chance i off myself on thursday. Gonna say my goodbyes to the 1 person that still matters to me, drum one last time, probably watch some of my favourite movies then tomorrow I'll go to "get the bus" but actually walk abt a mile down the road to a national speed limit motorway and jump in front of a semi.
I wonder if anyone will mourn me?
QUICK, HOW DO I SH IN A WAY THAT WON'T LEAVE MARKS?!
my mum took all my blades and will probably be checking for new cuts so i can't cut anymore >:( I've been biting my hand gently but i want something more. Hlep plz I'm going insane (more insane)
healing update!!
yea so I added a few more cuz I spiraled (🤪) but their healing. They hurtttttttt lol🥲 praying they scar badly (maybe then I’ll feel valid…not)
anyway, stay safe lovelies🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾❤️
SFX MAKE UP!!(for Halloween tumblr)
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my friend saw the healing cvts and said “don’t worry I’ve seen worse” I know she meant it with good intentions but that sh!t made me feel so invalid😭
so anyway here we are again🫠
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SFX PRACTICE!!
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Lowkey tho these are pathetic. Prolly gonna make more on my thigh ngl (back to the drawing board)
love you all stay safe lovelies🫶🏾
HELPPPPP
Yo can anyone give me tips on how to go deeper/hit beans. I want to so badly mut im not sure how. any advice is appreciated. Thxxx love y'all (also sry for my absense i got admitted lollll)
Will always reblog stuff like this when it comes up, there's a lotta apps like it! All different you can always search for one that works for you and it's ok if none of them do, just means that one out of hundreds of alternatives doesn't work
i recommend this app to help you distract yourself when you feel an urge to hurt yourself!
It’s so cute and calming :D
You ever sh and your like "oh great just a small relapse so that my scars don't fade too much and I can hop back onto recovery"
And then two months later you just THINK about giving your arm a break and letting those heal up and your sick to your stomach,
and you haven't had a clean streak longer than two days.
I'm sure the scars look so pretty but I haven't given enough time to actually look at them and see them, whatever I'll get clean some other year.
You ever sh and your like "oh great just a small relapse so that my scars don't fade too much and I can hop back onto recovery"
And then two months later you just THINK about giving your arm a break and letting those heal up and your sick to your stomach,
and you haven't had a clean streak longer than two days.
I'm sure the scars look so pretty but I haven't given enough time to actually look at them and see them, whatever I'll get clean some other year.
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
I actually didn't know anyone voted on this but wow that's a lot, anyway
No slicing till tomorrow pinky swear
On a side note, why are people posting there sh so convincing with saying it's SFX
Maybe I'm a fuckin dumb ass but almost every time I see "fake SFX" and I go "ohhh!! I love SFX" and then it's pictures of cuts, like 7 times out of 10
I've been on this app for years??? You think would have learned
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
I actually didn't know anyone voted on this but wow that's a lot, anyway
No slicing till tomorrow pinky swear
On a side note, why are people posting there sh so convincing with saying it's SFX
Maybe I'm a fuckin dumb ass but almost every time I see "fake SFX" and I go "ohhh!! I love SFX" and then it's pictures of cuts, like 7 times out of 10
I've been on this app for years??? You think would have learned
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
I actually didn't know anyone voted on this but wow that's a lot, anyway
No slicing till tomorrow pinky swear
On a side note, why are people posting there sh so convincing with saying it's SFX
Maybe I'm a fuckin dumb ass but almost every time I see "fake SFX" and I go "ohhh!! I love SFX" and then it's pictures of cuts, like 7 times out of 10
I've been on this app for years??? You think would have learned
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
I actually didn't know anyone voted on this but wow that's a lot, anyway
No slicing till tomorrow pinky swear
On a side note, why are people posting there sh so convincing with saying it's SFX
Maybe I'm a fuckin dumb ass but almost every time I see "fake SFX" and I go "ohhh!! I love SFX" and then it's pictures of cuts, like 7 times out of 10
I've been on this app for years??? You think would have learned
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
I think I hit beans
Oops fuck
I forgot that scars are tougher to cut through, I've been cutting on the same arm almost every night for the past month and that bitch tough as shit
I was ventureing into a new spot and gave it the same push as before
Oh fuck
I can't tell if it's beans or not holy shit
It looks a lil different than my regular styros, and feels different too I can feel it in my hand Wich is weird
Fuck me Man I hope it's just a deep styro
I just looked again, it's bulging out a bit. Fuck did I just hit baby beans
She's still bleeding a bit wow
I'm gonna clean up and pass out
UPDATE: it was beans. Holy fuck god damit it just keeps oozing, I'm gonna put a bandaid on it Lucky it's small and not bulging out to much, holy fuck. I don't like this, I don't fuck with beans they scare the shit out of me styros are perfect for me, deep enough to scar and be satisfying anything more scares me
I think I hit beans
Oops fuck
I forgot that scars are tougher to cut through, I've been cutting on the same arm almost every night for the past month and that bitch tough as shit
I was ventureing into a new spot and gave it the same push as before
Oh fuck
I can't tell if it's beans or not holy shit
It looks a lil different than my regular styros, and feels different too I can feel it in my hand Wich is weird
Fuck me Man I hope it's just a deep styro
I just looked again, it's bulging out a bit. Fuck did I just hit baby beans
She's still bleeding a bit wow
I'm gonna clean up and pass out
UPDATE: it was beans. Holy fuck god damit it just keeps oozing, I'm gonna put a bandaid on it Lucky it's small and not bulging out to much, holy fuck. I don't like this, I don't fuck with beans they scare the shit out of me styros are perfect for me, deep enough to scar and be satisfying anything more scares me
I think I hit beans
Oops fuck
I forgot that scars are tougher to cut through, I've been cutting on the same arm almost every night for the past month and that bitch tough as shit
I was ventureing into a new spot and gave it the same push as before
Oh fuck
I can't tell if it's beans or not holy shit
It looks a lil different than my regular styros, and feels different too I can feel it in my hand Wich is weird
Fuck me Man I hope it's just a deep styro
I just looked again, it's bulging out a bit. Fuck did I just hit baby beans
She's still bleeding a bit wow
I'm gonna clean up and pass out
UPDATE: it was beans. Holy fuck god damit it just keeps oozing, I'm gonna put a bandaid on it Lucky it's small and not bulging out to much, holy fuck. I don't like this, I don't fuck with beans they scare the shit out of me styros are perfect for me, deep enough to scar and be satisfying anything more scares me
I think I hit beans
Oops fuck
I forgot that scars are tougher to cut through, I've been cutting on the same arm almost every night for the past month and that bitch tough as shit
I was ventureing into a new spot and gave it the same push as before
Oh fuck
I can't tell if it's beans or not holy shit
It looks a lil different than my regular styros, and feels different too I can feel it in my hand Wich is weird
Fuck me Man I hope it's just a deep styro
I just looked again, it's bulging out a bit. Fuck did I just hit baby beans
She's still bleeding a bit wow
I'm gonna clean up and pass out
UPDATE: it was beans. Holy fuck god damit it just keeps oozing, I'm gonna put a bandaid on it Lucky it's small and not bulging out to much, holy fuck. I don't like this, I don't fuck with beans they scare the shit out of me styros are perfect for me, deep enough to scar and be satisfying anything more scares me