Its Not Just Grief.

It’s not just grief.

Dean isn’t just lashing out over losing Mary, tho he 100% for sure is doing that. He also just watched Sam nearly die. Again. Then watched him be saved by the same guy that apparently killed his mother. (Saved one of his dads from certain death then proceeded to murder his mother without really meaning to, Jack’s on some somehow less incestuous Oedipal shit) There’s a reason Dean keeps 🙄 every time the snake-icide gets mentioned, it’s cuz HE knows he wouldn’t give a fuck if Jack went full on homicidal St Patrick, *because Jack saved Sam from certain death*. The fact that he also killed the guy who almost liked Sam is just the cherry on top, really. Dean’s anger toward Cas very much reads as a lover’s quarrel over their troubled kid who just went violent. Dean’s accusing Cas of keeping secrets about the kid’s mental state as if Dean himself didn’t see the signs and was worried enough to literally bring him to talk to someone (Donatello filling the role of mental health professional in this analogy). Dean’s not mad at Cas for not telling them about what he saw with the snake, he’s exploded repeatedly brushing off the importance/significance of the snake. He’s not even mad at Cas at all really, he’s mad at himself. Mad that he didn’t ‘do more’ to keep an eye on Jack, mad that he left Jack alone with Mary knowing he’s currently a danger to everyone around him, mad that he’s not entirely mad at Jack cuz he still saved Sam, killed Lucifer, killed Michael, and most of all, he’s mad at himself for loving Jack, despite his initial instinct that the kid is too dangerous. “It was a warning and I didn’t see it.” This is also why he’s lashing out at Cas. He loves Cas, and he’s just had his heart broken by a powerful angelic being that he let in, let get close enough to become family. He’s just nearly lost his brother, lost his son, lost his mom, and pushed away his best friend (husband). It’s not just grief. It’s self loathing, it’s fear, it’s guilt. Dean’s entire world just fell apart. Lashing out at Cas (but not Sam) is the closest he can come to lashing out at himself. As soon as Cas came back to the bunker Dean came out to hear what he had to say. “And what, you just took her word for it?” ‘You’re TRUSTING someone?!? Like that isn’t what got us into this mess to begin with?!?’ Lashing out at Cas in place of himself. The verbal/emotional beating he gave Cas this ep was the external mirror of the internal battle within Dean.

Then Dean and Cas can kiss

The greatest love story ever told deserves at least one kiss

I think this is my favorite cockles panel 😍

New favourite thing. Jensen looking at Misha with pure love and sass and asking him ‘how do you feel about Dean?’ Just look at that idiots face like take that Miaha answer that and i adore you but I’m a little shit. It’s beautiful.

Global Temperature by the Numbers

The Year

4th Hottest

2018 was the fourth hottest year since modern recordkeeping began. NASA and the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration work together to track temperatures around the world and study how they change from year to year. For decades, the overall global temperature has been increasing.

Over the long term, world temperatures are warming, but each individual year is affected by things like El Niño ocean patterns and specific weather events.

1.5 degrees

Globally, Earth’s temperature was more than 1.5 degrees Fahrenheit warmer than the average from 1951 to 1980.

The Record

139 years

Since 1880, we can put together a consistent record of temperatures around the planet and see that it was much colder in the late-19th century. Before 1880, uncertainties in tracking global temperatures were too large. Temperatures have increased even faster since the 1970s, the result of increasing greenhouse gases in the atmosphere.

Five Hottest

The last five years have been the hottest in the modern record.

6,300 Individual Observations

Scientists from NASA use data from 6,300 weather stations and Antarctic research stations, together with ship- and buoy-based observations of sea surface temperatures to track global temperatures.

The Consequences

605,830 swimming pools

As the planet warms, polar ice is melting at an accelerated rate. The Greenland and Antarctic ice sheets lost about 605,830 Olympic swimming pools (400 billion gallons) of water between 1993 and 2016.

8 inches

Melting ice raises sea levels around the world. While ice melts into the ocean, heat also causes the water to expand. Since 1880, sea levels around the world have risen approximately 8 inches.

71,189 acres burned

One symptom of the warmer climate is that fire seasons burn hotter and longer. In 2018, wildfires burned more than 71,189 acres in the U.S. alone.

46% increase in CO2 levels

CO2 levels have increased 46 percent since the late 19th Century, which is a dominant factor causing global warming.

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