The Boy You Thought You Knew Until You Landed Here, Young Adults Naive In Their Navigation Of The World.

The boy you thought you knew until you landed here, young adults naive in their navigation of the world. The boy who was your best friend - until one day he wasn’t.

Ooh....oof!

I didn't think that I would be starting my morning with angst but...here we are!😅🤧This hurt. The way you described this shattered triangle of relationships is beautifully tragic. Any type of love that has been lost is always painful, but I think the wound is especially deep for best friends. Especially for people like these two who have quite literally grown up together and shared a lot of moments that just can't be replaced. Yeah I think that I'm going to need a few minutes to recover from that.

Thank you so much Fina for writing and sharing this. I'm always in awe of you and your talent, so thank you. I'm sending you my whole heart💕💕💕

the one where jeongguk was your best friend until uni hit and you drifted apart. you hadn’t thought about him and you didn’t think he thought about you. until one day you walk into a bathroom that felt more like a closet full of skeletons. oc is ?????? about jk. there’s angst folks! 1.6k words. listen to safe place by kiana v

You didn’t even want to go out. At all. Jaehwa’s the one who forced you out of your comfortable nest of solitude. Why would you want to leave your cosy apartment when you could binge-watch all of Avatar: The Last Airbender uninterrupted? But she’d insisted, and because you had a tiny soft spot for her adorable whiny face you’d relented. She’d painted your face, squealing in delight at the prospect of finally being able to play with glittering golds and wispy dark tones on your eyes. She had enough pallets stacked in her room to build a house, although you never commented on her obsession with make-up since it was literally what she did for a living. A part of you was thrilled too, brain already organising an outfit that corresponded with the look Jaehwa had granted you. It’s not like you never went out; you had your fair share of wild nights during the course of university but fourth-year had taken a toll on your social life. When you had the energy, you’d rather do something simple like attempt a Nigella Lawson recipe (which — by luck — worked well most days), or stare at your ceiling while listening to your favourite songs from high school on repeat, longing for the time when the future didn’t feel like a great big abyss on the verge of swallowing you whole.

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“You want me to choke you?”  The grip on your waist tightens, pad of his thumb roving careful over your hip.  It’s meant to be soothing, calming - to ensure you really want this.  All it does is make you want it more.  

How do you do it? 

How can you write something so poetic and vivid, but also extremely hot and sexy and...did I say hot?

Erin, I'm not sure if you know this, but I'm going to let you know just in case my previous tangents weren't enough: you are AMAZING. Everything that you write, everything that you do, and every piece that I've read hold such beautiful creations within. Also, can I just mention this bit here:

You do as you’re told, offering a last, sweet kiss before you’re settled back in his lap, palms flat against his chest.   The streetlights cast long shadows into the room, throwing your features into stark relief.  It’s a terribly pretty sight - your hair mused, eyes bright with anticipation. A dream come true.  

Ughhh!! This is so perfect. This is one section that I just could not get out of my mind. It feels so dark and hazy, but dreamy and light and wow….WOW ERIN!!!!

"Jaw-dropping" and "breathtaking" are just two words that I could use to describe the feelings that I get whenever I read your stories, and I wish that I had better words in store to use whenever I come across your posts, but I hope that me continuously sending you all of my love will suffice until my brain can store a bigger dictionary. I'm giving you lots of hugs and love Erin!💕💕💕💕

choke me, daddy.

prompt:  “choke me.”

i am unapologetic about my troll title.  ty anon for the prompt!  👀  this is the couple from up all night.  also, this isn’t beta read so i’m sorry if there are glaring errors lolz!!

pairing.  knj x reader.  rating.  explicit.  tags.  this is smut, y’all.  choking, riding that d**k, etc..  wc.  1.2k.

You’ve always been obsessed with his hands.  The way the knuckles flex, the stretch of muscle and sinew beneath honeyed skin.  His broad palms, so much larger than yours, big enough to engulf them whole when you’re holding hands.  You’ve watched the way he stocks shelves and pieces strands of wayward hair behind his ear.  He does everything with assured movements - like he’s perfectly aware of how capable they are.  

You wonder how they’d feel around your neck.

“Choke me.”  It comes before you can think better of it, driven by the soft buzz of liquor in your veins, the intoxication of just his touch.  You’d blush bright red if you weren’t already flushed, sweat beading at your temple.  

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“I’ve missed this,” he says softly.

You can’t, you can’t, you can’t.

"Me too,” you admit. You’re weak.

I’ve never experienced a break-up before. I’ve also never dated, but I have been in a situation that mimics this one. I am truly, truly amazed by the way you are able to so adequately capture thoughts, feelings, and emotions in such a vivid way. Like I said before, I’ve never been in a relationship or had a breakup, but every time I read a chapter of this story it feels like I have. Especially with this part:

Yes, you’ve read his books. Multiple times. Pored over every word and analyzed every character in search of snippets of yourself. Hoping to know whether he’s forgotten you and moved on from you or whether he’s still affected by the breakup in the same way you don’t dare to admit that you are.

The feeling of believing that you’re over it but you still find yourself coming back to things that remind you of them. It’s bittersweet but it’s beautiful to be emotional over this, and I find myself reaching the end of each part far faster than I would like. Especially with this cliffhanger at the end. In my eyes, there are three ways that the story could pan out and I’m not sure that my heart is ready for any of those. 

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart Debs, for this beautiful piece. I feel like this story is made out of diamonds from the way I can’t stop awing at it. I’m sending you my love!!💕💕💕💕

sincerely, but no longer yours | chapter 3

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sincerely, but no longer yours | ex!kim namjoon x reader

genre | angst, exes au

summary | It started as a coping mechanism as getting the words out provided a form of catharsis. But now you can’t stop writing these love letters, even with the knowledge that they’ll never get sent. After all, who writes love letters to their ex?

word count | 3.9k

rating | PG-13

warnings | none

a/n | here we gooooo!! part threeeee c: can’t believe I actually churned this out when my life has been in c h a o s also this is barely edited im so sorry

Percussive knocks rap crisply on your apartment door. You fling the door open and your heart leaps in your chest at the sight. There he stands.

Up and rising dance instructor. Groove personified. Ball of literal sunshine.

And in your experience, the best big brother on the planet.

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Author: kpopfanfictrash

Pairing: Jungkook

Word Count: 1,983

Rating: 18+ (sexual imagery)

Summary: An accompanying drabble to Five Dates. This drabble takes place after the events of Five Dates and is Jungkook + accidentally teaching Namjoon’s child a swear word.

[ PART OF MY JUNGKOOK BIRTHDAY DRABBLE GAME – links to be added later ]

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Nothing mattered the moment you flitted into his room, a pretty picture of concern as you crowded his space. He would have minded it if anyone else was encroaching on him like. But this was you. And Jeongguk wanted you to be in his space all the time.

Oh my goodness🥺 Fina!

It's night time when I'm writing this so sorry if my words may be a bit of a mess but I am so soft for this pair my goodness. Jungkook....he truly took my heart with this one, but I would also like to give my love to you and the way you write. It's so special in the way that it's soothing. This may be weird, but to me, your writing is like cotton candy and vanilla. Soft and light but always has a feeling of home and a twinge of nostalgia. 

Sometimes he wonders what it’d be like to trace your lips with his fingers, learn what they felt like underneath his skin. Sometimes he wondered what they would feel like on his own.

You pause, reflexively nudging your frames back up your nose bridge. The little action tugs the corner of his mouth upwards, chest tight with unspoken words. “Let me finish, Jeongguk. Or I’ll draw a dick on your broken leg.”

This part was so dang cute, but it also made me laugh at the end. The secret pinning that's a part of their relationship is what made this so nice and enjoyable to read. But tbh, everything that you write is enjoyable and I LOVE coming back to read your pieces.

Jeongguk thinks this is what love might feel like. He doesn’t know if it is yet, but, if someone was to ask him what it was, he’d say this was it. You against him, his heart calm and wild within him.

I just let out the softest sigh. My heart just went full on 🥺💕 and now I am rolling over in bed and curling into a ball. 

Thank you again Fina for this. I always get so happy whenever I read one of your works, so thank you for sharing your writing. I'm sending all of my love your way 😘💕💕💕💕💕

anon said secret pining and i had to deliver. jeongguk is a soccer player. oc is cute and wears glasses. jk might be in love with his best friend :3 cute and soft and cuddly yay! 1k words. listen to three small words by joolie

It’s with an unusual fondness that Jeongguk watches you kneel over his supine legs, glass frames gently shifting down the slope of your nose as your head tips forward. Your eyebrows are furrowed, gaze concentrated on the white gauze holding his broken foot in together. He’d shattered it during a soccer match; a stupid skid that resulted in a collision that could have been fatal. At first, he was distraught by the prospect of his future sports career crumbling into ruins, but the doctor that had plastered him back together assured Jeongguk the injury would heal relatively well enough for him to be sweating through Coach Bang’s drills within a couple of months. He hadn’t realised the silver lining of this unfortunate moment until now. Nothing mattered the moment you flitted into his room, a pretty picture of concern as you crowded his space. He would have minded it if anyone else was encroaching on him like. But this was you. And Jeongguk wanted you to be in his space all the time.

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He was too busy turning your words over again in his mind. Does it ever hurt you sometimes?

The truth was it did. All the time.

He just didn’t know if there existed a better path than the one he was on.

Okay so….after debating whether or not to watch another episode of Lucifer or read Zephyr, this one won (surprisingly fast btw) and now I can’t stop replaying all of the events in my mind. 

This was a perfect prequel to Exes and Superher-o’s. The action, the fact that Jungkook is a total bad-ass (but we already knew that), the lead-up and foreshadowing to the events to come later on, just everything with this drabble is so perfectly written and you were able to make me feel so many things within a compact read. Wow Shanna….Just WOWWW. Also I really loved this part:

He still remembered the day you arrived at the Agency. Higher-ups said that Zephyr (the Greek god of the west wind) was traditionally a male name and wouldn’t make sense to serve as your moniker. You’d told them to fuck off and written it down anyways.

Like YASSSSS! C’MON SHOOING AWAY SEXIST COMMENTS! Anything a male can do, a female can do it better. And with high heels😤

Also, I agree with Minuta not liking orange as a suit color. I know that for me, orange makes me look like a traffic cone and I just really don't want that for her. 

Thank you so much Shanna for another amazing story! I always enjoy reading anything and everything that you post and this was no different. I’m sending you my love!!💕💕💕

Zephyr

Author: kpopfanfictrash

Pairing: Jungkook / Reader

Word Count: 2,696

Rating: PG-13

Summary: An accompanying drabble to Exes and Supher-o’s. This drabble takes place before the events of Exes and Superher-o’s and follows Jungkook as he’s rescued by a superhero love interest.

A/N: The reader in this drabble is not the reader in Exes and Superher-o’s.  

[ PART OF MY JUNGKOOK BIRTHDAY DRABBLE GAME ]

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