That's It.

that's it.

i am officially calling will wood out for using the papa's pizzeria instrument in the rhumba of death. ok??? ok. i've had enough.

i love will wood music because you listen to a song and its like DJS###O!### MDNI%H% SN JKDFKS HDFOIALKA [SWING PIANO SOLO] and then you go to look up the lyrics and its the most cleverly executed piece of modern poetry youve ever read

thoughts

idk why but I get immense gender euphoria when being called OP

like,,,,Ik that’s how it works but

The Shining (1980)

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intrusive thoughts list

idk why I’m being so personal but I feel like I can trust yall (btw this is only some of the stuff, it gets way worse and more sexual ._.)

if any of y’all are mental health experts or have experience lmk cuz my mom says I’m not mentally ill (guaranteed she hasn’t seen the list)

so is this concerning or am I just being a teenager?

TW: LOTS OF SCARY WORDS, REFERENCES TO A (MILD) EATING DISORDER, SA, SH, MURDER, ETC ETC

carving out my heart and throwing it away

stabbing myself in the neck with a pen 

someone hanging themself on a light pole and the blood going drip-drip-drip on our car window

being raped

being stalked (at least someone will finally want me)

our school getting shot up/bombed

dad & mom dying

bleeding out on the floor

dying of hunger

getting run over

killing someone and hiding the body in my closet (from a dream I had)

my entire body and vital organs being punctured by thousands of metal spikes

getting lost and being kidnapped

joining a cult

car accident

getting stabbed

self-harming

jumping off a bridge

not eating for 4 days straight

carving my breasts off with a chainsaw 

creep watches me change thru the window, breaks in @ night

being kidnapped

running away

sex w people I know

cutting myself with scissors