Fallen Angel Kin - Tumblr Posts

So I started drawing my fall(?) during math class today. It wasn’t really detailed but I’m going over it and making it a digital piece rn.

Obviously I’m not done rn, but like this is so random. I don’t have any actual memories, but just had this urge and this is what I drew. Not sure what it means, but I’m finish it.

Holy shit I just realized why I’m so scared of heights.

I’ve had this fear since I was little. I’ve been scared of tall things for ever, and the thing was, “what if I fall off?”

What if I fall? What I I fall off and end up back down there?

Holy shit, I’m so scared of height cause I’m a fallen angel. It remind me of when I fell, even just a little.

I’m scared to experience falling again. I can’t fly, my wings are torn, and I won’t be able to save myself. I can’t save myself.

I love down there, but I don’t want to experience falling again. Even if it’s not actually sending me down there, that fear still stays with me.

Falling left so many emotions I can’t process as I don’t have the proper memories, but the fear hasn’t left. I don’t think it ever will….

Dude-

I got a few

- I hate rules, and love breaking them (that are like dumb, and won’t actually hurt people). Most of the ones I break are dumb, but I have gotten in trouble for it (fallen angelkin)

- I have the urge to correct people constantly, cause I like should know everything and I need them to know their wrong. I try not to (spacekin)

I don’t remember my other ones, but I have more I think

ALTERHUMANS I AM SUMMONING YOU

let's start a chain

everyone reblog with your alterhuman toxic trait

mine is that I forget that I'm not actually the size of a cat, which usually ends up with me stuck in a box

(Tw: blood and falling from heaven)

I’ve finished my beautiful drawing (the cloud looks so bad omg)

Anyways yeah. It’s done. I like the person, and I hope you do too :3

So I started drawing my fall(?) during math class today. It wasn’t really detailed but I’m going over it and making it a digital piece rn.

Obviously I’m not done rn, but like this is so random. I don’t have any actual memories, but just had this urge and this is what I drew. Not sure what it means, but I’m finish it.

Man do I hate when I can’t find any tips for my kins, so I go to asks that are open and accept requests for tips. Then just never get a response! 😭

Man I know they’re busy, and probably have lots of others and it’s just taking a while to get to mine. But I really suck at waiting! I want tips and help!

I just want some advice and help to figure out myself, and I want some tips for my life and gear.

I know they’re busy! But I just see so many tips for like less rare kins, and I’m just sad cause I can’t find any for my kins.

My kins are also really specific, but still. I want to see tips for space embodiments, fallen angels who have lost their wings, fallen angels who don’t care for heaven anymore, ink sans kins, ink sans kins who are friends with the bad sanses, and tips for ockins!

My other kin I gotta specifically ask for cause he’s really really rare (as in I’m pretty sure I’m the only person who kins him)

I just want some tips for more rare ones.

For my people who aren’t the typical one of their kin

Give us some love yall! I just want some tips!

Also realizing a sign from my life before discovering my alterhuman identity

I’m a fallen angel, and something I talked about a shocking amount was how much i didn’t care about getting into heaven. How much I actually wanted to go to hell. I never liked the idea of going to heaven, and I wanted to go to hell instead.

Which makes a whole lot of sense now. The reason I never liked the idea of going to heaven was cause I don’t want to go back, I don’t want to go back to the place that threw me out and ripped my wings. The reason I liked the idea of going to hell was cause I wanted to go back to the place where I was accepted and lived.

This makes so much sense holy shit

Something funny I wanna talk about is the fact that in both technically a fallen angel and a deity.

What do I mean? Well I’m a spacekin, and I view myself as a space embodied. I can change my form and look however I desire. I’ve existed as long as the universe has, and will continue to exist as long as it does. I am space, and can literally do as I please. I basically do have the powers of a god. I am similar to a deity (do not treat me like one, I’m just saying it’s similar)

But I’m also a fallen angel. One who hates my former deity/god. One who hates my heaven, and one who doesn’t much care for deities and their rules.

Two very different battles.

Well, not so much.

Cosmo is much more chaotic neutral, and definitely would not like to be worshipped. I would not like to be worshipped. I mean, yeah I am space and stuff but I’ve don’t messed up stuff in my life. Being the embodiment of space gives you a lot more freedom and flexibility to do what you want, since there isn’t really anyone to stop you. Definitely killed some planets and stars in my life.

Onyx? Fallen angel. Not a ruler follower, but does what he needs to survive. We’ve probably done less bad shit as him the as Cosmo. Like a lawful evil or lawful neutral. Chaos bringer, but it’s limited and much less powerful than what Cosmo can do.

Do we think they would get along outside of our human body? Probably not. Onyx would not like Cosmo, and the fact Cosmo would 100% rub their abilities in his face. Cosmo is sweet but also a jerk. We love them for it, but still.

So different battles, but just not in the normal sense.

Celestial bodies and fallen angels always get along in weird ways. Our Cosmo and Onyx are proof, but we deal with it :3

Swear on the gods they did this, but without the scissors. Just ripped and tore them off. I can’t even remember if I had more than one pair, but now I all I have is a pair of broken torn wings that can’t do anything.

:( all I can remember are the feelings and it honestly hurt sm

I swear it feels like they did this to me

Hiiii,,,

I'm nervous sending this bc in rlly new to the alterhuman and otherkin communities so idk how much help I am

but I saw one of your kins was a fallen angel who had lost their wings and I might have had an idea for gear?

idk if it would even work, but

suspenders? like possibly, you could buy suspenders and cut them and glue them to the back of a shirt you have, so that way they may feel like wing scars?

I'm not sure how it would work, but it was just an idea

or maybe you could wear low cut back shirts and maybe attempt to draw wing scars on your back?

but yeah, sorry if that didn't help :')

That’s actually a really good idea!

Thank you for the suggestion!!! I’m write it down!

Never really thought about how to make my wings before, but honestly these ideas are really good! 🙏 we appreciate it!

Man being a fixationkin is weird.

I go from being like, “Yeah I’m Leonardo from the rise universe” to’ “Huh, nah I’m currently Sun Wukong from Osp’s videos”

Like, they are always there but damn is it still weird. And I mean weird in a silly/funny way. I enjoy being a fixationkin because my hyper fixations are constantly changing.

Even funnier is that I come back to those hyper fixations either days, weeks, months, or if it’s a rare one a year. Like I have such a long list of hyper fixations, that I genuinely forget about them half the time.

So I’m constantly changing between my fictionkins, my sirenkin, and my ockin. Constantly changing world. The only ones that stay are my fallen angel kin and my space kin.

What a funky vessel I get to be :)

My current list of fixationkins:

Leonardo from Rottmnt

Ink sans

Sun Wukong from OSP

Xiao from Lmk (oc)

Vinus/Ceinus (siren)

Cant wait for there to be even more :3

Is it time for a Kintro?

(No real order btw)

Probably [Updated as of: ##\##\##]

Clover - The Vessel!

Any but she/her (loves neos)

Trans masc / Genderfluid

Omnisexual

Demiromantic

Polyamorous

Interests: Ninjago, Lmk, Jttw, Tmnt, Video games, Roblox, Transformers, DnD, Baking, Drawing, Writing, Undertale, OSP, Mythology, Music, Goth music and fashion, Countryhumans/Statehumans, Empires smp, Hermitcraft smp, The life series, and more (I forget)

Xiao Siye Cao

Xiǎo Sìyè Cǎo

Aka Clover

He/They/It

Trans masc

Omnisexual

Cupioromantic

Polyamorous

Interests: Messing with friends, Exploring, Swimming, Painting, Designing, Making stuff, Making clothes, Spending time with family, and The winter time

Onyx

He/They/Fallen/Dark

Male (probably)

Omnisexual

Aromantic

Interests: Gardening, Cleaning, Spending time outside, Listening to music, The gardens, meeting other fallen angels, and chilling in the gardens

Cosmo

Ally/Lolo/Apo

Nebula

Star/Starry

Orion

Comet

Space/They/Star/Planet/Void/Nebu/Solar/Orbit/He

Cosmogender

Unlabeled

Interests: Causing chaos, exploring, messing with life forms, chilling in/near black holes, chilling on/near stars, chilling on comets, destroying stuff

Sun Wukong

Sun

Wukong

Monkey King

Pilgrim

Pilgrim Sun

He/Xe/She/It

Genderfluid

AroAce

Demiromantic

Asexual

Interests: Fighting, Fashion, Hanging with friends, messing with gods, messing with mortals, causing chaos, hanging with the children (the monkeys)

[OSP]

South Carolina

SC

Palmetto State

They/Them

Nonbinary

Demiromantic

Pansexual

Interests: Pirates, The ocean, Reading, Hiking, Boating, Rafting, Outdoors, Alone time, and other things we forget

Reed

He/They/It/Siren/Deep

GenderOcean

Omnisexual

Demiromantic

Interests: Shiny objects, sea shells, swimming, the depths, messing with humans, luring humans, singing, talking with other merfolks, and nom-ing on non edible things

Ink Sans

Paint Brush

He/They/It

Demiromantic

Demisexual

Unlabeled

Interests: Painting, Drawing, Watching over the aus, Helping creators, hanging with the bad sanses, hanging with Error, messing with Error, hanging with the star sanses, and making art/stuff

Leonardo

Leo

Leon

Nardo (Donnie only)

Blue

He/They

Gay

Transgender / Trans masc

Interests: Swords, Hanging with his brothers, Sleep (insomnia is a bitch), Hanging with April, hanging with Casey jr, Medical stuff, Skateboarding, Comics, Exploring, Water activities, Swimming, and telling jokes

Enigma

He/They/It

Eldrecryptic - Gender

Interests: Playing, getting pet, getting treats, stalking humans, hanging with other cryptics, roaming houses, sleeping, getting food, finding new humans to meet, messing with humans, and playing with other cats

So I just hit with a bad memory from Onyx :(

(my fallen angel kin)

I saw this TikTok of an angel with a specific audio, and it just triggered something.

It’s still fuzzy cause all of my memories are, but:

It was this angel (or deity maybe), telling me that they were glad I was done pretending to be a sinner and that they were glad I was coming home. I told them I wasn’t, and they continued to ignore me as they insisted I wasn’t pretending anymore and I was coming home.

Bit blurry, but then I remember I got through to them and there was a lot of screaming and crying. And then they left.

I don’t remember how long it took to get them to realize I wasn’t going back, or what words were said exactly.

:( I don’t think I like this memory

Yeah, let's start normalizing this!! [Other nonhumans or alterhumans feel free to add onto this!]

Hello, I'm Shay, and I'm a wolfdog, cat, crow[maybe? I'm starting to question this again], questioning dragon, and uh, I'm also ockin! Also questioning other kintypes but whatever, lol. I almost forgot, I'm also a fallen angel, though that also goes under one of my ockin types, lol.

i wish being nonhuman was normalised. i wish i could go to new people and introduce myself like "hi, im Talon, im a dragon" and they could just say "oh, nice to meet you!" and act, you know, like normal.

sigh...

I don't know if fallen angel kins count as deitykins, so idk if I count as a deitykin. But I'm alright with interacting with deitykins. I just might be slightly hesitant, mostly cause I am agnostic and have religious trauma (around Christianity).

- Vesper Lucian (They/it) [fallen angel kin name]

I’m really curious about the alterhuman/otherkin communit(ie)’s opinion on deitykins/godkins, and if there’s more information of the topic, aince I rarely seem to see much of anything about it. It may as well be time for my next poll for this scenario!