You Should Be Afraid

You should be afraid

all of my past decisions have led me to this but damn if I didn't expect it to end up with my friend joining tumblr and out-hornying me within an hour.

My character creation process is fine, I PROMISE

I dont drink much but this is absolutely something i'd slip and tumble down in the middle of the night while entirely sober-- WHY?

Interior design by Nanda Vigo

as someone who has a really hard time receiving and reciprocating affection, I stg that shit is instant serotonin just- NEURON ACTIVATED immediate happiness

And when people ASK first?? FERAL immediately

Good Morning to you too...

this morning I was minding my own damn business when I get an email (I kid you not, an email) from my colleague asking me: "If you're trans why haven't you taken hormones or gotten surgery"

And I was like

Cause I'm- I'm not transgender I'm genderqueer-- And I told her that, I said I wasn't ftm I was just...me-- And she told me

This bitch told me I should "make up my mind already" and "stop being indecisive" and went on a rant about how "this is why people hate trans people!" And-- Like I was NOT ready! It was- I hadn't had my COFFEE yet! I had not finished my coffee this girl is spreading anti-trans rhetoric IN FRONT OF MY COFFEE and WHY? Why does me having not finalized my identity impact YOU in ANY WAY???

So I reiterate that I'm not transgender, I- I am genderqueer and I've accepted my masculinity as someone who doesn't strictly identify as either gender and she just was not having it.

I hit a dead end and just decided SURE y'know what-- OKAY Beth, I'll make up my mind now LEAVE ME AND MY COFFEE ALONE

And now I gotta see her at work tomorrow and I stg if she asks what I decided I'm going to blow a fuse cause I'm not deciding shit, I already made my decision! Like-- Me wearing a tight sports bra to pack down my small titties and forget they exist is a preference, not me waiting to get top surgery! I just like wearing them!

YUS *happy cuddles*

What if I was a pretty tall trans girl (I am) and I offered to kiss you (I will)