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the little things - collection
drabble!series | status: ongoing | REQUESTS OPEN ☁ fluff | ❆ angst | ✰ favorite
❝ there’s nothing like doing nothing with you - bruno major, nothing ❞
genre: fluff! established relationship! angst ? summary: sometimes even the smallest things can show you care Last Update: tbd a/n: hi loves welcome to my first stab at a drabble series. stay, request, do as you please. thank you for stopping by! <3
jeon jungkook
soaps & suds ☁ | word count | coming soon ➸ in which jungkook proves his commitment to you with soaps & suds
kim taehyung
park jimin
kim namjooon
bookmarks tab ☁ | word count | coming soon ➸ in which namjoon can’t help but bookmark all the things in his books that remind him of you
jung hoseok
min yoongi
kim seokjin
lips of an angel | j.jk - series
❝ honey, why you calling me so late? - lips of an angel, hinder ❞
pairing(s): Jungkook x (f.) Reader, Jungkook x OC genre/tags: cheating!au, angst warnings:cheating, infidelity, eventual smut (maybe), cussing, depression summary: No matter how much he says he misses you, he hides you behind secret phone calls and longing glances, while he holds her at night with promises of I love you. And yet you find comfort in every time he picks up the phone and calls you honey, making you believe you still have a chance to win him back.
a/n: i hate cheating AUs with a burning passion, but I had a vision with this song so fuck it. Also, still figuring out how to use this, so if you want a tag list-- let me know.
cast list.
intro. ☏ the last thing either one of you wants to do is hold each other back
one. ☏ coming soon...
lips of an angel | jjk - cast list
❝ it’s really good to hear your voice saying my name. it sounds so sweet coming from the lips of an angel. - lips of an angel, hinder ❞
series masterlist. masterlist. intro.
Y/N L/N | 23 ➛ artsy and sweet
you always appreciated the beauty in the little things, and the importance of detail in the bigger picture. And no matter how long it’s last been since he’s seen you, you’ll always be the one that got away and the one who’s meant to be
architect major. art history minor.
CRYSTAL DUBOIS | 22 ➛ rich and pretty
she was always too materialistic for Jungkook’s liking, but he fell for the way she carries herself confidently and the way her boldness lead him to a sense of happiness. Moments where she called his attention to only focus on her and he could forget about you.
heiress.
JEON JUNGKOOK | 23 ➛ romantic and dreamy
Jungkook has always been a romantic, all he’s ever wanted was to be loved and to love. And sure, he’s capable of loving someone else, but Jungkook also believes in soulmates and there’s no denying that you’re the one.
photographer. magazine editor.
lips of an angel |j.jk - intro.
pairing(s): Jungkook x (f.) Reader, Jungkook x OC genre/tags: cheating!au, angst word count: 1.1k warnings:cheating, infidelity, eventual smut (maybe), cussing, depression summary: Deep down Jungkook knows you’re the love of his life. Knows that he was meant to be with you, but the stars just never aligned. So as he watches you walk away, he regrets the promise he makes to you. A promise that he wouldn’t wait, a promise that he’ll move on. series masterlist. masterlist.
The sunlight peaks in, waving it’s last goodbye as it prepares to sleep for the night. Jungkook and you lay comfortably under his sheets, with nothing in between, basking in each other’s natural heat. His fingers carefully stroke against her skin, as he stares at her longingly. Though she’s next to him, he starts feeling the nibbles of loneliness that are promised once she leaves.
She looks up at him, a sad smile on her face as she leans in. “Beg me to stay, I’ll do it,” she mutters against his lips, before pushing them into his. He whimpers in her mouth, not at the sudden kiss but at the denial of her request. He could never do that to her. This was a once in a lifetime opportunity, and Jungkook loves you too much to hold you back from it. He wishes he could, of course the thought swam through his mind. But no. It would not be fair to you. You deserved to see the world and Jungkook was not going to yank you away from that. He would give you the world in any way that he could, even if it meant having you leave him behind.
You pull away, feeling the lack of enthusiasm from Jungkook. You look in his eyes, daring him to plead you. You would stay if he did it. You would do anything for him. But you know he couldn’t. You know he loved you too much, enough to let you go.
“Tell me to wait,” he decides to reply. And your eyes water upon his request. A request you cannot fulfill, because you love him too much than to have him tied to a leash and waiting for his beloved owner of his heart to return. You could never do that to him. You wish him happiness and if that meant finding someone new, then so be it.
The two of you simply love each other too much to be too selfish. Staring at his watery eyes, holding back the words that a part of you wants to hear, you let go. You let the tears fall and the sobs wrack through your body and he does the same. Time has finally caught up to you both. The clock is running, and the sun is setting. You soon have to board a plane that’ll take you miles away from him with the promise of moving on.
“I’ll never love anyone as much as I love you,” he promises and instead of arguing with the push for him to move on, you bask in his words. You find comfort in the promise, and for a moment you let yourself be selfish. “I’ll never love anyone the way that I love you Kook,” you promise as you cup his face.
You’re well aware of the sudden snot peeking from your nose but neither of you care. All that matters is the little time you have left with each other. Jungkook grabs your wrist and pulls you forward. Your body is practically over his, and Jungkook hugs you even closer to him.
“I love you Y/n.”
“I love you too Kook.”
He can’t let go. That much is obvious, especially when his grip on your sweater tightens as he pulls you closer to him. You want to let him, you do actually. But when you glance back at the large clock above the airport entrance, you have no choice but to pull away. “Kook, it’s time baby,” you whisper to him as you reluctantly put a gap between the two of you. Your plane is going to board in the next thirty minutes and you have yet to get past the TSA check.
The two of you take a beat, staring at each other’s watery eyes. An action the two of you have frequented this past week. You smile sadly at him and it crushes his heart. He knows it’s a smile of goodbye.
Jungkook has only felt heartbreak once before you, and it wasn’t much considering that he did not believe in high school sweethearts. But this time is different. This time he believes-- he knows that it’s you. It will always be you. Because Jungkook has never felt this much pain in life before. Not even when he had to get stitches as a child. This is different. Because as you stare up at him with orbs of perfect hues, he knows that your eyes are an exact reflection of his. No one will look at him and love him the way that you do and the way that you do is the only right way he wants to be loved. And the way those orbs blur as you near your final goodbye to him, Jungkook’s heart shatters.
His chest starts to heave, and to calm down he leans his forehead on yours. The two of you close your eyes at the gentle impact. Inhaling each other’s breath one final time. “Promise me Kook, promise me you’ll try to be happy without me,” and like that you manage to take every shattered piece of his heart and break it more. The two of you thought of long distance, but you’ve seen what long distance can do to a relationship, no matter how much they loved each other. You had your parents to thank for that. Jungkook too, everyone of his friends who tried a long distance relationship never worked out in the end. The two of you agreed, reluctantly, to not try yourselves. You would rather have the memory of Jungkook pure of any doubt and mistrust. And Jungkook knew it would be harder to yearn for you while he had you but couldn’t physically have you, than to have you at all. At least that’s what he tried to convince himself. If he was being honest, he would have tried because, you were worth it and deep down a part of him knew that no matter the distance, Jungkook would have loved you the same. He respects your wishes though, he can’t blame your mindset and lack of optimism. I guess that’s what a cheating father does to you.
“Jungkook please, I need to hear you say it,” you desperately plead to him. You need him to tell you a lie, because to Jungkook, happiness means nothing if you’re not there with him. However, he can’t ignore how he feels the way your forehead scrunches, the way your hands tighten around him, you need him to say it so you can go. You need him to give you permission to go, and as Jungkook stares at you, all of you, one last time, he breaks. He could never hold you back, it was his idea in the first place to get you to apply. With a broken sigh, he pulls his forehead back to replace it with his lips. A soft and lasting kiss on your temple, and you let out a sob.
“I promise.”