[05:06] The Air Was Heavy, Time Unmoving Despite The Chattering In The Background. It Didnt Matter. How

[05:06] the air was heavy, time unmoving despite the chattering in the background. it didn’t matter. how could it? not with the scene in front of you.

kaeya was drunk obviously which you knew from the little squint he does followed by the tapping of his left foot, yet why was he trailing his hand on the strangers leg up towards the inner thigh. it felt like your earth shattered, the rose tinted glasses you had on; gone.

“why..?” you uttered to yourself, your face pale and filled with horror. you certainly caught diluc’s and albedo’s attention which they followed your gaze. diluc’s eyes harden and, were so intense that they could melt you. albedo was giving a dead stare.

sorrow was the first emotion you felt then it came full force and heavy.

rage

how could he do that to you and so with your mind made up, you stood. the feeling of your steps felt heavy filled with heavy emotions weighing you down then within a second you were there.

crash.

drip. drip

kaeya looked at you in shock as well as the stranger making you angrier, a scoff leaving your mouth. “next time you’re going to do that crap again make sure not to do it in front of the person.”

“now now im sure this is all a misunderstanding,” the way he said it with full conviction and a worried look made you want to scream. it made want to just yell but with a deep breath you speak calmly. “it doesn’t matter if you’re drunk but doing it so blatantly obvious in front of everyone! me! you’re done, we’re done.”

you coldly glare at him before turning around where albedo was there waiting for you. it made you walk towards him taking his lead and leaving the tavern. the cold air refreshing on your skin cooling you down and, you got to the entrance and across the bridge before stopping.

drip… drip… drip

you were shaking with clenched fists as tears fell from your eyes, stifling your sobs. everyone had warned you yet you didn’t listen; fool and look where you’ve landed.

“i’m really a fool aren’t I?” you ask bitterly knowing that albedo was standing near. the question lingering in the air softly with no response.

the way your heart ached and clenched made you sob even more. it was your fault; naive little you believing all them sugarcoated words. you were so foolish, desperate for love and the warmth of someone else that you were fooled.

“stupid…” you muttered once more before looking at albedo who knew you too well. he knows that it’s best to leave you to your thoughts then come back to them after you’ve calmed down. it worked since you were usually a rational individual.

“come on,” he spoke, cutting the stillness in the air with nonchalantly. it made you calm down a little bit with how he didn’t pity you or reassure you. “let’s go.”

he glanced behind you unnoticeably.

he held his outstretched hand before you and you know he meant the little cottage of yours near dragonspine. you sniffled and wiped your eyes reaching out for the hand knowing you were in safe hands.

what you didn’t see was the way albedo’s lips rose into a smirk, the glint in his eyes possessive and challenging to kaeya who glowered.

unknowingly, to you there is a competition between the two on who would get you. you aren’t allowed to be with anyone else; they don’t deserve you nor will they treat you right.

you were theirs.

i think I’m down with the flu since it’s been going around so kinda feeling emotional so some emotional scenarios may come up :))

[23:45] “aether! lumine! please you don’t have to be like this!” you shout out to your elder siblings as, thunder starts, why did they have to be the prince and princess to the abyss…

a nightmare…please no

you held back tear as aethers gaze met yours; his harsh glare softening into a look full of warmth and understanding. you, didn’t understand why after being separated for so long that this is reality.

don’t leave me please; I’m scared.

“my dear sister,” aether began as he comes closer to you, a hands gently cupping your face, making the sob you were trying to hold come out. “you won’t understand now but you are growing, you will realise why we’re doing this.”

don’t leave me or else I’ll be used until I’m worn out.

lumine grasps your hands, this causes you to look at them confused. the sound of your sobs increases as you apologise; they were obviously upset at how long it took you to find them.

how wrong you were.

“i’m sorry! if I only was good enough to find you quicker,” you gasped out not noticing how their gazes harden, arms bring you into their hold; comfort.

“we have more than enough time sister,” lumine began, gently kissing your head as she steps away. “for we will be reunited once again but for now, we must part ways.”

aether followed her lead as they step away and into the portal, sending you one last glance. they hold up a lucky charm up; the ones you made. it made you cry harder.

theses gods were no help so far and you met them like this…

“til the stars reunite us again my dear sister and brother.” you utter collapsed on your knees; numbed from the cold and the noise a high pitch sound.

MY BIRTHDAY IS A WEEK AWAY OMG

birthday on the 19th and very excitedddd!! it’s weird to turn older because of one day

that’s all I wanted to say :))

love you all

[00:42] why? why? WHY?!? you think to yourself as you stared at the back of your brother who had begged you to die in her place. the nerve, the audacity…

they never took your feelings to heart; discarded like dust never to be seen again. it was pain after sadness after pain and it finally made you realise how naive you have been. it was foolish to think that any of your family members would care about you, that they would have a place for you in their hearts.

naive little you, how foolish. they only had time for her and it was shown; your birthday pushed aside, blamed for anything such as her getting her (it was somehow always you). bastards.

without your brother turning around he didn’t see you clearly. no, he didn’t see the way your eyes had dulled slightly only to minutes later light with so much anger that your eyes looked like they were glowing. the way your body stopped shaking and you stopped crying, how you stared calmly at his back.

anger had taken over you as the blood in your veins rushed rapidly in you with anticipation. it burned deep in you daring you to forget but oh how you wouldn’t forget.

you could never ever forget it and you never will. you’ll make them pay, shame them and bring them down and oh, how they’ll beg for mercy. they will not forget the slander they treated you with, the mistreatment from the servants.

diediediediediediediediediediediediediediediedie…

you emotionless stare at the dreadful human in front of you- enjoying the confused and shocked face when he met your hate filled gaze especially with the different emotions he was going through.

shock. confusion. regret. shame. anger.

he was speaking to you but it was a buzzing noise in your ears, annoying as a mouse. fool but oh, there’s the other two fools with him looking at you harshly until you had looked at them.

gleefully you grinned with how your ‘sister’ flinched, hiding away from you in fear. it had set off the fool in front of you as he yanked your hair, spitting in your face. you simply smiled at him unsettlingly him yet still angering him at the same time.

“isn’t it funny how it came to this?” you ask him hoarsely, voice raspy from not talking. they looked at you stunned especially the one you used to call father. “funny how a fake sister seemed to replace me but thank goodness she did..”

you grin, eyes full of fire before tilting your head to the right, “or else I’d turned out like a spoiled bitch”

one; hook

a shade of red burned across her face whilst the other two were in shock before smacking you across the room. ha? seriously they’re that pissed?

“HOW DARE YOU-“ he raises his voice before your snort and your body shakes, it covers your anger as amusement. you seeth from behind your hair.

two: line

“HOW DARE YOU THINK ITS FUNNY! UNGRATEFUL GIRL!” he had yelled furiously, oh the hatred continued building up like molten lava and so you smiled peacefully for the last time.

three: sinker

“father well perhaps I shall call you sperm donor, quite suiting no? anyways let’s this be known that i hate you.” you softly spoke as the chains your ankles were in broke, a smile breaking out at their scared faces.

“what are you doing-“ you cut off your father by summoning some ice spikes that cut into him. the place slowly becoming colder as you start to freeze the room.

“may my hatred make you burn for eternity in hell”

you darkly smiled.

now…

“die”

okay okay! I have tons of unfinished genshin drafts but do people want to see a certain pair or just a certain more often?

you can leave your requests in the comment/notes area just so I can just a gist of what you would like to see more <33