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happy 76th!

today's her day. i wish i can be with her to celebrate it. too bad im like a million miles away =/ but at least i got to talk to her on the phone tho it's just for a couple of minutes. i got to hear her voice again. it was heartbreaking but that's the only way i can great her. i never realized it's gonna be the third year since she celebrated her birthday without me. if only i can fly to where she is right now... i would do anything just to be with her.

i haven't told her how much thankful i am to her. how much i missed her. how much i loved her. how much i appreciate all her sacrifices and unconditional love and care she gave me. and most especially, how much guilty i am for leaving her 'alone'... i hope she's doing okay right now. i hope she'll get to be happy and blessed today. i wish her good health. that's all i am asking for coz i still wanna spend more time with her. i wanna give her back all the love and care she gave me when i was growing up. i wanna be her strength. i wanna make her laugh. i wanna work hard for her. i wanna let her rest and live a stress-free life. she's been working hard all her life. i don't even remember when was her last vacation. it's really awful that i can't do anything for her. i don't want her to feel i abandoned her. that i forgot everything. i am really sorry. i am still hoping that one day we'll see each other again. i will give her a better life. a life where she doesn't have to work all day and be stressed. i will spend more time with her just relaxing and laughing.

i love you UMPE, i really do.... thank you for everything. more birthdays to come! God bless you. always take care and i miss you a lot!

happy happy birthday to the most important person in my life coz she's my most beloved UMPE! i miss her so much...