THE CHOICES FANDOM IS ALIVE????
THE CHOICES FANDOM IS ALIVE????
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SOMEONE HAS BEATEN MINECRAFT IN UNDER A MINUTE
I REPEAT. SOMEONE HAS BEATEN MINECRAFT IN UNDER A MINUTE


Time isn't real
Question:
Has anybody ever forgiven aziraphale?
Like. I know it's pretty rare for aziraphale to own up to when he's done something wrong and rationalizes away his cognitive dissonance. But that behavior, while encouraged by Crowley, is out of self preservation.
With heaven there is no room to question, but there's also no room to make mistakes. Small ones are met with mockery and derision, not forgiven. Big ones? Whether it means losing his post on earth, or Crowley, or his own life, there is no second chance for aziraphale.
There's no point in apologies. Sure, he'll grovel or lie or fawn, but simply apologizing and telling the truth is just. Not an option.
He's willing to forgive heaven and Gabriel and tenants and Crowley, but cannot imagine that same kindness being extended to him. He was created in a system that reinforced the idea that he should be infinitely patient and understanding, but that he doesn't deserve the same.
And so he's constantly dealing with shame and guilt and grief and regret that stacks and stacks and hasn't had an outlet for 6000 years. Repression of those feelings is mandatory to survive the system, and remain functioning.
This of course is then perpetuated into his relationship with Crowley. He could ask for forgiveness, but he doubts it will be given, not without conditions or atonement. Why not skip to the groveling and do the silly dance? It keeps things vague, less vulnerable. There is safety in ambiguity.
He knows he can't be forgiven, but having that unambiguously confirmed, hearing Crowley tell him so directly?
He would break.
whoever decided to put Vincent and the Doctor RIGHT AFTER RORY'S DEATH I Am In Your Walls
whoever told me "hey you should start watching doctor who to feel better after good omens" I just finished doomsday come back I want to talk
Of the 19 hijackers who carried out the Sept 11 attacks:
15 were from Saudi Arabia (a powerful/oil-rich country the U.S. works hard to maintain diplomatic relations with)
2 were from the United Arab Emirates (also a powerful/oil-rich country the U.S. works hard to maintain diplomatic relations with)
1 was from Egypt, 1 from Lebanon.
None of the hijackers were from Iraq.
None of the Sept 11 hijackers were Iraqi.
None of the 9/11 hijackers were from Iraq.