Isnt It Stupid, That Some Excessive Part Of You Wants Him To Openly Refute Your Lies Even As You Tell

Isn’t it stupid, that some excessive part of you wants him to openly refute your lies even as you tell them? To undress your mind as hungrily he does your body until you have no choice but to be bared and free, released from the burden of your own thoughts?

To be honest, I’m not really sure how to start of with this. Partially because I’m in the middle of studying for finals, but mainly because this chapter took my breath away. Introduction scenes are a gateway to the remainder of the story, so you could only imagine how I felt watching the scene at the town unfold. To put it simply, I was sad. The main characters feelings of inadequacy and selfishness were understandable, but I wish that she wasn’t so hard on herself. I hope that later on, she gets a chance of helping the mother and her baby, or if not, then have the chance to do something great for others outside the realm she resides in. She has such a beautiful heart and soul, and I just don’t want her to feel down about herself.

Reading how the following events unfolded made my heart simultaneously stop and beat faster than ever. Yoongi put himself in a place of submission for her, stepping down from his place of usual control and instead wanting to pleasure her. Fully and wholly. It was intense coming to this section of the story, but it was all so beautiful and loving (It was a bit funny on my end though reading this and having my best friend swearing in the background at his studies/professor. it’s finals weeks so yeah…)

The last few paragraphs after Yoongi comforts her and creates a place for her to cry were so beautiful. The way you write is so eloquent and purposeful and filled with raw and intense emotion. It’s poetry unearthed, and I’d love to continue reading your work for as long as possible. 

Thank you so much Rain for making my day better. This was a fantastic read and I can’t wait to see what else is in store for them. Thank you!! I’m sending you all of my love.💕

june 1869.

you’ve never been able to hide from him.

pairing: joseon king!yoongi x reader genre: smut, angst, fluff? words: 2.3k contains: choices, consequences.

moonlit throne index. this is drabble 21. start from the beginning?

The moment you reach your private chambers, you collapse against the door. Your heart softly shudders with strain as you finally let the first tears fall, trickling steadily down your cheeks. The bundles you carried in fall to the floor as you cover your face with your cold hands, trying to stifle the quiet sobs that seem so determined to come.

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summary: namjoon worships you, only you, and would dedicate his life and soul to show you the depths of his love and devotion.

pairing: namjoon x f!reader / word count: 2.1k / genre: smut (NSFW, 18+), warlock!namjoon/patron!reader, sort of a fantasy!au

warnings: sexually explicit content, religious imagery/talk of worship and blasphemy, oral (f receiving), unprotected sex, talk of magic (does that need to be a warning)

this is part of my 1.1k milestone event!

a/n: @ whoever it was on my google survey who wanted to see a fantasy!au and also wanted to see more stuff with namjoon- this is dedicated to you! I swore I wasn’t going to even think about things for my 1.1k milestone but I saw your response and immediately got hit with inspo; I’m sure this isn’t what you were asking for when you said fantasy but! I hope you like it anyway! unbeta-ed bc I smashed this out in an afternoon and @hobi-gif​ is asleep rn and I’m impatient OOPS

“You give me too much.”

“Oh?” The sound of your voice, heavenly, shining. Dripping with amusement. Affection. “You would spurn my favour?”

“Never,” Namjoon whispers. A confession, each word a benediction. “Never, my lady.”

The sound of your laughter, smooth and light. You tilt your head, bare the unspoiled column of your neck, shimmering, glimmering, glittering. Your skin shines with the finest fragrant oils, dusted with ground gold leaf, iridescent. Your body gilded and girded, as always, in the finest cloth and metal and jewels, reclining, utterly at ease. Glowing with your divine power; divine grace.

Divine beauty.

Divine.

Namjoon is blessed, to have you as his Patron. 

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“Jimin.”

“I’m here. I have you,” he whispered. 

Whew, okay so now that I’ve had some time to step away and recollect my thoughts (because quite honestly, I was a mess the last time), I’m back. Honestly, this part was so touching and I enjoyed the fact that now we get to see some of the characters in a different light. One part that immediately grabbed my attention was the scene where Jimin and Namjoon were reconciling. It was wholesome and thoughtful, and you see that these two characters, even though different, are able to work well together. I think it’s like a push-pull relationship, but one that’s needed nonetheless because you know that as powerhouses, their endgoal is to protect and serve to the best of their abilities. I also really liked what Jimin said here because of that:

“I spared your life because it was well worth sparing. You have always led your clan with honor and dignity. You don’t strike me as someone who enjoys killing, yet you were willing to do so for the good of our people. Such a man is a far better example alive than he is dead.”

I also enjoyed seeing the Luna coming to terms with her feelings, albeit slowly. But you know without a doubt that she cares about Jimin in the ways that he does to her. It was quite entertaining to see her become this overprotective entity (but tbh, I would do the same if I was in her position), as well as see Namjoon FINALLY caving into his own feelings.

All in all, I'm really happy about this part. I'm happy that Jimin and the Luna can be together and that Namjoon found peace in his defeat. More so, I'm glad that Jimin and Namjoon are working alongside each other. It was an unforeseen fate, but one that I'm happy about. Now I'm curious to see why Yoonji is upset about Tae being the head of the Kim clan and what that means for them. 

Anywho, thank you thank you thank you thank you THANK YOU Vi! You are such a wonderful and beautiful and talented human-being and just MWAH! I’m sending you all the smooches and love in the world! I can’t wait to see what happens in the next part. 💕💕💕

The Praetor

◐ PART VI of THE ALPHA ◐

◐ Series Masterlist ◐

◐ Part I ◐ Part II ◐ Part III ◐ Part IV ◐ Part V ◐

Pairing: Alpha Werewolf Jimin x Omega Reader

Rating: Hard Mature 18+ (for this installment)

Warnings: sexual content including grinding and marking, some light (and totally consensual) manhandling, ABO sexual dynamics including discussion of scenting, marking, mating, and claiming. Violence and discussion of violence relating to ritual combat, possessive behavior, injuries and discussion of injuries

Special Note: Yoonji and Yunli are NOT the same person. Yoonji is Yoongi and Yunli’s cousin. She is sometimes affectionately called “Ji-ah.”

Word Count: 5500 (wow)

Author’s Note: Life has been really hard. I won’t beat around the bush. It was hard to do anything… but your kind words and support really kept me going. Truly you guys straight up manifested this chapter with your incredible support. As always, my angels @ppersonna​ @xjoonchildx​ @untaemedqueen​ and @underthejoon​ were the best betas and the best friends anyone could ask for. My thanks to ALL of you for helping me bring this story to life!

“Alpha.” 

Namjoon’s voice echoed through the clearing with profound resonance. 

There would be no more fighting. 

There would be no more doubt.

It was a complete surrender, the kind only a true Alpha could compel. 

A frantic whimper suddenly split the air, drawing every eye to you-

 But you saw only him. 

“Untie me,” you pleaded, struggling impatiently against the restraints. 

One of the elders moved to release you, but before she could, Jin produced a knife and cut you free with the kind of terrifying precision expected of a man who was every bit as deadly as he was beautiful. 

Then you were running - and this time, no one could stop you. 

Your body crashed into his and fiery joy shot through you as he pulled you into his arms. 

His scent wrapped around your senses like a warm blanket, covering the fear and pain of the past days in unimaginable relief. 

 “Jimin.”

“I’m here. I have you,” he whispered. 

Your entire frame seemed to shake as you sobbed against his chest. It was as if you could not draw close enough - could not hold tight enough - to be satisfied. Part of you was still terrified that you would wake up and discover that all of this had been a dream…

Then you heard it.

Another set of knees hitting the ground. 

“Alpha.”

Then another-

“Alpha.“

And another 

“Alpha.”

Till the air was filled with hundreds of voices, all speaking the same word.

“Alpha.”

Namjoon remembered very little of what happened after his surrender…

Just pain. 

His limbs seemed oddly disconnected from the rest of his body. There was blood everywhere (and he was reasonably sure it was his). 

He knew he should feel defeated, broken - ashamed even.

Instead he felt strangely…

Light. 

As if a great weight had lifted from his shoulders. 

The last thing he saw before losing consciousness entirely was Yunli’s tear-stained gaze - still fixed on him - even as the others turned to face their new Alpha. 

He breathed out her name in a quiet, desperate plea as the darkness overtook him. 

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“Do you think good people do bad things sometimes?”

Hi Ana,

It’s been a while since I’ve written typed to you like this, but I’m glad that I’m able  to do so right now. I’ve missed you even though I see and interact with you all the time on Twitter.

This chapter was dark. I mean, it’s not like any of the previous chapters or even this entire series was anything but, but this chapter really made me take my glasses off and just take everything that was happening without any barriers or anything else to soften the blow. 

We finally get to see what Lee has been up to all along, and I can’t believe that his addiction was right under my nose. All the signs were there like you said, but having the words written in ink really changed everything. It's amazing how one moment can change how you see the world. Like Seokjin said, why do moments of happiness usher in intense fear? It’s a disturbing balance, so where the mc has Yoongi, Lee and everything else that heightens his corruptness is lingering right beside her. Though, the most sinister moment for me, a moment where I could feel my blood run a bit colder, was this part:

Sweat beads at your temples.  Lee turns his head to stare you down, even as he continues to push saline, even as the patient continues to sputter.  There is a hard glint in his eyes that tells you everything you need to know.

He knows.

The pacing and everything that led up to those words were so excellently and meticulously implemented, and the way my mind felt and the way my heart seemed to beat a little bit faster in my chest was like nothing before. It was startling and deafening, and this right here is the perfect epitome of suspense. It’s also the reason why this is one of my favorite parts.

Through this though, I love how Yoongi was there to make the tone a bit lighter, make it a bit more easy to breathe not only for me, but for the main character. I think it was last chapter when I questioned what Yoongis prize was, and before I had an inkling that it was her but now, I’m not sure. If she's his prized possession then the metal is his remedy. If the metal is his prized possession, then she is his home. Someone that grounds him and someone that makes him want to fight for more. Live for more. I also can’t get over the fact of how sweet Yoongi is in this. When he said, “-- It’s not a bad time,” Yoongi interrupts quickly.  “Not for you, anyway.”, I was like, well, I guess it’s my time for my ring finger to be occupied lol. 

But seriously, I love him. The way he protects her and cherishes her is nothing that I could begin to adequate explain with the way my brain is working right now, but he’s one of my favorite, if not my favorite characterizations ever (but I’m also lowkey making side glances to Jungkook...cocky bastard. Hot though. He could pound me if he wants too-

Anyways, I’m really glad with the way this chapter turned out. I’m glad that they were able to kiss again. But most of all, I’m glad that I was able to come back to you and read this amazing story. I can’t wait to read more. As always, and until the end of forever, I’m sending you my love💕

P.S.- Also, I forgot to mention this, but this is one of my favorite lines: “Grow up in chaos and you will end up craving order.” I don’t know, but in a way, this reminds me of me. I’d made me think. Also, the montage with the sins and the pacing of that to the climax of this chapter was absolutely phenomenal. You continuously remind me why reading is my home away from home. Thank you Ana. Truly.

greedy | myg x reader | chapter four: every sin in the book

summary: being a loner has never bothered yoongi until now.  until you.

pairing: yoongi x reader

genre: mafia AU, pining, eventual smut

rating: 18+

word count: 9.5K

notes:  wow, okay. so. a lot happens in this chapter.  i’ve gotten more nervous about the chapter the longer i’ve stared at it, so i had to remember the words of the wise mr. kim : “done is better than perfect.”

i would love to hear from you guys what you think about this chapter. i absolutely love talking to you guys, about my stories, about whatever really.  please drop me an ask if you want to chit-chat!

beta read by @hobi-gif who blesses me with her brain all the time! also i have to thank the awesome @untaemedqueen​ @ladyartemesia @btsarmy9593 for being amazing advice givers and sounding boards.

this fic is a continuation of the Guarded Series but can be read as a standalone piece.

Chapter 01 | 02 | 03 | 04

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Ko insists on making tea. 

You don’t have the heart to remind her that you don’t drink tea.  You suppose she takes comfort in the ritual, in pretending for a few minutes that you’re a normal guest in her home under totally normal circumstances.

But if the action serves to soothe her nerves, it only makes yours more frayed. 

You sit on the stiff couch in the living room for what feels like an eternity, looking out over her pictures and keepsakes.  Your eyes lock on a framed photograph of Ko and her husband, young and tanned and smiling, holding matching tropical drinks against an equally tropical backdrop.

A much happier time.

Ko’s husband – her partner in all things – has been dead for more than a year now.  And as you sit in this room filled with their shared memories, your heart breaks at the thought of your friend hiding out in here, alone.

Afraid.

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Park Jimin was going to die violently and there was nothing he could do about it. 

So after fatefully crying, and then fist-pumping, to BE, I'm back. 

To be completely honest, I loved this part so, so, much. I loved the fact that we had a moment of sassy Jimin standing his ground to Namjoon and biting back (no pun intended). But Jimin has a point. I mean, I wouldn’t want someone to be like “I plan on killing you because I don’t think you’re the most worthy, but no hard feelings, right?” like wtf?!?!! I also wonder why Jimin chose to fight in human form out of the others. Maybe it was to show that he could be strong without the extra capabilities? Maybe it was to be more authentic? I’m not sure, but when I read that I was surprised, but I also found myself feeling a bit proud and understanding even though if this goes bad, the scene would be quite tragic and devastating, and just down-right brutal.

On that note too, Namjoon made my blood start to simmer with his snide comments. He sounds like a complete asshole. An overly confident and smart one who needs to be taken down a few pegs, but still an ass. 

I love it. 

But I actually softened up on him during the scene with Yunli because you know that there’s something deeper there in their connection. There was just something in that moment that felt so soul-bonding and unique with them even though I barely know anything about them yet. I'm really interested to see how their story goes later on because it's very pulling and I love this trope.

Another part that I enjoyed was this one:

A strange, desperate frustration overtook you.

He was too far away - and Namjoon was going to take him from you before you could touch him again - before you could breathe him in again-

The cruel wind continued to pull your fragrance toward Jimin like an erotic incense, yet it offered you no such gift in return. You could not discern his scent and you wanted to - needed to - with a voracity that was almost blinding.

Please…

This was just so well-written and emotional, and you see the connection between the Luna and Jimin start to come to fruition in a more prominent way. I mean, Jimin knew what she needed and sent her the braided cloth to help ease her. And it's even more telling when paired with when the Luna said before that she would do anything to save him. Like wow. Wow, okay. So we're really doing this today. 

I can't wait to learn more about Jin and his omega-ness because the part where he released his pheromones was really cool. And I wonder what's going on with the table too…

Anyways, I think that I'm done rambling, but if you've been reading my comments so far, then thank you. Sorry that this is long. But I cant wait to sink my teeth into the next parts (pun intended). Thank you so much Vi! I'm sending you my love💕💕💕

The Terms

◐ PART III of THE ALPHA ◐

◐ Part I ◐ Part II ◐ Series Masterlist ◐

Pairing: Alpha Werewolf Jimin x Omega Reader

Rating: Mature (for this installment)

Warnings: ABO sexual dynamics including discussion of scenting, marking, mating, and claiming. Violence and discussion of violence relating to ritual combat. Jin’s pheromones need their own warning. Yoonji and Yunli are not the same person.

Word Count: 2300

Author’s Note: As promised, this chapter is twice as long as the previous two and a lot of what people have been speculating about in the asks is discussed in this chapter… along with a few surprises…

“Luna rex provocatione means ‘the moon king’s challenge.’ It is never invoked lightly as its consequences are grave indeed… If an alpha believes that he is the true Alpha and the goddess has placed another in his path as a test of worthiness and dedication to the pack, then he will acknowledge his acceptance of this test by declaring luna rex provocatione. Once the challenge has been set forth only the death of the Luna’s first mate or the total surrender of the challenger can satisfy it…”

Text of the traditional speech given by a chief elder to begin a luna rex provocatione ritual [7th century]

“I know you won’t understand, but this isn’t personal-”

Jimin offered his rival an overtly feigned smile.

“You plan to kill me and claim my mate. Which part of that could I possibly take personally?”

Tae snorted somewhere in the background and Yoongi elbowed him hard.

Tradition dictated that both alphas meet with their second-in-commands in the chief elder’s chambers to discuss the terms of combat.

Namjoon brought Min Yoongi and Jimin had somehow ended up with Taehyung.

He didn’t remember actually agreeing to make Tae his second…

It just sort of happened somewhere between calming his hysterical mother and quickly reading up on archaic pack law.

The chief elder coughed uncomfortably. Goddess, this ascension was supposed to be easy. He never in a million moons thought he’d be in this position.

The last chief elder who oversaw a luna rex provocatione ritual had immortalized it in his journal as “the single most horrific moment of my life,” describing in detail the Luna howling in torment at the loss of her mate and the victor collapsing over the corpse of his foe in misery and guilt.

As in the past, the outcome of this conflict was already decided by fate…

Pain and regret weighed heavily on the older man as he considered the younger of the two alphas.

Park Jimin was going to die violently and there was nothing he could do about it.

“Because Kim Namjoon issued the challenge, his opponent will decide combat form. Your choices are human form, half-shifted, and wolf-form. After your choice is declared, Namjoon may add a minor alteration if he so desires. Park Jimin, please declare form.”

“Human,” he answered softly - and every single occupant of the room recoiled in response.

It was bad enough to witness a fight in wolf form or half-shifted… but to engage in ritual combat as a human-

It would be brutal - even psychologically disturbing - without the benefit of a wolf’s hide to mask the savagery.

Namjoon’s eyes widened in shock, but he recovered quickly.

“I request teeth and claws.”

Not quite a half-shift. Teeth and claws allowed for attacks using lengthened canines and claws.

It could make a kill slightly more… humane.

Jimin nodded and the elder pressed his seal over the first of the terms.

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She tells you that the moment people are born, they are instantly bound with another, tied together by some predetermined string, gifting you with someone you are meant to spend the rest of your life with. Someone who fit against every curve, someone who loved you in every aspect no matter what. Someone who would look at you, and you could just feel the weight of their stares like none other—set all your nerves on fire with just a single touch, leave you knowing without a doubt that that person was the one you were meant to spend your life with. 

Your soulmate. Your other half.

I wanted to write to you earlier Traci, but because it’s a holiday where I live, my words had to be put on hold for a little while. Nonetheless, I wanted to tell you that you had me with tears in my eyes waiting to fall at ten in the morning. This story was so beautiful, so soul-shattering, but yet, I felt so full at the end. 

Storytelling is your forte, and I feel as if with each and every piece of work that you produce, I continue being enchanted by each and everyone of them. I loved the progression of this work. I loved the fact that you were able to see two people whose fates were intertwined, but yet, left with the scenario of not being together until some time later. Seeing how the main character first felt at peace and enthralled at knowing that she had a soulmate at the other end of her palm, but then watching how the feelings shifted to dwindle it down because she wanted to control her own fate for once was such an exciting moment to watch. For a moment, I was actually cheering for Jungkook a little bit even though I knew that he wasn’t her soulmate, but that was until those beautiful poems appeared. Each and every one left me breathless and with my heart expanding in my chest, and I was jealous of her for the remainder of the story. If someone were saying those words to me, I would most definitely fall in love right then and there. But, when it came to the scene where she and Jungkook had to be faced with their ultimate ending, it hurt. It hurt because I knew how much she loved Jungkook and wanted to be with him, but that’s not what fate had planned for them. Fate had better, so it feels weird to say that that moment of angst hurt so good, but it did.

Fate can be unpredictable, but I'm glad that her and Yoongi found each other in the end. I was actually chuckling but also tearing up when he wrote on his skin, “I told you I'd see you soon” because it was such a beautiful moment and one where can feel an immense surge of joy in the fact that they found and have each other now. I hope that they're doing well. 

I also saw that you were writing a Christmas story this year. I’m wishing you the best of luck during your writing process and I can’t wait to read it! Thank you so much Traci for this. I’m giving you a million and one thank yous right now. I’m sending you all of my love.💕💕

see you soon

SUMMARY: In which you live in a world where one stroke of a pen against your skin is a signage of forever, and Min Yoongi just has really good timing 

PAIRING: yoongi/reader

GENRE: soulmate au (the one where when you write something on your skin with pen/marker, it will show up on your soulmate’s skin as well) • fluff/angst 

WORD COUNT: 7k

WARNINGS: a side jungkook/reader relationship 

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The first time images appear on your skin, you are 12 and have absolutely no idea why. Questions spring up in your mind like wildfire—alarming and so completely out of your control that you perform what could only be politely labeled as a scream before you dash to the bathroom, rubbing roughly at the skin of your arm until the flesh turns bright red. The marks, however, do not fade away.

Taking in a few sharp inhales, you collect your thoughts long enough to carefully study the marks that have been embedded into your skin—ink underneath the flesh that you carefully run your finger across. The end product looks to be a night sky along your forearm. There is a half-crescent moon and lazy stars dancing across the way; twinkling lines and hazy shapes and thick lines like they had been drawn with a sharpie.

For some odd reason, the longer you stare at the drawing, you don’t feel the panic settling back into your nerves. Rather, you feel more calm, peaceful, as if staring at the face of familiarity, like these drawings of half-crescent moons and 6 pointed stars genuinely mean something to you. Or at least, they hold enough significance that you don’t scream or continue trying to rub away the spots.

Your mother comes bounding into the room shortly after, startled by your scream until she sees the source of your apprehension and her lips curl up into a soft and understanding smile. It is right then and there, when she takes your arm, soothingly running her thumb up and down the expanse of the night sky that she spins the narrative of fate, destiny, and the universe.

She tells you that the moment people are born, they are instantly bound with another, tied together by some predetermined string, gifting you with someone you are meant to spend the rest of your life with. Someone who fit against every curve, someone who loved you in every aspect no matter what. Someone who would look at you, and you could just feel the weight of their stares like none other—set all your nerves on fire with just a single touch, leave you knowing without a doubt that that person was the one you were meant to spend your life with.

Your soulmate. Your other half.

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