Don't Think It This Way That You'll Have To "let Him Go" No. This Is The Time You Cherish Him More, Love

Don't think it this way that you'll have to "let him go" no. This is the time you cherish him more, love him more and wait. And when he returns he'll give all the love back with interest. Don't be sad they wouldn't like it. Just hmu hit me up when you feel sad. Cause even I feel like crying these days. Ik, its so tough even the thought of having to go through this again and again for ALL my boys is tough. But the actual time to not let them go and hold them tight in our heart. To remember that they're there for us like we are there for them too, in mind and heart.

Idk why am I writing this, maybe to get things off of my chest, but I just can't yet believe Hoseok is going already. we knew, we were ready but to actually go through the process of sending them off is so tough that I am not sure how it will leave me.

Being a introvert, I hardly ever make friends. I don't even want to meet new people and get to know them. I get absolutely 0 calls and texts from anyone other than my mum and dad. It is only @phenomenalgirl9 , who hits me up from time to time. hence, BTS plays the biggest part in pushing away loneliness from my life. And Jung Hoseok is practically someone hard to explain. He means so much to me that there are not right words to put it through. That man is not just an idol to me, I mean I am going to tattoo his name so.... yeah, he is a lot more.

Now letting him go like this, letting all of them go one by one, is tough for me. It's so damn tough. Idk what to do. I'm feeling extra emotional (maybe because I am on my period). I don't wanna work today. I wanna bang my head on my cubicle until my head cracks and cry out loud at the same time.

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wangji 🤍🐇

Aww 🥺

*How did he know?*

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wwx, who’s been dressed in his signature wwx look while clinging to lwj all this time: and I was being so secretive about it too  [xx]

I know how bad this feels. I too have been in these feels for so long.

My mum and sister also watched these dramas with me but its not the same loke to have some friends with whom you can discuss. Like I have one friend who knows but rarely watched more than The Untamed. And its so bad that theirs literally no Wang Yibo ff with an oc. Loke don't get me wrong I love Love Love Xiao Zhan too but we also need some break through and Fanfics have been IT for me. It's so DIFFICULT when there aren't even ffs for these.

The best feeling in the entire world is sharing something you love with someone you love and having them grow to appreciate it too

The worst feeling in the entire world is getting into a new interest and realizing that there's no online community for it and none of your friends/family are into it and you feel SO ALONE and trapped in your love for this new thing that means the world to you and you try so hard to convince people because it's so great but nobody listens and it's just really lonely and upsetting okay I clearly have some deep seated issues on this subject my bad

Lmao

they sure are