runawaydr3amerao3 - Agent of Filth and Depravity, Dickvestigator
Agent of Filth and Depravity, Dickvestigator

Dreamer, She/Her, Fic Author, SPN, Bibro AO3: runawaydr3amer Sam/Dean ๐Ÿ’– Jared/JensenAnti-Hate: Both boys get love here and so do both actors. Ship and let ship. YKINMKATO.Pro-Cat: I fricken love cats! Frick! ๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ›๐Ÿˆ

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Sometimes When I'm Struggling With My Mental Health, Or Real Life Is Sapping My Already-limited Energy

Sometimes when I'm struggling with my mental health, or real life is sapping my already-limited energy more than usual, I will drop the ball and not reply to comments for a while. But please know that they mean no less to me during those times. I will still read them the moment they appear in my inbox. I will read and re-read and smile and cry and screenshot to show my best friend so they can be happy for me too. In fact, during those times, comments mean even more.

Those who don't comment on fics you like, you've got no idea the joy you could be supplying to someone. Consider that just because it took you 15-30 minutes to read doesn't mean that's how long it took the author to write. I'm seven months in on my current fic. Having that effort validated? And all it would take is a few words? As little as a thanks? Please, just a minute more of your time.

We're not big business. We're not mass producers. We're sitting at our computers or on our phones watching the hit counter go up in single figures. Your acknowledgement is oxygen. Your engagement is everything.

The sharing of fanfiction was a two-way street once. It's got quiet on the readers' side of the road lately. We miss you.

Screenshot of a Gmail inbox. It's literally all comment notifications from the same user for seven different fics.

people who let me wake up to this get a special place in heaven. firefly_fox how does it feel to hold my life in ur hands....

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dean is soooo mad he canโ€™t knock his little brother up. he fucks sam for hours until samโ€™s too exhausted to move at all and just flops over, face down, as his big brother pounds into him. dean never wears a condom and he never pulls out. he cums in sam and still dosent pull out, instead using his own cock to plug sammy up. even when he grows soft he stays in sam, occasionally giving shallow thrusts or moving his hips in slow circles. he waits until he gets hard again and then heโ€™s back at it, shoving his cock in and out ruthlessly while sam whimpers weakly into sheets. no matter how hard dean tries tho, sam will never get pregnant. no matter how much cum dean shoves into his ass and mouth or how often he fucks sam or how long he keeps sam plugged full of cum. and that makes dean soooo mad.


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1 year ago

a friend told me people only watch spn cause they find them hot but i want to prove to them that it isnโ€™t just that necessarily so please help

this is assuming you watch supernatural (or have watched - if you used to watch it were you attracted to them at the time?)

rb for sample size?


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