Fae/faer/faers Pronouns Are So Pretty

fae/faer/faers pronouns are so pretty🙃

I hate having an iron deficiency

my god twitter is fvcking brutal. Also-

Tw: sh

I wanna do wrists/arms so bad but I shouldn’t bc I want to get clean. Also arms are a nightmare to hide. The scars on my arms are still not fully healed but they are nearly there so that’s good. Been clean since the 19.9.24. Ik it’s not long but still. I’m so scared of my mum finding out. I don’t want her to feel bad abt it-she had nothing to do with it my brain is just a dumbass. It feels like it’s inevitable she’ll find out. I can’t wait to be an adult so I can more easily make excuses to get out of things that might show my scars/cvts.

I’m so dam fat as well. Why can’t I be skinny, where is the willpower I used to have?? I used to be able to starve for ages and not binge but now it feels like all I ever do is binge and cvt. i just don’t know. Why is everything so fvcking hopeless. I’m done with this shit. agggg I wanna sh so badly. I fvcking hate urges. STUPID URGES LEAVE ME ALONE! I WILL NOT REL@PSE!

Also I’m running out of eyelashes bc I keep pulling them out.

guys I ordered a binder! I cannot wait for it to arrive. Imma have to hide it from my parents but I have experience hiding shit from them so that won’t be hard.

artrtrrhfgfgf I am so excited!!!!!!!!!!

Tw: sh

uggghhhh I’m so tired of light styros. Why am I so fucking weak. I just want deep-medium styros. Enough to feel valid but not enough to give me a scare. But at the same time I wanna get better. Also I don’t want stitches.

plus I’m running out of space. Ughh fuvk guess imma have to move back to my stomach temporarily.

update: haha nvm imma just make space

guess who literally lives in faer binder now 🤭