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Aaaaaaand.....heartbreak
DO SOMETHING!
Back from Infinity War and…I’m not okay
on the other hand it got me to like the song “Rubber Band Man” again
“What we could’ve been”
It's still not out of my system. Whenever my train of thought is off track, I find it dangerously close to the off-limits section in my mind. Why do I have to torture myself so much? It's as if I'm secretly a masochist and I start wandering through painful territory, knowing full well that what's about to come, is going to give my feelings a huge blow.
Nevertheless, I keep pushing my boundaries, stretching them to the ultimate breaking point every time I delve into the sea of faded moments.
It's a poison I willingly take a sip of and each drop never fails to impress me. I slowly die inside every time I look at you. Your love, your dimpled smile, the way you flicked your hair to the side and slyly smirked at me every time you caught me staring. And I'm undone. The wicked tears betray me and the dull pang in my chest reminds me of the mistake—of the sin I commit every time I go hunting for our repressed memories. It pushes and pulls, hums and throbs, in hypnotizing rhythms and I succumb.
I succumb to the wants of my heart. I am a fiend for this emotion you evoke in me. An addict of the pain it brings me. And I thrive off of the sadness that stabs across my chest, struggling to escape. Because it's when I feel these emotions, all the voices, moments, and memories playing like a trance in my mind, I know it was real. That I did not make it all up. That every fight, every tear, and every embrace we shared was real. And the seamless pain is a beautiful reminder of it all. Of the messy, toxic, passionate love we shared. And even if regret is the only feeling left in my heart, I would never take it back. I would never change anything between us, even if it meant, I'd be nursing and nurturing the wounds you dealt me, for the rest of my life. All because I am in love with the past—with the simple idea of what we had and what we could've been.
Day 6 - Transient / Aedan / Art Trade for CC
Right so, yesterday I drew absolutely nothing for Inktober so I gotta catch up again! XD Here's what should have been day 6's drawing. 'Bout a week ago or two I said I'd do an art trade with CC and for some odd reason I dared to do Aedan. Even though feels. But yeah, I lived. XD Helps that I'm not drawing him angsting or anything, just normal... happy face but even that has feels... Especially since the theme I picked for it was "Transient." Not saying why... ;A; BUT ANYWAY yeah. So, I decided to merge Inktober with art trade and here we are. XD Hope you guys like!
My greatest fear…
This is something I think about constantly and I’m glad someone was able to put it into words. 🥺🥺
i just want a boring love. a love that doesn’t need fights or arguments to keep the fire alive. a “let’s sit and read on opposite ends of the sofa” love. an “i thought of you when i was doing the dishes” love. an “i would rather be at home with the love of my life right now” love
Looking Through
Waiting for that special someone to make that life-changing eye contact just like your OTPs then realize that your eyes might not meet because the both of you are too busy looking through your OTPs
For Every Latest SPN Episode...
Conversations @ironthingcreation and I had about the aftermath of the Leviathan Battle in SotS-EtA....
Johnlock
Watching Infinity War
This makes me feel like I'm bidding goodbye to Narnia 😭🥺
It's gorgeous- whoever wrote this thank you for sharing it~~ 💕✨
We skipped around the snow
And danced with the snowdragon
We snuggled around the fire
And gazed across the ocean
Of misty blue eyes
And whispered goodbyes
If ghost whisperer and encanto had a crossover (ps this is after the whole everyone losing their gifts)
Abuela: my husband Pedro died 50 years ago and you are saying you can see his spirit?
Melinda: yes and he has alot to say to you.
Abuela: well what is he saying?
Pedros spirit: tell her I love her so much and that I'm sorry I left her when she needed me the most.
Melinda: he says he loves you and that he's sorry.
Abuela: he has no reason to apologize, sacraficed himself so that our children would grow up without a care in the world and if it wasn't for him we would have been caught by those bandits.
Pedros spirit: can you please tell her that I am very disappointed for how she treated the family, especially Mirabel and Bruno.
Melinda: he says he's disappointed in you for how you treated the family over the years, especially Mirabel and Bruno.
Abuela: oh mi amor I let the the power get to my head and I lost sight of what the gift was for but then Mirabel showed me that family means more than a gift.
*Pedro smiles*
Pedros spirit : tell her that I love our familyand that I'm proud of them and that he's proud of the Encanto . And I said goodbye.
Melinda: he says that he loves the family and that he's so proud of you,and of the Encanto, he's says goodbye now.
Abuela: what goodbye? Why?
Melinda: well he doesn't belong here anymore, he belongs in the light.
Abuela: will I see him again?
Melinda: of course.
Abuela: *sighs* I love you mi amor and I hope to see you soon, goodbye.
Pedros spirit: I love you too mi amor.
Pedro kisses abuelas cheek and disappears into the light.
Melinda: he's gone.
Abuela: *sobs*
Melinda: *looks at the madrigal family* go to your family they need you.
Abuela: gracias señora Gordon. *Leaves to her family*
Meanwhile with Dolores and Mariano
Dolores: * heard everything and is now crying*
Mariano: mi amor, what happened why are you crying?
Dolores:* wipes away her tears* nada mi amor I just heard something really beautiful.