Dean: So Hes Not Like You?donatello: Oh No. Im A Prophet Of The Lord But He *creepy Background Music

dean: so he’s not like you? donatello: oh no. i’m a prophet of the lord but he… *creepy background music plays* jack’s probably the most powerful being in the universe… i mean, really… *creepy background music swells* who knows what’s going on instead his head?… dean & donatello: *apprehensively glances at jack* jack:

SPN Challenge - Day 17: Favorite Ship/s [½]: Saileen

S: “Feel free to drop a line if you ever need anything.. or even if you just want to hang out.”

E: “You can’t call me, though. I mean, you could call, but I won’t answer.”

Maybe it already exists.. 😳

There’s going to be a final, “Hello, Dean”.

It’s not just grief.

Dean isn’t just lashing out over losing Mary, tho he 100% for sure is doing that. He also just watched Sam nearly die. Again. Then watched him be saved by the same guy that apparently killed his mother. (Saved one of his dads from certain death then proceeded to murder his mother without really meaning to, Jack’s on some somehow less incestuous Oedipal shit) There’s a reason Dean keeps 🙄 every time the snake-icide gets mentioned, it’s cuz HE knows he wouldn’t give a fuck if Jack went full on homicidal St Patrick, *because Jack saved Sam from certain death*. The fact that he also killed the guy who almost liked Sam is just the cherry on top, really. Dean’s anger toward Cas very much reads as a lover’s quarrel over their troubled kid who just went violent. Dean’s accusing Cas of keeping secrets about the kid’s mental state as if Dean himself didn’t see the signs and was worried enough to literally bring him to talk to someone (Donatello filling the role of mental health professional in this analogy). Dean’s not mad at Cas for not telling them about what he saw with the snake, he’s exploded repeatedly brushing off the importance/significance of the snake. He’s not even mad at Cas at all really, he’s mad at himself. Mad that he didn’t ‘do more’ to keep an eye on Jack, mad that he left Jack alone with Mary knowing he’s currently a danger to everyone around him, mad that he’s not entirely mad at Jack cuz he still saved Sam, killed Lucifer, killed Michael, and most of all, he’s mad at himself for loving Jack, despite his initial instinct that the kid is too dangerous. “It was a warning and I didn’t see it.” This is also why he’s lashing out at Cas. He loves Cas, and he’s just had his heart broken by a powerful angelic being that he let in, let get close enough to become family. He’s just nearly lost his brother, lost his son, lost his mom, and pushed away his best friend (husband). It’s not just grief. It’s self loathing, it’s fear, it’s guilt. Dean’s entire world just fell apart. Lashing out at Cas (but not Sam) is the closest he can come to lashing out at himself. As soon as Cas came back to the bunker Dean came out to hear what he had to say. “And what, you just took her word for it?” ‘You’re TRUSTING someone?!? Like that isn’t what got us into this mess to begin with?!?’ Lashing out at Cas in place of himself. The verbal/emotional beating he gave Cas this ep was the external mirror of the internal battle within Dean.

Reblogging because.. I don’t need a damn reason for reblogging this wonder.

I could stare at that smile forever