[17:26] It Was Stealing Little Glances, Pink Hues And Smiles, It Was The Dumb Jokes With The Lingering

[17:26] it was stealing little glances, pink hues and smiles, it was the dumb jokes with the lingering touches.

it was the little heart flutters that brought an unknown warmth with it, the teasing and height comparison.

maybe it’ll soon be the tickling cold, red cheeks and Christmas lights. it may be a dream but not an unpleasant one

not with how you both looked at each other.

[19:05] you don’t know how you didn’t notice it. the lingering gazes at each other and how your ‘friends’ gushed about them both despite knowing how you feel but yet the playful teasing he had given you lays in your memory vividly.

liar…traitor

no, you were being unreasonable it’s your fault; you didn’t say anything so it’s too late now. it’s your fault and you aren’t surprised

it’s all ways your fault, your always late…

alwaysalwaysalwaysalways

so why are you crying? you knew this was going to happen despite anything you were hopeful. hopeful for something unattainable. a dream; a hope and want

[14:09] it was a warm afternoon as you were strolling through where dilucs tavern laid, cheerfully waving at those who were working. it was a perfect day to go on a nice dip in the secret nook that you had found in a small cave; it looked like it had been set up beforehand but you thought nothing of it.

“i can’t wait to soak in the water,” you hum to yourself as you had reached the covered entrance (slightly thick leaves cover it). “these new candles will be great as well.”

you set your stuff to the side as the steam of the water had you sighing; reaching to remove any jewellery. you look back as you unlace your slightly lacy lavender spring dress bring your arms together as the dress drops.

splash!

your heart drops as you turn quickly to where the water was and there he was; diluc ragnvindr submerged in the water with his arms leaning against the wall. “well don’t stop on my account.”

suddenly it was hot so hot that your legs pressed together and the dress was suffocating. the man I front of you had been teasing you and flirting with you quite confidently which was out of character.

you had no clue that he had found out that you had returned his feelings as well therefore his confidence boost.

“diluc!” you squeaked slowly losing grip on the dress, your breath coming out short. he only tutted before gliding forward, the water nearly exposing him as he reaches where you were at. “how..how did you find out..”

“about this place? well I’ve known for ages,” he raised a brow before looking you up and down. it was then that your grasp on your dress slipped leaving you exposed. “sweet barbatos…”

he eyed you up hungrily causing you to flush but with a sudden braveness, you had approached him and lean down. “diluc…don’t stare at me like that”

“sorry beautiful but your hard to resist,” he said appreciating the view before grasping you and pulling down. it had caught you off guard that you squealed before being submerged and then rising to where your bare chest was touching him. his arms caging you in with no escape.

a hungry look in his eyes ready to devour you within a single second. you make eye-contact with him, his gaze so heavy causing a blush to erupt, his arms tightening, around you allowing now escape.

“diluc..!” you had whimpered bring your hands against his chest, nails scrapping against it leaving red marks.

“you’re going to make me lose my mind!” he grunted before swiftly meeting your lips with such passion that it made up for the clumsiness of it.

he was going to devour you; mentally, psychically and body.

hi cuties! it’s my birthday today so you might seee some cute posts later on <33

MY BIRTHDAY IS A WEEK AWAY OMG

birthday on the 19th and very excitedddd!! it’s weird to turn older because of one day

that’s all I wanted to say :))

love you all

[05:06] the air was heavy, time unmoving despite the chattering in the background. it didn’t matter. how could it? not with the scene in front of you.

kaeya was drunk obviously which you knew from the little squint he does followed by the tapping of his left foot, yet why was he trailing his hand on the strangers leg up towards the inner thigh. it felt like your earth shattered, the rose tinted glasses you had on; gone.

“why..?” you uttered to yourself, your face pale and filled with horror. you certainly caught diluc’s and albedo’s attention which they followed your gaze. diluc’s eyes harden and, were so intense that they could melt you. albedo was giving a dead stare.

sorrow was the first emotion you felt then it came full force and heavy.

rage

how could he do that to you and so with your mind made up, you stood. the feeling of your steps felt heavy filled with heavy emotions weighing you down then within a second you were there.

crash.

drip. drip

kaeya looked at you in shock as well as the stranger making you angrier, a scoff leaving your mouth. “next time you’re going to do that crap again make sure not to do it in front of the person.”

“now now im sure this is all a misunderstanding,” the way he said it with full conviction and a worried look made you want to scream. it made want to just yell but with a deep breath you speak calmly. “it doesn’t matter if you’re drunk but doing it so blatantly obvious in front of everyone! me! you’re done, we’re done.”

you coldly glare at him before turning around where albedo was there waiting for you. it made you walk towards him taking his lead and leaving the tavern. the cold air refreshing on your skin cooling you down and, you got to the entrance and across the bridge before stopping.

drip… drip… drip

you were shaking with clenched fists as tears fell from your eyes, stifling your sobs. everyone had warned you yet you didn’t listen; fool and look where you’ve landed.

“i’m really a fool aren’t I?” you ask bitterly knowing that albedo was standing near. the question lingering in the air softly with no response.

the way your heart ached and clenched made you sob even more. it was your fault; naive little you believing all them sugarcoated words. you were so foolish, desperate for love and the warmth of someone else that you were fooled.

“stupid…” you muttered once more before looking at albedo who knew you too well. he knows that it’s best to leave you to your thoughts then come back to them after you’ve calmed down. it worked since you were usually a rational individual.

“come on,” he spoke, cutting the stillness in the air with nonchalantly. it made you calm down a little bit with how he didn’t pity you or reassure you. “let’s go.”

he glanced behind you unnoticeably.

he held his outstretched hand before you and you know he meant the little cottage of yours near dragonspine. you sniffled and wiped your eyes reaching out for the hand knowing you were in safe hands.

what you didn’t see was the way albedo’s lips rose into a smirk, the glint in his eyes possessive and challenging to kaeya who glowered.

unknowingly, to you there is a competition between the two on who would get you. you aren’t allowed to be with anyone else; they don’t deserve you nor will they treat you right.

you were theirs.

this is so unrelated but I’m going out tomorrow with friends and I have nooo idea what to wear!!

very annoying, it’ll be a pain to decide when I wake up and need to get ready :))

brb going to cry now