Happy Rant - Tumblr Posts
I cannot describe how excited I get when I see someone using my art in their edits or in capcut templates and stuff
I scream like a little girl and flap my hands around like I'm a little bird trying to take flight
It makes me feel so special <3

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8RFaP6S/ last slide contains this which happens to currently be my most popular and well known art piece, I have seen it two other times before being used, once on Pinterest and once in a video discussing ships [I had commented asking the person to take my art off of their video, as it wasn't ship art and I'm uncomfortable with it being labeled as such, considering the context being familial. Not sure if they did, sadly..]
Anyway, enough ranting, I just had to get out the big happy feelings before I went boom :]
Finally at church l!!!!! Rejoice!!!!!!
It's Pride Sunday and the pastor is talking to the children (during children's storytime) about acceptance and how it's ok to be whoever you want to be and I'm so happy I found this church 🥹
All the hymns are about acceptance and welcoming too!! I love this place!
Is there a word for positive ranting? Because ima do that. A while ago, probably a few months, a made a little animatic. By little a mean minute long.
I have a habit of never finishing things, but lately i've been trying to break that habit. I start things then get distracted and do other things, or i get a decent way through them and then decide 'if i can't make it perfect i shouldn't make it at all'.
which is silly.
So i figured i'd never do anything with the animatic. Then a month later i made all the backgrounds because why not? I had fun making them, too. turns out snow is kind of fun to color.
Then i left it alone, then a month~ later i picked it up again and animated it all. I actually animated it! Then i carefully left it alone for a few days before coming back to render it.
I could go on a rant about rendering. At first a rendered all of the pieces in a few parts because i thought i could do transparent layers and separate effects on each layer, but blender didn't like that, so no.
So i had to re-render EVERYTHING and slap that together and render it, because for some reason i really had it planned to render everything in parts? Probably for effects and stuff but it still didn't work.
Anyways it took a few days, and i genuinely pondered how many people, like i had, stared at a screen in dismay solely because of compositing.
But i rendered everything and added in the effects i wanted, which was hard because i had to learn the basics of compositing and GOD it took so long to render! I just left my computer on and went to bed-
But i finished it! Sure it took months of on and off work but i did it! I finished something and i'm so proud of it. If i could, i'd hang it up on my wall, but alas, you can't capture the beauty of animation in a single frame.
Here it is, it's infinity train :)