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i am a walking red flag i am sooo aware

if you know i'm struggling and you know what triggers me then why don't you stop, why don't you care? you're supposed to fucking care it's like your one job and you never have, why did you ever pretend to be concerned if you're gonna make it your life's goal to make me worse? why don't you fucking care??

hm i'm sorry to disappoint you Mr. fNQEm, but no. i don't think i'll be doing that.

Gonna go slam my head against the cement do you guys want anything

lmao and now my brain is just replaying every encounter i've had with my mother recently where she's made me feel like shit for having a body at all but especially one that is larger than hers and i want to break into hysterics <3 i desperately need to cry rn but my head already hurts so bad and ik that'll just make it worse. i don't want to be in this body anymore, i fucking hate it.