I Love Your Work! I'm Not Going To Be Oddly Specific So... Chuuya Pure Angst :) Thanks And Take Your

I love your work! I'm not going to be oddly specific so... Chuuya pure angst :) Thanks and take your time ❤️

the reason?

pairings: chuuya nakahara x reader

contains: angst haha

wc: 374

a/n: of course!! im sorry if it's not that pure angst, and thank u for the request! mwah mwah <3

The place was filled with smoke, bodies of agents dying, blood everywhere, and both of you. Chuuya stared at you in anger, holding himself to use his ability.

“Open your fucking mask.” he groaned, slightly in pain on his left forearm. He didn't knew who was under the mask, he wanted to kill you.

“..name? Is that.. really you?” his voice was cracking, he couldn't process any of this. Didn't you die? No, you're supposed to be dead. You got stabbed, there's no way you're alive. His thoughts were filled with it, he really didn't know what to do.

You laughed, slowly opening your mask revealing your face. His eyes went wide, looking at you in horror. His body was trembling, tears was forming his eyes.

You looked at his face, you didn't know what to say either. He was supposed to be by your side, comforting you, protecting you, stay with you. And guess what? He didn't. He broke your so called ‘promise’. You took a deep breath then sighed, walking to him. He was about to cry, fall into tears, falling into his knees.

“T-there’s no way you are alive! I-i saw you died..” he sobbed, trying to hold your hand. Before he did, you slapped his hand away from you, looking at him in anger.

“Watched me die. You.. watched me die!” you screamed, your voice cracking since you're about to cry aswell. You couldn't hold your anger, you really couldn't.

“What? N-no.. I saw you..”

“You watched me die and did nothing, is that what you meant?”

He couldn't give an answer, he broke into tears, now falling into his knees. He didn't mean any of that, he.. had a reason, right? Seeing him you immediately kneel down too, gripping both of his shoulders.

“You stood there, watching me slowly die and didn't even think to fucking help me? There must be a reason, right? What is it? What is it, Chuuya!” you cried, tear welling in your eyes finally rolled down on your cheeks. His mind was blank, he didn't think about it, about the incident that happen. He didn't even know what was the reason, the reason to leave you to die. Did he even have any reasons?

why do u guys love angst so much... (me too :3)

like what?

pairings: chuuya nakahara x reader

contains: fluff, slight suggestive/smut

wc: 256

a/n: in my entire life i never wrote anything suggestive..

You're sitting on a stool at the bar, accompanied by your boyfriend. Your boyfriend, Chuuya Nakahara. You don't dare to drink too much because if you get drunk and your boyfriend does too, who will take you both home? You saw your boyfriend who was drinking heavily and drunk too. The bar wasn't crowded like usually, every night. You saw Chuuya who was sitting beside you drinking another bottle of alcohol again, again and again, when will he stop drinking? Chuuya brought his glass of alcohol to his lips, looked at your face then smiled like someone who just won the lottery. His gaze made you nervous, because of that you covered your face with your hand and peeking a little.

“Stop looking at me like that, chu..” you whispered, eyes trying to avoid his gaze.

“Like what?” he asked, with a smirk forming on his face.

Before you replied, he suddenly took your hands who were covering your face and kiss you. He starts wrapping his hands around your waist, moving your figure closer to his. The kiss was filled love and passion at first, few seconds later the kiss turns heated, filled with sudden lust. His hands start to caress your body, making you moan on the kiss. You broke the kiss, getting some air. He connected your lips with his again, but making the kiss even deeper. He bit your lower lip where his tongue gain access inside your mouth. You wrapped your arms around his neck, breaking the kiss again, saliva connecting.

horribles memories

pairings: chuuya nakahara x reader

contains: angst, bad memories

wc: 371

a/n: based on a haikaveh animation i saw, where they used the song “christmas kids”

“I'm leaving this place. It's just full of horrible memories, I hate it.” you explained, immediately start walking away from your friend, your partner.

You looked behind, his eyes filling up with tears, his face full of sadness and anger.

“n-name, it's not your fault.”

“It is, isn't it?”

“No i-it's not, so please don't leave me here alone.” he cried, avoiding your gaze by looking down.

Chuuya wanted to stop you from leaving him, leaving his life. But he knew he didn't had the right to stop you, it was your decision. You start walking away from him, your heart slowly filling with guilt. Were you supposed to feel this?

“I'm sorry, Chuuya.”

Few years has passed, your life was better, and you deciced to go back to Yokohama. You wandered around in the streets of Yokohama, seeing how different it looks from back then. You decided to buy some snacks, and you did! While on the walk you weren't focus, and accidentally bumped a person. You immediately stand up to your feet, picking up his hat and gave him a hand. Why does this person feel so familiar? Who is he?

He gladly took your hand and stood up. Before you hand him his hat, he looks at you, face full of shock.

“Name, is that you?” he asked looking at you closely, his eyes widening. Your face was full of confusion, wondering how the hell did he knew you? You guys never met before??

“Excuse me, do i know you?” you replied by giving another question, where you see his slightly change of emotion on his face, an annoyance look and slight sadness. Every word was a knife, and every cut stabbed the heart. The sudden of realisation that you always forget horrible memories, and in which you forgot about him. He's one of your horrible memories. The realisation made his heart aching, hurting.

“S-sorry about that..” he stuttered, his tone was breaking, his face was filling with tears. Before you even reached his hands to pull him, he ran away. You were gonna ask why was he crying? What did you do to him? Is he someone to you? Is he one of the memories you forgot?

angst is just to nice im sorry😞 also upcoming dazai ones hehe.. :D

the line “your worst sin is that you’ve betrayed and destroyed yourself for nothing” is so raw you’d think it’s from a destiel fanfic or even hetalia but it’s actually from dostoyevskys crime and punishment

Hi!! I hope everything is going well for you!!

I was wondering if I could request a Ranpo or Poe x reader. Like maybe the reader drunk calls them and confesses in the middle of the night? Only to try and play it off the next day. Only for the reader to be horrible at playing it off?

drunk confession

pairings: edgar allan poe x reader

contains: ooc, fluff, mentions of alcohol

wc: 850

a/n: HAI ANONN!! so sorry if im late </3 also sorry for not posting, i've been really busy+ writers block but I AM BACK~ (not proofread)

Poe and You were simply just friends, a close one to be exact. Some people might think you guys are dating because you tease or flirt with him too much, but you just like doing it did you?, Poe knew about that.

The bar was a bit crowded, drunkards everywhere. You were out late at night, sitting alone. You brought the whiskey to your lips, taking a sip of it.

After drinking a lot, you're a bit tipsy now– well, drunk actually. You continued to drink more releasing stress you have in your mind.

Everything was spinning, you couldn't comprehend what was happening at this point.

“My head fucking hurt so bad..” you murmured, bringing out your phone.

Scrolling down your phone, you found his number, Edgar Allan Poe.

Not realising what you're doing, you called his number which he answered.

“n-name? it's 11PM, what do you need?” Poe stuttered, a bit worried why you were calling him this late.

“Wanna– hic hear something?”You muttered, taking another sip.

'Oh, the bar.' Poe thought to himself.

He does know about your alcoholic side.

He muttered a 'yes', holding the phone with both of his hands now.

Your lips turned into a smirk, before confessing something–

“I love youu~ did ya hic know what?” you confessed with confidence, the whiskey still in your other hand.

You swore you heard him let out a 'yelp' in shock. Was he not expecting this? Or your stupid teasing was not enough hints?

“U-um.. I– I dunno how to confess but hic yeah.. I love you.. a lot, Poe. Night–”

Before Poe replied to your confession, you hung up on him first. He was a bit disappointed that you didn't wanna hear his answer. On the other hand, you stood up, waving goodbye to the bartender before leaving the bar.

In the morning, you woke up and continued your morning routine like everyday except you took some meds to freshen up.

On the way to work, you opened your phone to see a message from Poe.

[23:54] Poe: Goodnight, name.

[07:35] Poe: Don't forget about the meeting today, see you.

'Pfft- why did Poe say goodnight, what happen–'

Right before you thought about something else, a sudden realisation hits you. Poe? Like Poe you confessed to last night? Yeah, you're definitely not gonna see his face today.

Upon meeting him, you didn't even dare to see his eyes nor face.

'This is just embarrassing, imagine confessing to someone and not even dare to talk to them aga–'

Your mind snapped back to reality, hearing someone called out your name.

“N-name, are you okay?” he asked sounding a bit worried.

He was worried that you didn't look at him at all, and because of last night. Should he be the one bringing this up?

You nodded your head, looking at anything but him.The tension was awkward, both of you sitting in front of each other not saying a word. It was always you leading the conversation but this time was different.

Poe took a deep breath preparing himself to ask you about last night, before you stopped him.

“So.. um, about your novel yesterday? Have you finished it? Haha..” you chuckled awkwardly, eyes still not on him.

“Ah, yes! About the novel, I almost finished writing it, would you perhaps be the first one to read?” he said in excitement, bringing out the novel which was half done.

Nervousness was still with you, thinking of a way to dodge talk about last night. You agreed to read his novel mystery, and he gave you it.

Right before you read it, Poe spoke about it. About last night.

“name.. a-about last night..” he murmured quietly, while your body tense up a bit hearing it.

Putting down the book, you brace yourself to look at him that got him a bit nervous. The tension was sure getting more awkward.

“Right, about last night. I- uh..” you tried to think of the right word for it, not wanting to make a misunderstanding.

While thinking, you felt soft hands intertwined with yours, it was Poe’s.

“Look, I– feel the same as well..”

Within a moment your eyes went wide, a bit shocked by his answer. Did he really love you back or was it just a pity?

While thinking, you felt soft hands intertwined with yours, it was Poe’s.

“Look, I– feel the same as well..”

Within a moment your eyes went wide, a bit shocked by his answer. Did he really love you back or was it just a pity?

“So, does this make us official now or?”

You asked bravely, waiting for his response.

You didn't want to force Poe into a relationship with you, you know there's always the right moment.

Poe gulped before mumbling out a small 'yes'.

Poe swore he could feel the happiness through your eyes and when you gripped on his hands more.

“Ah– I'm also sorry for uh.. trying to dodge about last night.”

“It's okay, name..!” he gave you a soft smile, that gave you butterflies.

He was just too perfect for you.

live laugh love poe guys (THANK U ANON FOR THE REQUEST ILY U REMOVED MY WRITERS BLOCK BLESS YOU.)

Thank You for feeding us Sapphic Femzai lovers 🫶 your portrayal of Femzai had me giggling and blushing would you consider posting more releated Femzai content in the future?

kisses and hickeys

pairings: fem!dazai osamu x fem!reader

contains: suggestive, marking/biting, kissing, petnames

wc: 373

a/n: for femzai for my scrunklies!!

“So you do like it, huh?” she said in a teasing tone, still caressing your cheek.

You sighed letting go bringing your knife back under your skirt. You took a few step back, looking at her afterwards.

"Sure, ‘Samu.”

“Aww you're calling me that again!” she smiled, going closer hugging you. You just stood there, letting her embrace you into her arms. Her head was at your shoulder, which is near your neck. Before you said another word out of your mouth, her lips was attached on your neck. You immediately covered your mouth with right hand, while the other hand was around her neck. What's weird, you didn't even tried to push her away, it's like you accepted her doings. At first she was just giving pecks on your neck, but slowly starting to bite, marking you. Covering your mouth with your hand wasn't enough to hide your moans, you bite your lower lip, little blood coming out. After a moment, she looked up seeing you hiding your noises, she wasn't happy about it. She smirked before connecting her lips to yours, going for a kiss. The kiss wasn't even passionate, it was just full of lust. Your arms fully around her neck, trying to deepening the kiss, and it worked. She saw this as an opportunity and bit your lower lip which let her toungue insert your mouth. Her hands caressed your body, slowly reaching under your blouse. You mewled on the kiss, while she continued to fight for dominance. Then your kiss was released, both of you took a breath after the kiss earlier, saliva connecting. Her hands were caressing your body, it felt like heaven.

“a-ah, ‘samu..” you moaned, your face was fully red.

She chuckled at your expression, her hands were now resting on top of your bra.

“Aw! Look at you, being a goodgirl for me~” she said in awe, suddenly squeezing your chest, which in response you let another moan.

She only chuckled hearing your noises, it's like music to her ears. She enjoyed every second of this moment, she hold your chin making you look at her.

“Do you want to continue, love? If you do, please dont hide those noises from me, okay? Good girl~”